I step up to the door to my new home and take a shaky breath. I had been so brave up until this point. I can't believe I uprooted my entire life.
I knew I wouldn't be able to stay in my hometown, not with everybody knowing all my business. They felt pitiful for me, sorry that I lost my parents, bad that my best friend betrayed me, and apologetic that my man cheated on me with my best friend.I couldn't take the sympathy look any longer.Even though I was not in the wrong, everybody was treating me like I was made of glass. I could tell they all had wanted to speak up about what had happened, but they avoided it like the freaking plague.Sometimes I wish they had, then maybe I wouldn't have felt that I didn't have any other choice but to move to just be able to live my life freely once again.With a shaky hand, I dig my new house key out of my pocket and unlock the door. Regret settles inside the pit of my stomach when I think about what the state of the interior may look like.I was so excited and grateful to buy this house outright with the money I had gotten from selling my parent's home that I never even thought to question what the interior could look like.If I'm being honest, I didn't care. I just needed to get away as fast as I could. I guess whatever the interior looks like, I will have to deal with it and be happy.I do not really have much of a choice now, do I?Nope.None at all.I take a deep breath and push open the door.The musty smell is the first thing that hits me as I go through the front door. The house has been sitting for a few weeks, and with no airflow; I expected this. I will just have to open some windows, and that problem will be resolved in no time.Walking through the short hallway, I make a turn to the right and step into the kitchen. It's a simple kitchen, nothing too fancy. The dishwasher, oven, and fridge are all white, and the countertops are brown marble.The wall paint color is a real eyesore though it's a light yellow, and it's the only thing about the kitchen that I do not like.I couldn't have gotten better, though. The owner's son, as I was told, is the one that put this house up for sale, and he let everything come with it, and that was nice of him.For someone like me, anyway.I didn't have any help to move the bigger things anyway and would have had trouble moving my bed and dresser, things like that. The yellow paint can be covered up. Just like the smell of must, that can be fixed too.I walk through the house for the next thirty minutes, just getting familiar with the floor plan, and I don't see any damage to anything that I would have to end up fixing right away. The carpeting in the two bedrooms looked like they had been recently steamed cleaned. They were spotless. The carpet is a light cream color.I'm not fond of carpets.Like at all.I would much rather have wood floors in my bedrooms, but that's something I can change over time, and I'm just happy that the carpets are cleaned.The living room was decent as well, had a brown leather couch, and a nice size screen TV over the little fireplaces. It was small, but it gave off that cozy feeling that I loved. I can see myself binge-watching some TV series here with a fire going in the winter months.I love it.It's nothing fancy, and it's not big, but it's all mine, paid in full. I do not have to worry about house payments, and that's one thing I appreciate currently because I don't have a job yet. I will go tomorrow for a meeting. The man I spoke with told me I was just about to have the job thanks to my qualifications, but I was still required to pass the background check and the interview questions.I'm good at my job.I had worked in my town's 911 center for years. I was pretty quick with my solution to the caller's problems and always got them the support they needed without becoming a flustered mess. It's not a job for everyone. You have to be able to deal with high-pressure situations.The callers won't regularly be in the right mindset to get you the information you need, and you have to be prepared to pull them through the crying and screaming moments to send help.The only thing I'm not happy about is that the 911 center is right next to the police station, and I'm not really rushing to see Officer Chandler.He was so rude.I understand I was speeding.I know the laws and always follow them.I just didn't know the speed limit had been reduced, and he could have given me a warning, but you know how some cops can be. They just want to give out as many tickets as they can to make money, or however, they get paid.Hours later, I finally sit down at my kitchen table and enjoy my little meal. I didn't have time to run to the grocery store today, and I don't want to go outside in the dark in a new town. I will just have to go tomorrow after my interview.Peanut butter and jelly sandwich.That is about all that I had packed to bring with me, and I had stopped miles back at a gas station and gotten a bag of Cheetos puffs and a diet Dr. Pepper.Shit.I also forgot that I will need to stop at a phone store and pick me up a different phone with a different number. I don't want any contact with anyone from my former town. When I say I wanted a fresh start, I meant fresh, brand-new. I didn't want any memories of my past life, and Brandon and Carla, my now ex-boyfriend and an ex-best friend, both have my old number, and I never want them to reach out to me.I'm exhausted.The drive was a few hours, but all that going back and forth from my car to my new house with boxes over and over has my arms and legs sore as all get out. I want nothing more than to just lay in my bed.I wanted to avoid using the sheets that were already on the bed, so I changed them when I bought one box from my old bedroom.My bed set is a black plaid pattern and so thick that it's comfortable in the cold months. The sheets are a little too big because back at home, my bed was a king, and this one looks to be a queen, but that's okay.It's just me, so a queen size bed is big enough.I let sleep claim me, with my schedule for tomorrow running through my mind and hoping I can land this job. It would make my life here a lot easier if I could already be employed and don't have to stress about that, along with being the new person in a small town.The next morning, I woke up with extra pep in my step. Normally, I am not much of a morning person. Usually, it takes me a good thirty minutes to fully wake up. But today, I have to get a shit load done.I have to go for my job interview. I sent a brief prayer up to the lord last night that I would nail this interview. Settling in a new town is already stressful enough, but settling in a new town without a job would be even worse.I absolutely have to nail this interview.Find a cell phone store and start up a fresh plan and get my different phone number. Not that I actually have anyone around here to talk to, but having a cell for emergencies at least is a good thing. I'm hoping to make some friends soon. Stock up my fridge and kitchen cabinets with a run to the nearest grocery store. I am a decent cook, but I'm a freaking outstanding baker, not to brag about myself.When I was little, I used to bake with my grandmother all the time. She taught me all of her little baking secrets an
After I finished eating my toast, I put on a pair of brown heels. They have a little bow near the toes, and I found them to be adorable as soon as my eyes landed on them at a store called Marshall's. They were even on sale for twenty dollars; they were normally fifty. It was a steal.And of course, my grandmother's pearl necklace she left me. I always wear it on important days. when my grandmother first passed away and those beautiful shiny pearls were set onto my palms, I had never wanted to take them off. Until I was at school and a boy named Jake tried pulling on them. I was so terrified that they would break. I took them off and never wore them to school again.Now, they stay safely in my jewelry box until I need my grandmother's good luck and today's that day. It was my first day out into my new town. It may not be a big deal for some, but for me, it was a huge deal. I wanted people to like me, smile, and wave at me in the stores. I never had problems making friends before. My p
I quickly sent a small prayer up and climbed out of my car. I had waited a few minutes until it calmed down. It was just drizzling now, so I took that as the perfect time to enter the 911 center without having to get soaked again. I certainly would look like a wet poodle.The building is smaller than the one back home. It's also right next to the police station, makes me feel a little safe to leave, and be able to walk to my car safely.I double-check to make sure that I locked my car before heading inside. I probably shouldn't have eaten this morning. I'm too nervous. My stomach feels like butterflies are flying around it, and it's not as pleasant as some would think. It's making me nauseous.I pull open the door, and I see a guy typing away. They don't keep the 911 operators in the main room. They have their office so that visitors do not disturb them. This guy must be the secretary.Plastering a small smile on my face, I head towards him. He is either too busy or being rude and do
I followed Mr. Whitlock into his back office. I'm having to fight the urge not to bring my fingers to my mouth and bite on my fingernails as my belly turns with nerves.I have a terrible habit of nail-biting. I tried everything I read to stop that habit, but it was sometimes, most times, out of my control. My grandma used to put hot sauce on my nails, thinking I wouldn't appreciate the taste. But it didn't work. As an adult, I constantly make sure my nails are painted because it helps a bit, I don't like the taste of nail polish, so I find myself not chewing on them as much as I once did.“Take a seat, Avery.” Mr. Whitlock swung his right arm out and gestured to the small seat in front of his dark wooden desk.I have the time to look him over. His once black hair is now thinning out and turning grey. His mustache has little grey hairs sticking out, but appears to be nicely kept. He is a middle-aged man that appears to keep him self in shape.“How many years have you served with the 9
I waved goodbye to Sean behind the front desk and walked through the front door. I felt my hands shaking as I dug through my purse, digging for my car keys. As soon as I unlocked my door, I slid inside, shut my doors, and let those tears fall for Rosie.That call had really messed with me. I spent weeks having nightmares about that night, only in my horrors. I was watching it all happen. Seeing and couldn't do a thing to stop it. It would have been easier. Easier on me if they hadn't shown the family pictures in the newspaper the next day. When I picked up that paper in my driveway before heading to work, I didn't think about their pictures about Rosie's picture being in that newspaper.I had faces to names, and that haunted me. Rosie's face as she begged for my help.I allowed myself to cry for a few more minutes. Rosie was a beautiful little girl. She had brown curly hair and her smile, god her smile. It was so huge. You could just tell she was a happy child. I never understood how
Later that night, I'm in my kitchen, making my grandma's favorite cake. She used to make that all the time when I was a little kid. It took me several tries before I actually got it tasting the way hers did. You needed flour, granulated sugar, baking powder, baking soda, kosher salt, salted butter, instant coffee, buttermilk, eggs, and vanilla extract.It was not an easy thing to carry out. It took almost three hours to make it. A few moments ago, I finished mixing the ingredients. I'm waiting on the oven to pre-heat as I'm scrolling through my new phone. I got a Samsung s22. I am more of an Android type of girl than an iPhone. They are just too basic for me; I don't know. I like how I can change my themes on them. Last Christmas, I had this cutest little Grinch theme going on.It had taken me around an hour at the phone store. The sales agent kept trying to sell me the new iPhone, but I stuck to my guns and got the phone I went in to buy. I ended up finding only one cute case for i
“Everything is alright. Your safe Avery.” Cedric whispered as he unwrapped his tight fingers from my wrist.I pulled the metal cross against my rib cage, holding it tightly as I looked up at him. My heart hasn't come to the conclusion that I am safe, as Cedric just said. Instead, it's still slamming against my breast, making it hard for me to suck in a good breath.“Nobody is in here. You're safe.” He repeated, bringing his hands towards me and tugging the metal cross from my palms. Wasn't easy. My fingers were clinched tight. I didn't want to let it go. “Avery. You. Are. Safe.” He growled. I watched as his eyes darkened the word safe, and something inside my belly settled. I unwrapped my fingers from the cross and let him take it from me.“Let's go sit in the living room, and you can tell me and my partner here what happened.” Cedric suggested while checking out the bathroom when I step aside.My legs are shaking, like I'm walking on jello. I swear I'm much better in a scary situati
I was right, I got little sleep last night. No, let me correct myself. I didn't sleep more than a few minutes at a time when I dozed off while sitting on a barstool leaning over my kitchen counter. I was beyond exhausted, but I just could not shut off my brain enough for me to even fall back asleep peacefully. I was too nervous that whoever it was would come back, that I pushed things up against both my front and back doors.No matter what those cops said, I didn't make this up. I know what I heard. Someone came into my house last night. I don't know how. I don't know why. What I know is that I wasn't alone when I called 911. Even if they didn't believe me, I believed myself.I didn't have just one portion of my Grandma's Coffee-Toffee cake; I had two. Which isn't a good thing. The number of calories in just one slice is ridiculously high. I'll need to hit the gym soon.I started working out at the local gym back in my hometown before I moved. It was all a part of my new me bullshit p