DamienIt's been a month of hell without her, I've been looking everywhere just to find her, para akong naghahanap ng karayom sa napakalawak na palayan, sobrang hirap na halos kahit baliktarin ko na halos ang mundo, I don't even know where she is!Fuck!Even my private investigator can't find anything or just a tiny clue and I don't even know if she would ever come back to me.What the fuck did I do wrong for her to leave me like this, na parang tangang nakatingin sa labas ng bintana.Natutulala nalang ako bigla habang iniisip kung ano ng nangyayari sa kanya ngayon, kung kumain na ba siya o kung anong pinagkakaabalahan niya at kung nasaan siya ngayon, hinahanap niya rin ba ako?Pero di ko pa rin maintindihan kung bakit niya ako iniwan ng ganito lalo na itong pregnancy test na nasa kamay kong may dalawang linyang pula.And I do really fucking know what the hell this pregnancy test means, she is carrying my child and right now para na akong mababaliw sa kakahanap sa kanya, I even call h
I saw her right there, right the fuck infront of me at kaunti nalang abot ko na siya pero bullshit!I messed up at ngayon para akong tangang nakatunganga sa harap ng laptop ko at naghihintay ng update mula sa private investigator ko na hanggang ngayon wala pang lead kung saan na naman nagsuot ang asawa ko, hindi na nga ako nakakapag bihis dahil gusto ko ng malaman kung ano na ba ang mangyayari ngayong nakita niya ako at sa ganoon pang pangyayari.I'm sure she's terrified at natatakot na ngayong alam niya ng hinahanap ko na siya, kahit ako natatakot na rin na baka ayaw na talaga niya magpahanap sakin and It's breaking my godamn heart into pieces just by thinking of it.I pinch my nose in frustration when I read the new email pop out."Fuck!"Punching the table in anger until it bleed but I can't feel any pain I just feel madness boiling within me, I'm so frustrated that my wife don't want me anymore, ayaw na niya akong makita pa, nanghihina akong napaupo sa sahig habang sinasabunutan a
"Go away"Para akong nanigas mula sa kinatatayuan ko habang nakatingin saakin ng napakalamig ang asawa ko.At nakahawak pa siya sa doorknob ng pintuan na para bang anytime sasaraduhan niya ako ng pinto.Pansin ko ring nakamasid ang secretarya ko sa likuran niya na nag piece sign sakin."George-" hindi ko na natuloy pa ang mga sasabihin ko ng pabagsak niya akong saraduhan ng pinto.Halos lahat yata ng mura sinabi ko na at pinilit ko pa ring katukin ang pintuan kung nasaan siya, I'm fucking out of control na halos pagsisipain ko na ang pintuan.I made a ruckus here and I don't fucking care right now kahit pa sinasaway na ako ng mga kapit bahay ng secretarya ko ay wala akong paki alam.I needed to talk to my wife damn it pero ayaw pa rin nila akong pag buksan.Shit, nataranta nalamang ako ng madinig kong may tinawagan ang isa sa mga nakatira dito ng security ay tumakbo na ako paalis ng building."Fuck!"Habang nasa byahe ako pabalik ng sa bahay ni Chris ay narinig kong nag ingay ang cell
Nang makarating ako ay agad akong nag door bell at laking pasasalamat ko ng si John Loid I mean Juanita ang bumukas ng pintuan na agad naman akong pinapasok."How is she""Sleeping, sir may I know what happened?"Nahilamos ko ang mukha ko at umupo sa sofa habang siya nama'y inabutan agad ako ng tubig."Mukhang nakainum ka sir"Pinatong ko ang bulaklak sa tabi ko bago nagsimulang mag kwento sa sekretarya ko kung ano nga bang punot dulo ng lahat pero sinagot niya lang ako na ikinagulat ko sa ugaling binigay niya ngayon sakin."Bobo ka sir"I know it was his response right away and I knew it for myself na gago ako more like what he said bobo but it was back then, nakaraan na iyon bakit pa kailangan ungkatin?Past are painful to bring back for our future, I pinch my nose and look at him na hanggang ngayon parang may gusto yatang sabihin sakin."Sir, I may I be rude now can I ask you something?""Your rude to me for calling me shit, then what is it?""I'm sorry sir pero ganun ka naman po t
Warning strict guidance 🖤Cooking some soup and putting ingredients on the pot pretending that I did not see my wife slowly walking towards me, I smile when I already lure her on her bedroom by just cooking some of her favorites well, hindi ko ito magagawa kung hindi sinabi sakin ni Juanita ang gusto ng asawa ko, hindi ko tuloy mapigilang isipin na tanungin siya noon kung ano ang mga gusto niya at mga paborito niyang kainin, heaving a sigh seeing her right now I wanted to make it right, biting my lower lip and keeping my eyes unnoticed by her and just showing off my skill in kitchen.Pero natigilan ako sa pag lagay ng gulay dahil gulat akong hindi nakagalaw at hindi ko iniexpect na bigla niyang alisin ang space sa aming dalawa, nang bigyan niya ako ng hindi ko inaasahang yakap mula sa likod ko.Her hug is enough for me to recharge, shutting off the stove at hinarap ko siya saakin, I saw her look away when our eyes meet but I only hold her chin for her to look at me in the eyes.I wan
Last night is the best night I ever had in my life with my wife, just thinking of it, maybe I've been drooling right now but all I could do is imagine her face and how she moan my name in the four corners of our room.Her moan is so hot that makes me want her more and more, she even whisper to me that she love me and miss me so damn much. Remembering her face that she make is more deliriously delicious that I can't even control my self to move harder into her.That evening when I request for a quicky from her I thought I might be rejected, kailangan ko pa talagang pilitin siya mapa-Oo ko lang talaga. Pero we got more than just a quicky dahil inumaga na kami at halos tanghali na umalis sa kama at kumain sa kusina. I can't even blink an eye because of that night and I could'nt forget it either. But immediately ruined it by someone and that is the one who's been talking infront, the representator of the day is none other than that Amera the only daughter of Merging company. She's talki
Not easy to argue with a hormonal wife mas tumindi pa yata ang pagkamuhi niya sakin ngayon, I thought okay na kami ayos lang ang relasyon namin bilang mag asawa pero di ko naman inaasahan na biglang bubundol sakin ang mga sinabi niya.Fuck! I have high hopes that she crushed down!And it is freakin' hurt to the bone, I order another liquor and drunk it on the bottle in one go hindi ko nalang pinansin ang mga babaeng lumalapit sakin I don't want them to touch me or talk to me, I just want my wife to talk to me tenderly like when she's not in that attitude.She's sweet and kind loving wife a perfect housewife I have but when it comes to her attitude now I think she was like a time bomb that anytime we argue or just a tiny bit of something or somewhat happen she immidiately blow up like the fucking explosive device."What do we have here, lumulubog ang barko natin a""Hahaha you look like a wreck ship at the bottom of the pacific ocean""More like a titanic na binangga ang ice berg""Shu
My wife Georgina is with me here at our house matapos ko siyang piliting sumama sakin at ipangakong hindi ko na uulitin ang mga ginawa ko noon sa kanya.I thought she can easily obey to me but no nakailang pilit ako sa kanya mapapayag lang siya specially may kondisyon pa siyang sinabi sakin.And that is she wants her freedom as a wife that made me give her that even if I'm the one's going to lose and think na baka iwan niya ako but I trust her and thank her that she give me a chance to be a husband to her.And looking at her right now with her friends and relatives that came up to this party, her party.She's laughing freely but the elegant and sophisticated mannerism is always there that made me smile on how she's doing a great job to hide her mood swings nowadays I look at her stomach that showing a little bit because of our baby's growing, showing it up to our friends made me smile even more."You look like an idiot""Says who?"We just laughed around while drinking beer outside wh