I'm cooking breakfast ng makita kong pinaglalaruan lang ni Georgina ang pancakes niya."Hon, are you alright?""No, I wanted to eat so bad but I just throw it all up later and I'm so sad I would cry" she sniff then started to cry I just turn off the stove and hug her."Shh.. It's okay hon, we can eat outside if you want""No, no I'm okay hon I just want some water or coffee? Oh, my head spinning"Noticing her nausea again in this morning again troubling me big time, I argue with her to go on her OB(obstetrician) together with me but she refuse and she wanted to be all alone to go on her check ups."Gusto ko ng sumama sa susunod mong check ups, please Georgina I wanted to know what to do to help you with that I'm dying to help you hon, hindi ka naman ang mag isang gumawa niyang baby natin diba?"Namula siya sa sinabi ko at nagmomog sa lababo bago sakin lumapit habang nagpupunas ng bibig saka ako hampasin sa braso."Ah! your being sadist now" she's been like this nowadays and she's too
"That's what?""Oh Georgie, your being so kind to your husband""It's so hot, ganun ba dapat humingi ng sorry sa asawa, Omy I want to try that to my husband too""Nang iingit ka e"I wasn't supposed to be here at the cafe kung hindi lang talaga umandar ang pagkaseloso ko and now I'm hearing things that I almost give my self a punch on the face, I really wanted to get the fuck out right now but damn it I've be seen kaya wala akong magawa kundi marinig lahat ang mga sinasabi ng mga kaibigan ng asawa ko.Gusto ko lang naman kasing sundan ang asawa ko kung saan siya pulunta e.I look at my phone and texted her tatanungin ko nalang kung asan siya."Oh, look speaking of the husband nagtext siya""What he says?""Oh, nothing he's just wanna know where I was""And what, hindi mo rereplayan?""So, I dont want too"I want to be swallowed by the chair I'm sitting down right now, what the heck she's so harsh on me even infront of her friends."Oh my god, Georgie your so harsh to your husband at k
Matapos kumain ay lumabas na kaagad kami ng cafe upang mamili ng mga baby stuff daw and yes she said I needed to come to her dahil walang magdadala ng mga pinamili niya."Hon, how about this?" tiningnan ko ng mabuti ang crib na gusto niya at di ko talaga mapigilang hindi mapakamot ng pisngi dahil kulay blue ang gusto niyang crib."Why I have this feeling na lalaki ang gusto mong lumabas diyan sa tiyan mo""So what? I have this feeling that it's gonna be a boy so yeah?""Blue? how about pink?" her face wrinkled with a sour expression that I immidiately regret."Okay blue it is"In a matter of an hour or so nagsimula na ngang magreklamo ang asawa ko dahil pagod na daw siya kaya naman agad kaming pumasok sa isang restaurant para makapag pahinga siya at makakain na rin pero I never expect her to eat two plates of vegetables salad and hated the smell of stake."Hon, are you okay?""Yes yes, I'm fine wag ka lang kakain ng stake sa harap ko kundi sasaksakin kita ng tinidor" I gulped at her re
I'm looking at my computer again tracing every cctv(Closed Circuit TeleVision) or security camera that my wife into.And glancing at the phone on my hand that she left this morning, nanginginig ang mga kamay ko sa tuwing iniisip kong hindi na talaga ako babalikan ng asawa ko ngayon at talagang iiwan niya na ako.What do I do for her to leave me like this in second time?I slap my self at that taught and focus on the computer when my secretary interrupted me but then I just wave my hand for him to go away, I'm busy looking for my wife to waste my time."Sir, if you have any minute or seconds-""What is it?" I calm myself using by pinching my nose and closing my eyes tight then look at my secretary with such irritating look."She's on north hospital-ah!"Napatayo na ako bigla't tumakbo palabas ng opisina, I don't really know what happen to me but my instinct says I need to see my wife as soon as posible."Fuck! move!"I don't fucking care if everyone's on there business, gustuhin ko man
Pag uwi ng bahay ay tahimik kaming nag ayos at ayoko mang hindi magtanong dahil baka mag iba naman ang ugali ng asawa ko'y gusto ko pa ring sagutin niya ang mga tanong ko."Hon" niyakap ako ni George habang nakaupo kami sa sofa, well she wants to watch movies with me before going to sleep so yeah we were here eating green leafs with mayonise."Hmm?" sagot ko at kinain ang sinubo niyang broccoli."Your not enjoying the movie?" pano ko naman kasi maienjoy ang movie, ang pinapanuod natin cartoons like kids cartoons in nickolodean network at isa pa gusto ko siyang tanungin kanina pa nung nasa ospital pa kami."I am enjoying it with you" sagot ko nalang at hinila siya pakandong saakin na ikinagulat niya."Damien" aniya at hinampas ako sa biceps, natawa nalamang ako ng sinuot ko ang kamay ko patungo sa tiyan niya hangang sa bra niyang suot."What?" inosente kong sagot na nagpapula lalo sa mukha niya habang hawak ang kamay kong patuloy na gumagala papuntang malulusog niyang dibdib.Sinamaan
"Hon" mabilis ko siyang kinarga pababa ng sasakyan bago ko siya ilagay sa wheel chair naka abang at mabilis kong tinulak ito patungong emergency.I don't care if I'm on my suit that stains blood because right now I need to save my wife and my unborn child.Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko sa nerbyos nang maalala ko ang nangyari kanina, I was just driving home when Juanita called me I thought he forgot to tell me something but no, he said to me that my wife is on her house right now and he said my wife accidentaly slip on his door step, tumama ang likod niya na, causing my wife to bleed."Hey, don't worry I'm okay hon" She hold my hand but I saw her hiss in pain again at halos hindi ko na malaman kung ano gagawin ko dahil nga kahit anong sabihin niyang okay lang siya hindi ko pa rin maintindihan iyon dahil iba ang sinasabi ng mukha niya."No, your not okay" sambit ko saka naman kami pinaligiran ng mga nurse at doctor pakarating namin ng emergency.Papasok na rin sana ako ng kaagad akong pi
Sitting next to my wife is not a good idea because right now, wala siyang tigil sa pagsubo ng pagkain sa bibig ko habang siya naman ay tuwang tuwa sa ginagawa niya sakin.Hindi ako makahindi dahil baka sumpongin naman ng mood swings lalo na at nandito kami sa harap ng pamilya namin.After that what happened with Georgina and because my wife parents is already in here, nagpatawag ng family gathering si mama, na kaagad namang sinang ayunan ng mga magulang ni Georgina. Para daw magkausap usap sila about nga saamin at magkamustahan na rin because after the wedding of me and Georgina ay umuwi agad ng pilipinas ang mga magulang niya and my parents has bussiness trip back then, kaya ngayon binigla ni mama na mag family gathering. Mabilis naman kaagad kumalat ang balita ng mama kaya naman pakalabas ng oapital ng asawa ko'y nagsimula na ring dumagsa ang bumisita ngayon sa Family gathering party ng mama."Georgina, how are you?" ani ng pinsan kong babae na si Trisha habang karga nito ang sanggo
After the party ay napag desisyonan namin ni Georgina na mamasyal but of course with her parents dahil ilang days lang din naman sila dito mamamalagi and also to check Georgina and then back to the philippines again.We went on different restaurant and shopping malls, we also visit the most famous Eiffel tower pero after that her parents request to go back.While were heading to our house, we stop over into the nearest flower shop where I buy some tulips for mama Shara and for my wife."Thank you so much, Damien atleast ikaw nakaka-alalang magbigay ng bulaklak kesa naman sa isang ito, tumanda na kami hindi man lang ako binigyan kahit isang pitas na bulaklak" masungit na saad ni mama Shara habang nakatingin ng masama kay papa Gregor na walang imik na nakatingin sa labas ng bintana, tinawanan naman sila ni Georgina."Mama, wag ka ngang ganyan kay papa, hindi mo na yata naaalala yung mga tanim ni papa sa likod bahay natin sa pilipinas diba papa?""Hmp, kahit na" aniya mama shara.Nakarat