Last night is the best night I ever had in my life with my wife, just thinking of it, maybe I've been drooling right now but all I could do is imagine her face and how she moan my name in the four corners of our room.
Her moan is so hot that makes me want her more and more, she even whisper to me that she love me and miss me so damn much. Remembering her face that she make is more deliriously delicious that I can't even control my self to move harder into her.That evening when I request for a quicky from her I thought I might be rejected, kailangan ko pa talagang pilitin siya mapa-Oo ko lang talaga.Pero we got more than just a quicky dahil inumaga na kami at halos tanghali na umalis sa kama at kumain sa kusina. I can't even blink an eye because of that night and I could'nt forget it either.But immediately ruined it by someone and that is the one who's been talking infront, the representator of the day is none other than that Amera the only daughter of Merging company. She's talking about reuniting our companies name even tho we we're rivals in shipping.At ang malala pa ang sama rin ng tingin sakin ni John Loid ang secretarya ko na akala mo may gagawin akong di inaasahan, I hide the creepiness around me by my poker face and cold demure, now what.'I miss my wife'It's really good idea to make twins nowadays, planning on pinning it to my daily task today on my head.Clearing my head and rereading the documents on my table and putting my hand on my chin, I'm rude and yes ganito talaga ako kapag nasa harap ng board, you need to mask your true emotion if it's needed. I can be more dangerous than hell if you made a single mistake specially right now.Pero kanina pa ako naiinis dahil kanina pa si Amera nagpapapansin ng dibdib niya at halos doon na nakatuon ang atensyon kalahati ng board, I swing my pen to my secretary but one of the woman in the table of the board speak."Stop! miss-who are you again? Oh! Right miss Amera, can I go straight with you or you guys want her to continue?"No one answered so she continue talking to the representative with an cold angry tone."My god! You are not even representing something on this meeting and your making this office like a night club and your begging to be a hostess, my goodness if you have any respect to your self, just please. Get out!"Namula sa kahihiyan si Amera at tumakbo paalis ng meeting room, dahil sa pagpapahiya sa kanya ng isang babaeng kasing ugali ko.What can I say about being bold talker, who I actually inherited to my mother."Dismiss"Tumayo na ako at binigay ko sa secretarya ko ang ibang papel na kailangan kong pag aralan bago iapproved and looking at my mother walking towards me with stressed face."Mom, are you okay?""I'm okay iho, just a little bit stress lately but you know I just can't tolerate such behaviour infront of my eyes, she even break one of our first rule in this company! my goodness""Relax mom, I think lunch would be nice with dad""Yes-yes, wait-ano palang nangyari sa oag hahanap mo kay Georgina?""Well mom I-""Omy! we gotta tell Dad, c'mon now"I think she's not gonna leave me alone unless I tell her that George and me is in the middle of making up to each other specially I don't think Mom and Dad will surely not leave us alone when they fond that George is pregnant."Mom, slowdown"Hila hila ako ni mama patungong cafeteria kung nasaan nakikita ko ng nag aantay samin si Dad na nakapamulsang naghihintay sa pintuan."I'm not a kid, mama. Don't grab me like a baby anymore, I'm a grown man and got married already you know""Leave him be, wife""Oh shut up hubby, he's gonna tell us something about Georgina""Oh no, I'm on the hot seat right now"Kakaupo ko palamang ng upuan ng biglang tumawag ang secretarya ko at pupungas pungas na lumapit sa table namin."Sir, you have emergency lunch meeting"I almost thank my secretary for saving me from my parents who's been too nosy about my married life with Georgina."What a bad timing son"Nakita kong masama na agad ang tingin sakin ni mama na sinuyo naman agad ni Dad while I look at John Loid my secretary na kinindatan ako and that means my wife's need me so I got up started walking but before I leave the cafeteria I heard my mom na nagpalingon sakin kay John loid."Juanita I think you need to sit down for a while" I saw how John Loid turned pale but sit down where I was sitting on earlier.I think I'm gonna give him his extra bonus pay for saving my ass off but sacrificing himself instead, He is my secretary for nothing but save me.Nagtatakbo na ako papuntang sasakyan at mabilis ko iyong pinaandar patungo kung nasaan ang asawa ko pero ng makarating ako doon ay halos nataranta akong pumasok ng bahay dahil nga sa nag iingay ang fire alert at nagsibukasan ang firefoset ng buong unit dahil sa usok na nagmumula sa kusina nito.Itim na itim ang usok na halos wala akong makita't ubo ako ng ubo habang tinatawag ang asawa ko, maya maya pa'y naapula rin ang usok ng tubig mula sa kisame na fire foset na nag aalert kapag may usok o sunog, agad kong hinanap ang asawa ko na nakita ko agad na nakaupo sa tabi habang umiiyak at basang basa.Binuhat ko kaagad siya upang maasikaso ko siya kaagad baka kasi sipunin siya dahil nga sa nangyari, I should be asking her right now pero pinigilan ko kasi baka mas lalo lang siyang umiyak sa harapan ko at mag away nanaman kami.Nang matapos ko siyang asikasuhin ay nag palit na rin ako ng damit at habang bino-blower ko ang buhok niya sa harap ng salamin ay ramdam kong nakatingin siya sa akin na nagmumula sa repleksyon namin sa salamin."D-damien, I-I'm sorry""Shh..It's okay hon, I'm here""No, It's my fault to ruin our lunch-" and then now what she started crying again so I putout the blower away and hug her trying to sooting her, whispering sweet words for her not to cry again but she can't stop it and now I'm worried."Sshh, It's okay hon, don't cry it's not good for the baby""Hala, si baby"Bigla siyang umupo na ikinahawak ko kaagad sa bewang niya, she's like a rabbit that hop off from her reverie and switch her mood and now she's smiling ear to ear.And she then cup my face with her two slender hands, that I couldn't help my self from closing my eyes from the feeling of her warm palm."What do you think about naming our baby?" that put a smile on my lips, opening my eyes to look at her."I love that"Isa lang masasabi ko. If my wife's not here beside me, because of her being pregnant and me who is agains't it, maybe I am all alone right now unhappy.I love her even now, kahit pa noong magkarelasyon pa lamang kami. Hindi na siya ang dating sobrang mahinhining babae na kilala ko, kasi the woman I am here right now is somewhat aggressive and more honest just looking at it I'm inlove with her even more."I don't know if this is a boy or a girl but I love it if he's a boy that looks like you" aniya, and that broke me in my flying thoughts at napakunot ang nuo ko habang titig na titig pa rin sa kanya habang hinahaplos ang hindi pa kaumbukang tiyan kaya naman mas nilapit ko siya sakin at nilagay rin ang kamay ko sa tiyan niya."I want a girl""Fine-fine, mr grumpy husband. So to be fair, if it's a boy I'm the one who can name him but If it's a girl your the one will name her. Right, okay so deal?""That was a fast transaction of business I've been sign on to deal with, miss pretty wife" I smirk at her, dahilan para matawa siya."What a nice talker you are" she giggled, that was so nice to hear from her but stop. And looked at me, switching in another attitude. Pero hindi ko pinansin dahil hindi pa rin mabura sa mukha ko ang sayang nararamdaman ko, habang hinahaplos haplos ang tiyan niya ay hindi ko mapigilang bumulong."Can't wait for this little one to go run around to our house"I feel her hands touch mine, at sabay kaming haplusin ang tiyan niya, can't help to kiss her head."So first ikaw muna, what's on your mind?""Uhm.."I don't know what to answer that and just a little hum is just a good answer."I think mapagpapaliban na muna natin ang pag-iisip ng name niya" she move from our position and face me."What, why?"She pouted that made my ears heat up because she's so cute, lalapit sana ako para halikan siya nang mapatigil ako sa lakas ng tunog ng tiyan niya."Hungry"Getting up and started to grab my phone para mag padeliver nalamang ng pagkain dahil hindi na namin magagamit ang kusina dahil nga sa nasira na ito, and I don't think John Loid would be happy because of that.A horrible kitchen will be not a bad idea to surprise him. After I hit send to the order, I heard my wife's sniffing like she was crying. I immidiately turn around to look at her crying face again."Hey, hon. Stop crying it's not good for you to be so stressed right now" I embraced her and try to soot her back."I'm trying hon but this tears can't stop, because if Juanita see this I'm dead and he might get mad for blowing off his favorite kitchen. He'll gonna kick me out soon because of that""Shh.. no one is dead, you can just go with me I'm your husband, we were okay and we've been making it all up hon, right?""In your dreams Damien, ayoko pang sumama sayo and to make it clear for you na galit pa rin ako sayo that I just h-hate you"Para akong hinampas ng maso ng paulit ulit and my heart's been rip apart by that word but I can't take over this emotion that I'm feeling right now, I just stayed silent hanggang sa dumating na ang order at nakakain na ang asawa ko ay hindi ko siya inimik.She strike me deep like It's to much pain and I'm to damn hurt to be numb like I don't wanna talk and just like that when she went to bed I got out.To hurt to speak that I couldn't move anymore just like I was died right after she stab me with that words.She went to far, I could not handle it and then I just saw myself on a club drinking more untill I'm drunk.to be continue...Not easy to argue with a hormonal wife mas tumindi pa yata ang pagkamuhi niya sakin ngayon, I thought okay na kami ayos lang ang relasyon namin bilang mag asawa pero di ko naman inaasahan na biglang bubundol sakin ang mga sinabi niya.Fuck! I have high hopes that she crushed down!And it is freakin' hurt to the bone, I order another liquor and drunk it on the bottle in one go hindi ko nalang pinansin ang mga babaeng lumalapit sakin I don't want them to touch me or talk to me, I just want my wife to talk to me tenderly like when she's not in that attitude.She's sweet and kind loving wife a perfect housewife I have but when it comes to her attitude now I think she was like a time bomb that anytime we argue or just a tiny bit of something or somewhat happen she immidiately blow up like the fucking explosive device."What do we have here, lumulubog ang barko natin a""Hahaha you look like a wreck ship at the bottom of the pacific ocean""More like a titanic na binangga ang ice berg""Shu
My wife Georgina is with me here at our house matapos ko siyang piliting sumama sakin at ipangakong hindi ko na uulitin ang mga ginawa ko noon sa kanya.I thought she can easily obey to me but no nakailang pilit ako sa kanya mapapayag lang siya specially may kondisyon pa siyang sinabi sakin.And that is she wants her freedom as a wife that made me give her that even if I'm the one's going to lose and think na baka iwan niya ako but I trust her and thank her that she give me a chance to be a husband to her.And looking at her right now with her friends and relatives that came up to this party, her party.She's laughing freely but the elegant and sophisticated mannerism is always there that made me smile on how she's doing a great job to hide her mood swings nowadays I look at her stomach that showing a little bit because of our baby's growing, showing it up to our friends made me smile even more."You look like an idiot""Says who?"We just laughed around while drinking beer outside wh
I'm cooking breakfast ng makita kong pinaglalaruan lang ni Georgina ang pancakes niya."Hon, are you alright?""No, I wanted to eat so bad but I just throw it all up later and I'm so sad I would cry" she sniff then started to cry I just turn off the stove and hug her."Shh.. It's okay hon, we can eat outside if you want""No, no I'm okay hon I just want some water or coffee? Oh, my head spinning"Noticing her nausea again in this morning again troubling me big time, I argue with her to go on her OB(obstetrician) together with me but she refuse and she wanted to be all alone to go on her check ups."Gusto ko ng sumama sa susunod mong check ups, please Georgina I wanted to know what to do to help you with that I'm dying to help you hon, hindi ka naman ang mag isang gumawa niyang baby natin diba?"Namula siya sa sinabi ko at nagmomog sa lababo bago sakin lumapit habang nagpupunas ng bibig saka ako hampasin sa braso."Ah! your being sadist now" she's been like this nowadays and she's too
"That's what?""Oh Georgie, your being so kind to your husband""It's so hot, ganun ba dapat humingi ng sorry sa asawa, Omy I want to try that to my husband too""Nang iingit ka e"I wasn't supposed to be here at the cafe kung hindi lang talaga umandar ang pagkaseloso ko and now I'm hearing things that I almost give my self a punch on the face, I really wanted to get the fuck out right now but damn it I've be seen kaya wala akong magawa kundi marinig lahat ang mga sinasabi ng mga kaibigan ng asawa ko.Gusto ko lang naman kasing sundan ang asawa ko kung saan siya pulunta e.I look at my phone and texted her tatanungin ko nalang kung asan siya."Oh, look speaking of the husband nagtext siya""What he says?""Oh, nothing he's just wanna know where I was""And what, hindi mo rereplayan?""So, I dont want too"I want to be swallowed by the chair I'm sitting down right now, what the heck she's so harsh on me even infront of her friends."Oh my god, Georgie your so harsh to your husband at k
Matapos kumain ay lumabas na kaagad kami ng cafe upang mamili ng mga baby stuff daw and yes she said I needed to come to her dahil walang magdadala ng mga pinamili niya."Hon, how about this?" tiningnan ko ng mabuti ang crib na gusto niya at di ko talaga mapigilang hindi mapakamot ng pisngi dahil kulay blue ang gusto niyang crib."Why I have this feeling na lalaki ang gusto mong lumabas diyan sa tiyan mo""So what? I have this feeling that it's gonna be a boy so yeah?""Blue? how about pink?" her face wrinkled with a sour expression that I immidiately regret."Okay blue it is"In a matter of an hour or so nagsimula na ngang magreklamo ang asawa ko dahil pagod na daw siya kaya naman agad kaming pumasok sa isang restaurant para makapag pahinga siya at makakain na rin pero I never expect her to eat two plates of vegetables salad and hated the smell of stake."Hon, are you okay?""Yes yes, I'm fine wag ka lang kakain ng stake sa harap ko kundi sasaksakin kita ng tinidor" I gulped at her re
I'm looking at my computer again tracing every cctv(Closed Circuit TeleVision) or security camera that my wife into.And glancing at the phone on my hand that she left this morning, nanginginig ang mga kamay ko sa tuwing iniisip kong hindi na talaga ako babalikan ng asawa ko ngayon at talagang iiwan niya na ako.What do I do for her to leave me like this in second time?I slap my self at that taught and focus on the computer when my secretary interrupted me but then I just wave my hand for him to go away, I'm busy looking for my wife to waste my time."Sir, if you have any minute or seconds-""What is it?" I calm myself using by pinching my nose and closing my eyes tight then look at my secretary with such irritating look."She's on north hospital-ah!"Napatayo na ako bigla't tumakbo palabas ng opisina, I don't really know what happen to me but my instinct says I need to see my wife as soon as posible."Fuck! move!"I don't fucking care if everyone's on there business, gustuhin ko man
Pag uwi ng bahay ay tahimik kaming nag ayos at ayoko mang hindi magtanong dahil baka mag iba naman ang ugali ng asawa ko'y gusto ko pa ring sagutin niya ang mga tanong ko."Hon" niyakap ako ni George habang nakaupo kami sa sofa, well she wants to watch movies with me before going to sleep so yeah we were here eating green leafs with mayonise."Hmm?" sagot ko at kinain ang sinubo niyang broccoli."Your not enjoying the movie?" pano ko naman kasi maienjoy ang movie, ang pinapanuod natin cartoons like kids cartoons in nickolodean network at isa pa gusto ko siyang tanungin kanina pa nung nasa ospital pa kami."I am enjoying it with you" sagot ko nalang at hinila siya pakandong saakin na ikinagulat niya."Damien" aniya at hinampas ako sa biceps, natawa nalamang ako ng sinuot ko ang kamay ko patungo sa tiyan niya hangang sa bra niyang suot."What?" inosente kong sagot na nagpapula lalo sa mukha niya habang hawak ang kamay kong patuloy na gumagala papuntang malulusog niyang dibdib.Sinamaan
"Hon" mabilis ko siyang kinarga pababa ng sasakyan bago ko siya ilagay sa wheel chair naka abang at mabilis kong tinulak ito patungong emergency.I don't care if I'm on my suit that stains blood because right now I need to save my wife and my unborn child.Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko sa nerbyos nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina, I was just driving home when Juanita called me I thought he forgot to tell me something but no, he said to me that my wife is on her house right now and he said my wife accidentaly slip on his door step, tumama ang likod niya na, causing my wife to bleed."Hey, don't worry I'm okay hon" She hold my hand but I saw her hiss in pain again at halos hindi ko na malaman kung ano gagawin ko dahil nga kahit anong sabihin niyang okay lang siya hindi ko pa rin maintindihan iyon dahil iba ang sinasabi ng mukha niya."No, your not okay" sambit ko saka naman kami pinaligiran ng mga nurse at doctor pakarating namin ng emergency.Papasok na rin sana ako ng kaagad akong pi