"Go away"
Para akong nanigas mula sa kinatatayuan ko habang nakatingin saakin ng napakalamig ang asawa ko.At nakahawak pa siya sa doorknob ng pintuan na para bang anytime sasaraduhan niya ako ng pinto.Pansin ko ring nakamasid ang secretarya ko sa likuran niya na nag piece sign sakin."George-" hindi ko na natuloy pa ang mga sasabihin ko ng pabagsak niya akong saraduhan ng pinto.Halos lahat yata ng mura sinabi ko na at pinilit ko pa ring katukin ang pintuan kung nasaan siya, I'm fucking out of control na halos pagsisipain ko na ang pintuan.I made a ruckus here and I don't fucking care right now kahit pa sinasaway na ako ng mga kapit bahay ng secretarya ko ay wala akong paki alam.I needed to talk to my wife damn it pero ayaw pa rin nila akong pag buksan.Shit, nataranta nalamang ako ng madinig kong may tinawagan ang isa sa mga nakatira dito ng security ay tumakbo na ako paalis ng building."Fuck!"Habang nasa byahe ako pabalik ng sa bahay ni Chris ay narinig kong nag ingay ang cellphone ko na mabilis ko namang sinagot, mapagbuntunan ko lamang ng inis ko ngayon."Ano!"["Relax Damien baka tumaas presyon mo"]"..."["Your wife's-"]"Is my fucking secretary's bestfriend since college year, fuck you Dennis I already know you slowpoke"Hindi ko na siya hinintay pang sumagot dahil pinatay ko na ito't napag desisyonang sa club nalang magpalipas ng oras.I wanted to get wasted right now and I don't really know why I'm feeling mad and the same time frustrated as hell, Inalala ko ang kaninang pagkikita namin ng asawa ko, she look stunning as ever and actually she's more blooming in her features , fuck!I miss her soft body, warm breath and damn that sweet soft cherry lips.Thinking of her making me got a boner kaya naman kakaupo ko palang sa stoll may sinenyasan ko kaagad ang bartender."Geez, You worn out just like that?"Tiningnan ko ng masana ang kaibigan kong babaero na halos magkabilaan nanaman ang babae."Fuck off Dennis"The heck na makikita ko ang babaerong ito dito na halos lahat yata ng club na mapuntahan hindi mawawalan ng babae sa mga kamay niya, he just smirk at me at sinenyasan ang nasa kaliwa niyang babae na lumapit sakin, mas lalong sumama ang tingin ko sa kanya."I'll stop you right there Damien, you need to chill and relax"Kakapit na sana sa braso ko ang babae ng ako na mismo ang lumayo at iginaya ang babae pabalik sakanya."Hey, you need a woman-""No bud, I want my wife""Such a kill joy Damien, you know it's so much cooler to be free like me and that sucks men, It's so unlike you and Chris from before but now what, chained by your wives on the neck? the hell, nakakasakal kapag kinasal and looking at you right now pre para kang inabandunang tuta sa kalye, I hate being like you guys""You'll met your future soon at kakainin mo lahat ng sinabi mo ngayon""Says who?"I just laughed at him bago tumayo at umalis na pero narinig ko pa siyang sumigaw."Your boring Damien"Pero tinaas ko lang ang kamay ko habang nakatalikod at lumabas na ng club, I checked out the time on my wristwatch to see it's already 7 pm in the evening.Habang nasa daan ako patungong sasakyan ko'y di ko maiwasang di isipin ang asawa ko looking back at the club and to my parked car, I think kung nasa bahay ngayon ang asawa ko malamang magagalit yun sakin kasi pumunta ako ng club ng walang pasabi at iisipin agad nun na nambabae ako.Parang may sariling isip ang katawan ko na sumakay na ng sasakyan at minaobra ang manibela sa dereksyon pauwi ng bahay.Pero naalala ko wala naman saking maghihintay sa bahay kaya naman naisip kong pumunta ulit sa bahay ng secretarya ko kung nasan ngayon ang asawa ko, kailangan ko ng suyuin ang asawa kong buntis bago pa mahuli ang lahat.I want the two of us to be okay before our first born arrive into this world.Nang nasa byahe na ako'y may natanaw akong flower shop at kitang kita ko na ito malayo palamang ako, thanks to the light that making the flowers more beautiful even on the night na kahit ang mga kulay ng mga ito ay tumitingkad specially the tulips that immidiately caught my eyes.Who can say no for red one's, kaya naman mabilis kong pinarada ang sasakyan ko at tumakbo papasok sa shop at nilapitan agad ang babaeng nag aayos yata ng iba pang bulaklak at mukhang mag sasara na rin pakatapos."Miss""Ay! H-hi po sir, welcome po, ano pong maitutulong ko sainyo?"Mabilis na lumingon ang babae saakin saka tarantang napangiti at inayos pa niya ang buhok niya, pero hindi ko mais ang mga mata ko sa red tulip kaya agad kong tinuro ito sa babae."How much for a bouquet of that red tulip?""Para kanino po sir?""For my run away wife""Can you tell me more sir, about your wife?"Tumingin ako sa babae na nagsimula ng mag gunting ng mga piraso ng bulaklak."Why?""I just need to know how much you want your wife back for the flowers you will give and to carry what you really feel for her"Napakamot ako ng batok at tiningnan nalamang ang ibang bulaklak, C'mon kailangan paba yun but I guess I really needed to tell her by using this flowers.Well if it was for my wife, I'll do it but my mind went blank."I-i don't know but I really love it when she cares about me, she's so kind and always smiles at me""Seems like it, uhm.. can you tell me what you wanted to say to her?""I want her back and I just want to say sorry, tell her I miss her so much"Ibinigay ko kaagad sa kanya ang bayad ko pero binalik niya nalamang iyon muli sa kamay ko bago ngumiti ng matamis kasabay ng pagbigay niya sakin ng bulaklak.Naguguluhan akong tiningnan siya pero pinaypay niya lang ang kamay niya na parang sinasabing wag na."It's on the house, just tell her what you feel and explain your self to your wife and also I added some white tulip""What?"Naguguluhan pa din akong nakatunganga sa harap niya, nakita ko naman siyang namula at napayukong pinaglaruan ang isang petal."B-because some of my countries folklore says that white tulip is your sorry while the red one was saying I love you and I need you, so sir wish you goodluck and be happy together"Napangiti ako't tiningnan ang bulaklak na hawak ko but before I leave I give her my friends calling card from the bar I have been earlier.But now I need to go, nilagay ko ang bulaklak sa passenger at ngingiti ngiti dahil naexcite ako bigla kaya naman mabilis agad akong nag seatbelt bago pinaharurot ang sasakyan sa direksyon kung nasaan ang asawa ko.to be continued...Nang makarating ako ay agad akong nag door bell at laking pasasalamat ko ng si John Loid I mean Juanita ang bumukas ng pintuan na agad naman akong pinapasok."How is she""Sleeping, sir may I know what happened?"Nahilamos ko ang mukha ko at umupo sa sofa habang siya nama'y inabutan agad ako ng tubig."Mukhang nakainum ka sir"Pinatong ko ang bulaklak sa tabi ko bago nagsimulang mag kwento sa sekretarya ko kung ano nga bang punot dulo ng lahat pero sinagot niya lang ako na ikinagulat ko sa ugaling binigay niya ngayon sakin."Bobo ka sir"I know it was his response right away and I knew it for myself na gago ako more like what he said bobo but it was back then, nakaraan na iyon bakit pa kailangan ungkatin?Past are painful to bring back for our future, I pinch my nose and look at him na hanggang ngayon parang may gusto yatang sabihin sakin."Sir, I may I be rude now can I ask you something?""Your rude to me for calling me shit, then what is it?""I'm sorry sir pero ganun ka naman po t
Warning strict guidance 🖤Cooking some soup and putting ingredients on the pot pretending that I did not see my wife slowly walking towards me, I smile when I already lure her on her bedroom by just cooking some of her favorites well, hindi ko ito magagawa kung hindi sinabi sakin ni Juanita ang gusto ng asawa ko, hindi ko tuloy mapigilang isipin na tanungin siya noon kung ano ang mga gusto niya at mga paborito niyang kainin, heaving a sigh seeing her right now I wanted to make it right, biting my lower lip and keeping my eyes unnoticed by her and just showing off my skill in kitchen.Pero natigilan ako sa pag lagay ng gulay dahil gulat akong hindi nakagalaw at hindi ko iniexpect na bigla niyang alisin ang space sa aming dalawa, nang bigyan niya ako ng hindi ko inaasahang yakap mula sa likod ko.Her hug is enough for me to recharge, shutting off the stove at hinarap ko siya saakin, I saw her look away when our eyes meet but I only hold her chin for her to look at me in the eyes.I wan
Last night is the best night I ever had in my life with my wife, just thinking of it, maybe I've been drooling right now but all I could do is imagine her face and how she moan my name in the four corners of our room.Her moan is so hot that makes me want her more and more, she even whisper to me that she love me and miss me so damn much. Remembering her face that she make is more deliriously delicious that I can't even control my self to move harder into her.That evening when I request for a quicky from her I thought I might be rejected, kailangan ko pa talagang pilitin siya mapa-Oo ko lang talaga. Pero we got more than just a quicky dahil inumaga na kami at halos tanghali na umalis sa kama at kumain sa kusina. I can't even blink an eye because of that night and I could'nt forget it either. But immediately ruined it by someone and that is the one who's been talking infront, the representator of the day is none other than that Amera the only daughter of Merging company. She's talki
Not easy to argue with a hormonal wife mas tumindi pa yata ang pagkamuhi niya sakin ngayon, I thought okay na kami ayos lang ang relasyon namin bilang mag asawa pero di ko naman inaasahan na biglang bubundol sakin ang mga sinabi niya.Fuck! I have high hopes that she crushed down!And it is freakin' hurt to the bone, I order another liquor and drunk it on the bottle in one go hindi ko nalang pinansin ang mga babaeng lumalapit sakin I don't want them to touch me or talk to me, I just want my wife to talk to me tenderly like when she's not in that attitude.She's sweet and kind loving wife a perfect housewife I have but when it comes to her attitude now I think she was like a time bomb that anytime we argue or just a tiny bit of something or somewhat happen she immidiately blow up like the fucking explosive device."What do we have here, lumulubog ang barko natin a""Hahaha you look like a wreck ship at the bottom of the pacific ocean""More like a titanic na binangga ang ice berg""Shu
My wife Georgina is with me here at our house matapos ko siyang piliting sumama sakin at ipangakong hindi ko na uulitin ang mga ginawa ko noon sa kanya.I thought she can easily obey to me but no nakailang pilit ako sa kanya mapapayag lang siya specially may kondisyon pa siyang sinabi sakin.And that is she wants her freedom as a wife that made me give her that even if I'm the one's going to lose and think na baka iwan niya ako but I trust her and thank her that she give me a chance to be a husband to her.And looking at her right now with her friends and relatives that came up to this party, her party.She's laughing freely but the elegant and sophisticated mannerism is always there that made me smile on how she's doing a great job to hide her mood swings nowadays I look at her stomach that showing a little bit because of our baby's growing, showing it up to our friends made me smile even more."You look like an idiot""Says who?"We just laughed around while drinking beer outside wh
I'm cooking breakfast ng makita kong pinaglalaruan lang ni Georgina ang pancakes niya."Hon, are you alright?""No, I wanted to eat so bad but I just throw it all up later and I'm so sad I would cry" she sniff then started to cry I just turn off the stove and hug her."Shh.. It's okay hon, we can eat outside if you want""No, no I'm okay hon I just want some water or coffee? Oh, my head spinning"Noticing her nausea again in this morning again troubling me big time, I argue with her to go on her OB(obstetrician) together with me but she refuse and she wanted to be all alone to go on her check ups."Gusto ko ng sumama sa susunod mong check ups, please Georgina I wanted to know what to do to help you with that I'm dying to help you hon, hindi ka naman ang mag isang gumawa niyang baby natin diba?"Namula siya sa sinabi ko at nagmomog sa lababo bago sakin lumapit habang nagpupunas ng bibig saka ako hampasin sa braso."Ah! your being sadist now" she's been like this nowadays and she's too
"That's what?""Oh Georgie, your being so kind to your husband""It's so hot, ganun ba dapat humingi ng sorry sa asawa, Omy I want to try that to my husband too""Nang iingit ka e"I wasn't supposed to be here at the cafe kung hindi lang talaga umandar ang pagkaseloso ko and now I'm hearing things that I almost give my self a punch on the face, I really wanted to get the fuck out right now but damn it I've be seen kaya wala akong magawa kundi marinig lahat ang mga sinasabi ng mga kaibigan ng asawa ko.Gusto ko lang naman kasing sundan ang asawa ko kung saan siya pulunta e.I look at my phone and texted her tatanungin ko nalang kung asan siya."Oh, look speaking of the husband nagtext siya""What he says?""Oh, nothing he's just wanna know where I was""And what, hindi mo rereplayan?""So, I dont want too"I want to be swallowed by the chair I'm sitting down right now, what the heck she's so harsh on me even infront of her friends."Oh my god, Georgie your so harsh to your husband at k
Matapos kumain ay lumabas na kaagad kami ng cafe upang mamili ng mga baby stuff daw and yes she said I needed to come to her dahil walang magdadala ng mga pinamili niya."Hon, how about this?" tiningnan ko ng mabuti ang crib na gusto niya at di ko talaga mapigilang hindi mapakamot ng pisngi dahil kulay blue ang gusto niyang crib."Why I have this feeling na lalaki ang gusto mong lumabas diyan sa tiyan mo""So what? I have this feeling that it's gonna be a boy so yeah?""Blue? how about pink?" her face wrinkled with a sour expression that I immidiately regret."Okay blue it is"In a matter of an hour or so nagsimula na ngang magreklamo ang asawa ko dahil pagod na daw siya kaya naman agad kaming pumasok sa isang restaurant para makapag pahinga siya at makakain na rin pero I never expect her to eat two plates of vegetables salad and hated the smell of stake."Hon, are you okay?""Yes yes, I'm fine wag ka lang kakain ng stake sa harap ko kundi sasaksakin kita ng tinidor" I gulped at her re