I saw her right there, right the fuck infront of me at kaunti nalang abot ko na siya pero bullshit!
I messed up at ngayon para akong tangang nakatunganga sa harap ng laptop ko at naghihintay ng update mula sa private investigator ko na hanggang ngayon wala pang lead kung saan na naman nagsuot ang asawa ko, hindi na nga ako nakakapag bihis dahil gusto ko ng malaman kung ano na ba ang mangyayari ngayong nakita niya ako at sa ganoon pang pangyayari.I'm sure she's terrified at natatakot na ngayong alam niya ng hinahanap ko na siya, kahit ako natatakot na rin na baka ayaw na talaga niya magpahanap sakin and It's breaking my godamn heart into pieces just by thinking of it.I pinch my nose in frustration when I read the new email pop out."Fuck!"Punching the table in anger until it bleed but I can't feel any pain I just feel madness boiling within me, I'm so frustrated that my wife don't want me anymore, ayaw na niya akong makita pa, nanghihina akong napaupo sa sahig habang sinasabunutan ang buhok ko sa sobrang inis.I did all what I can to find her but she slip away just like that, buwis buhay na ang ginawa ko mahanap lang siya at gagawin ko ulit iyon mahanap lang muli siya I won't give up just like that, nagsisimula pa lamang ako but this is rideculous dahil mahina ako pag dating sa emosyon ko I know I look like a psychopath right now or worst crazy but can you blame me, I'm so frustrated kung bakit ayaw magpahanap ng asawa ko."Shit!"Humawak ako sa may upuan ko para masuportahan ko ang katawan kong tumayo dahil nanghihina para rin ako dahil hindi kayang tangapin ng buong sistema ko ang katutuhanang ayaw ng magpahanap sakin ng asawa ko.Kinuha ko nalamang ang cellphone ko at nag dial ng panibagong number, I need another investigator maybe a high professional tracker to find my Georgina again.That fool investigator need to rest in piece for not telling me full details of my run away wife.When it pick up I heard woman moaning causing me to slightly smirk, hindi pa rin nagbabago, this guy totally a womanizer to warm his bed ever night, siya nalang yata ang hindi pa nag aasawa.["Dude, make it quick"]"My wife"["I need 2 pounds"]"Cash?"["You know me"]Then I hang up at nagsimulang magclick sa harap ng laptop ko bago tumayo't naglakad patungong closet at makapagbihis na pero ng magsusuot na ako ng necktie ko ay para namang slow motion na napatingin ako sa cabinet na katabi ng mga damit ko.Her cloths are still like some hurricane pass, natigil ko tuloy ang pag ne-necktie at binigyang pansin ang closet niya upang ayusin ito.Kung gaano kasi kahinhin at kabait ng asawa ko ganun din naman kabaliktaran ng pag aayos nito ng mga damit nito mabuti nga marunong siya magluto and just so you know sobrang sarap ng asawa ko magluto na halos namimiss ko na nga ngayon dahil araw araw nalang ako nag dadrive thru papuntang opisina ngayong wala siya.And I hate it to the bone just by imagining me being malnourished because my wife's not here, not cooking me delicious food anymore.And right after I already finishing up her things something just drop on one of her cute nighties, It is a picture na halos magpalabas ng ugat ko't nagpayukom ng kamao ko.What the fuck is this? Is she seeing someone, para akong pinokpok ng napakalaking maso at binuhusan ng napakalamig na tubig.I can't take this anymore,jj this is going to be madness, I can see the brightest hell in underworld right the fuck now.Mabilis akong umalis ng bahay at nagtungo agad sa kaibigan ko, well not a friend but maybe yes."Chris! Open up right now"Nang mabuksan niya ang pintuan ay tiningnan niya ako ng seryosong mukha, lumapit naman agad ang asawa niya sa kanya at nginitian ako na mukhang alam na kung ano ang sasabihin ko."It's about your wife, yeah?"Inabutan niya ako ng can beer bago halikan si Chris na asawa niya na mukhang alam na rin na magtatagal yata ako, chris is my colleague at nauna pa siya saking magka anak that he almost laugh at me because of that, he is a good man, a nice friend to tell a story of my newly wed life at kaya ako nandito ngayon sa bahay niya dahil I think he might be giving me a good advice."She left me""So?" he just sit comfortably on the sofa while me's still standing infront of him, here at the living room.I think I squashed the can beer on my hand, nakita ko siyang nginisian ako."I need a fucking advice not to be goof around chris" I coldly said direct on him bago tumalikod."You can count on me for the advice and you know what you've been so-"He paused and look at me from head to foot, binigyan ko siya ng masamang tingin dahil sa ginawa niya."-not you right now and I guess your wife just knock you off but you're not on your feet after that? what the heck""She's pregnant and you know what I just fond something on her closet, this-just right before I got here"Pinakita ko sa kanya ang litrato ng asawa kong may kaakbay na lalaki, nakangiti silang dalawa habang may hawak na bulaklak ang asawa ko."Wow, they look so happy" mas lalong lumawak ang ngisi ni Chris na mas lalo ko namang ikinasama ng tingin sa kanya."Tell me""Di ka naman chismiso?""..""Okay-okay, I think this boy is her bestfriend and you really knew who that man is, look at that eyes did you not recognize him, lagi mo nga nakaka usap sa trabaho""Who?"He just smile at me.Chris is my good adviser pero nagmukha lang akong chismoso dahil nga sa dami ng sinabi niya sakin tungkol doon umabot pa nga kami sa usapang isda na halos nagpawala ng inis ko sa kanya and right after I leave his house he said the name of that man.Sobrang lakas ng itinawa ni Chris ng makita niyang namula ako sa hiya ng malaman kong sino nga ang lalaki na kasama ng asawa ko sa litratong pinakita ko sa kanya and to add it all he even tell his wife what the heck we just talk, fuck it that's the most embarrasing thing I did on my life.Nang makasakay ako sa sasakyan ko'y idinial ko kaagad ang number ng secretarya ko, at minaneho ko ito patungo sa bahay niya.["Sir?"]"You knew my wife?"["Eh? sir bakit niyo po natanong-"]"Just answer me John Loid"["Yes sir, magkaklase po kasi kami noong college first year till graduation"]"And you know where she is?"Mabilis ang mga galaw kong pinark ang sasakyan at malalaking hakbang na naglakad na halos tumakbo na nga ako.["Sir, hindi ko po pwedeng sabihin sainyo magagalit po sakin si-"]After the elevator open I immediately walk fast right trough and I saw the door of my secretary's condo unit.My secretary is John Loid Revera also known as Juanita Revera and yes he is my gay secretary who also happen to be my wife's bestfriend and college friend and all along I don't know it."I'm here outside your unit, open up!"["W-waah, n-no sir-"]Ibinababa ko na ang cellphone ko at saktong bumukas rin ang pintuan, bumungad agad sakin ang mukha ng asawa kong matagal ko ng hinahanap at halos mamatay matay ako makita at makapiling lang muli siya.At halos ipahalughog ko ang buong mundo sa mga tao ko nandito lang pala siya, she's been here along with my secretary na wala man lang sinasabi sakin."Damien" rinig kong sambit niya na halos ikaluhod ko sa labis na pasasalamat sa panginoon na nahanap ko na rin siya sa wakas.I can't help my self from just staring at her angry eyes but I just look at her seriously.I don't want her to see me how I missed her so, looking at her now from the eyes to her breast and slim body that could definitely turn me on."You can't run away from me again"to be continued..."Go away"Para akong nanigas mula sa kinatatayuan ko habang nakatingin saakin ng napakalamig ang asawa ko.At nakahawak pa siya sa doorknob ng pintuan na para bang anytime sasaraduhan niya ako ng pinto.Pansin ko ring nakamasid ang secretarya ko sa likuran niya na nag piece sign sakin."George-" hindi ko na natuloy pa ang mga sasabihin ko ng pabagsak niya akong saraduhan ng pinto.Halos lahat yata ng mura sinabi ko na at pinilit ko pa ring katukin ang pintuan kung nasaan siya, I'm fucking out of control na halos pagsisipain ko na ang pintuan.I made a ruckus here and I don't fucking care right now kahit pa sinasaway na ako ng mga kapit bahay ng secretarya ko ay wala akong paki alam.I needed to talk to my wife damn it pero ayaw pa rin nila akong pag buksan.Shit, nataranta nalamang ako ng madinig kong may tinawagan ang isa sa mga nakatira dito ng security ay tumakbo na ako paalis ng building."Fuck!"Habang nasa byahe ako pabalik ng sa bahay ni Chris ay narinig kong nag ingay ang cell
Nang makarating ako ay agad akong nag door bell at laking pasasalamat ko ng si John Loid I mean Juanita ang bumukas ng pintuan na agad naman akong pinapasok."How is she""Sleeping, sir may I know what happened?"Nahilamos ko ang mukha ko at umupo sa sofa habang siya nama'y inabutan agad ako ng tubig."Mukhang nakainum ka sir"Pinatong ko ang bulaklak sa tabi ko bago nagsimulang mag kwento sa sekretarya ko kung ano nga bang punot dulo ng lahat pero sinagot niya lang ako na ikinagulat ko sa ugaling binigay niya ngayon sakin."Bobo ka sir"I know it was his response right away and I knew it for myself na gago ako more like what he said bobo but it was back then, nakaraan na iyon bakit pa kailangan ungkatin?Past are painful to bring back for our future, I pinch my nose and look at him na hanggang ngayon parang may gusto yatang sabihin sakin."Sir, I may I be rude now can I ask you something?""Your rude to me for calling me shit, then what is it?""I'm sorry sir pero ganun ka naman po t
Warning strict guidance 🖤Cooking some soup and putting ingredients on the pot pretending that I did not see my wife slowly walking towards me, I smile when I already lure her on her bedroom by just cooking some of her favorites well, hindi ko ito magagawa kung hindi sinabi sakin ni Juanita ang gusto ng asawa ko, hindi ko tuloy mapigilang isipin na tanungin siya noon kung ano ang mga gusto niya at mga paborito niyang kainin, heaving a sigh seeing her right now I wanted to make it right, biting my lower lip and keeping my eyes unnoticed by her and just showing off my skill in kitchen.Pero natigilan ako sa pag lagay ng gulay dahil gulat akong hindi nakagalaw at hindi ko iniexpect na bigla niyang alisin ang space sa aming dalawa, nang bigyan niya ako ng hindi ko inaasahang yakap mula sa likod ko.Her hug is enough for me to recharge, shutting off the stove at hinarap ko siya saakin, I saw her look away when our eyes meet but I only hold her chin for her to look at me in the eyes.I wan
Last night is the best night I ever had in my life with my wife, just thinking of it, maybe I've been drooling right now but all I could do is imagine her face and how she moan my name in the four corners of our room.Her moan is so hot that makes me want her more and more, she even whisper to me that she love me and miss me so damn much. Remembering her face that she make is more deliriously delicious that I can't even control my self to move harder into her.That evening when I request for a quicky from her I thought I might be rejected, kailangan ko pa talagang pilitin siya mapa-Oo ko lang talaga. Pero we got more than just a quicky dahil inumaga na kami at halos tanghali na umalis sa kama at kumain sa kusina. I can't even blink an eye because of that night and I could'nt forget it either. But immediately ruined it by someone and that is the one who's been talking infront, the representator of the day is none other than that Amera the only daughter of Merging company. She's talki
Not easy to argue with a hormonal wife mas tumindi pa yata ang pagkamuhi niya sakin ngayon, I thought okay na kami ayos lang ang relasyon namin bilang mag asawa pero di ko naman inaasahan na biglang bubundol sakin ang mga sinabi niya.Fuck! I have high hopes that she crushed down!And it is freakin' hurt to the bone, I order another liquor and drunk it on the bottle in one go hindi ko nalang pinansin ang mga babaeng lumalapit sakin I don't want them to touch me or talk to me, I just want my wife to talk to me tenderly like when she's not in that attitude.She's sweet and kind loving wife a perfect housewife I have but when it comes to her attitude now I think she was like a time bomb that anytime we argue or just a tiny bit of something or somewhat happen she immidiately blow up like the fucking explosive device."What do we have here, lumulubog ang barko natin a""Hahaha you look like a wreck ship at the bottom of the pacific ocean""More like a titanic na binangga ang ice berg""Shu
My wife Georgina is with me here at our house matapos ko siyang piliting sumama sakin at ipangakong hindi ko na uulitin ang mga ginawa ko noon sa kanya.I thought she can easily obey to me but no nakailang pilit ako sa kanya mapapayag lang siya specially may kondisyon pa siyang sinabi sakin.And that is she wants her freedom as a wife that made me give her that even if I'm the one's going to lose and think na baka iwan niya ako but I trust her and thank her that she give me a chance to be a husband to her.And looking at her right now with her friends and relatives that came up to this party, her party.She's laughing freely but the elegant and sophisticated mannerism is always there that made me smile on how she's doing a great job to hide her mood swings nowadays I look at her stomach that showing a little bit because of our baby's growing, showing it up to our friends made me smile even more."You look like an idiot""Says who?"We just laughed around while drinking beer outside wh
I'm cooking breakfast ng makita kong pinaglalaruan lang ni Georgina ang pancakes niya."Hon, are you alright?""No, I wanted to eat so bad but I just throw it all up later and I'm so sad I would cry" she sniff then started to cry I just turn off the stove and hug her."Shh.. It's okay hon, we can eat outside if you want""No, no I'm okay hon I just want some water or coffee? Oh, my head spinning"Noticing her nausea again in this morning again troubling me big time, I argue with her to go on her OB(obstetrician) together with me but she refuse and she wanted to be all alone to go on her check ups."Gusto ko ng sumama sa susunod mong check ups, please Georgina I wanted to know what to do to help you with that I'm dying to help you hon, hindi ka naman ang mag isang gumawa niyang baby natin diba?"Namula siya sa sinabi ko at nagmomog sa lababo bago sakin lumapit habang nagpupunas ng bibig saka ako hampasin sa braso."Ah! your being sadist now" she's been like this nowadays and she's too
"That's what?""Oh Georgie, your being so kind to your husband""It's so hot, ganun ba dapat humingi ng sorry sa asawa, Omy I want to try that to my husband too""Nang iingit ka e"I wasn't supposed to be here at the cafe kung hindi lang talaga umandar ang pagkaseloso ko and now I'm hearing things that I almost give my self a punch on the face, I really wanted to get the fuck out right now but damn it I've be seen kaya wala akong magawa kundi marinig lahat ang mga sinasabi ng mga kaibigan ng asawa ko.Gusto ko lang naman kasing sundan ang asawa ko kung saan siya pulunta e.I look at my phone and texted her tatanungin ko nalang kung asan siya."Oh, look speaking of the husband nagtext siya""What he says?""Oh, nothing he's just wanna know where I was""And what, hindi mo rereplayan?""So, I dont want too"I want to be swallowed by the chair I'm sitting down right now, what the heck she's so harsh on me even infront of her friends."Oh my god, Georgie your so harsh to your husband at k