Chapter 22: Pick Up yourself

Katie was the last one to leave, they didn’t talk a lot, but Lola knows her friends understands her silence. They are aware that when she keeps things to herself, she is struggling and trying to work things out, that she is in the process of gathering herself together.

Now that they are all gone, she realized that, making her friends worry was selfish on her part, and this makes her feel really guilty, she didn’t realize early on that she will make anyone worry. When she got up this morning all she had been feeling was her frustration, and hopelessness, she felt suffocated that is why she felt the need to go out and get some air, her mind had wondered so far that she did not bring anything with her, not even her phone, she took a light sweater and got out the door and just started walking to any direction to where her feet chooses to take her, she walked and walked thinking of all that she had done in the past weeks, was everything had been worthless and pointless? Will nothing come