I’ve lost her

“How do you expect me to believe all what you’ve just said?” She pushed him away roughly

“I really wish I could do more to make you believe me” he tried getting close to her again “I really love you Fidelia and I would do anything to prove this to you”

“You really want me to foolishly believe you?”she asked as tears ran down her cheeks

“Why on earth didn’t you tell me all this when we started getting close to each other” she paused and took a deep breath to keep her going “ you had to wait till it is obvious that I’m in love you right?”

“From the first time I set my eyes on you Fidelia, I knew I wanted more than just friendship”

“And I knew at some point I would have to tell you what exactly is going on in my life, I wouldn’t like I’ve tried but I never know when exactly would be the right time for me to do that, any day I see you I would always have the urge to come out clean but the fear of how you will react has always been a issue in my head and I.....”

Tears wouldn’t stop fallin