NEW BEGINNING.

“Don’t tell me such nonsense again. Don’t think I have time for this bullshit.’ I got up and walked out on her.

People say that I’m weird and not a usual kid. Well, I don’t know how to answer that.

The next day I didn’t go to my apartment.

I went back after a few hours and stayed at Kristen’s place, prepared for school, ignoring her throughout the day, and she didn’t even bug me.

Glad she gave me some space.

The moment I got to school, feeling a little thirsty, I went to go get a drink from the juice dispenser when I saw Noah in front of me.

I eyed him, acted like I didn’t see him, and walked past him, after taking what I came for and strolled off.

“I’m sorry,’’ I heard him say. I stopped in my tracks holding a can of juice in my hand, thinking, if I should splash it on him, but I don’t want my juice to go to waste.

“Why the fuck are you here?”

“Listen to me, Larisa,’ I sighed shakily. “I’m sorry, I hope I didn’t hurt you and…”

“You must be stupid.” I laughed, my heart nearly ripping out of my chest.

“It wasn’t my intention. I didn’t plan for it to be like this, not for you to find out about a guy in bed with me. It just happened so fast. Please forgive me.”

“How long have you been doing this, maggot? When did you find out you were gay? At what point did everything begin?? When did the love you had for me shattered into pieces? When did all that happen? Is that the type of question you want to hear from me, you son of a bitch?”

“Larisa,’ he whispered, getting close to me. “I’m really sorry, please.” He pleaded.

“Don’t get close to me. I will kill you if you do.”

“Please.”

“Are you even human, that you will go to the extent of hurting me too?’ I couldn’t hold back my sorrow. “You are a bastard.’

“Larisa.”

“Shut up,’ I clenched the can, careful not to break my red polish nails. “I thought you were different,’ I muttered.

“Listen…”

“You were having sex with one of the seniors at our previous high school, Aiden, right? You are a fucking whore,’ I shouted with my eyes watered with tears.

“You betrayed us, you fucked us up. Seeing your face right now disgusts me, and I wish you could go to hell and rot for eternity. You have no clue how you cut me so deep.’

“I’m sorry.’ his eyes were welling up. “Please forgive me, I didn’t know how to tell you,’ he got closer to me. “You were so happy and we’ve lived together for years. How was I supposed to tell you such a thing? I know that I’m wrong. I should have told you first before going into it. I’m sorry…”

“Get out of my sight,’ I yelled. “I don’t want to see your disgusting face. It makes me puke. I wish you would die.” I walked out on him. I know I hurt his feelings, but he hurt me first and didn’t think of the consequences before banging a guy.

Why was loving someone this painful?

Throughout school, I was all alone in my apartment. I had just discovered the school had closed. I took my bag and went to the dude’s house.

I had to see him. I intended to turn my back on him, but I had to see him. He would know what to say to me.

Eventually, I was at his doorstep.

I stretched out my hand and turned the doorknob a little, and the door opened.

I went inside and saw a couple of guys singing some songs.

And playing the guitar, others were drinking, smoking and chit chatting.

I became confused. Was this the same apartment?

I was in earlier.

I went outside to make sure I was in the right place when I bumped into someone.

I looked up and saw another gorgeous dude before me. He was out of this world. How could this man be this incredible in all the right places?

“Hello, beautiful,’ he waved at me. I just nodded, feeling anxious, and was about to walk past him when he asked. “Did you come to look for Landon?”

Landon. Who was that?

Goodness me, I don’t even know his name and I came to his house to look for him.

I swallowed. “Who…”

“I didn’t know you will come again,’

I knew that smooth, heaven voice and turned to him in amusement.

He seemed to have just come out of the shower and his white towel was wrapped around his waist.

His hair was so brown now instead of blonde and his eyes were twinkling amber eyes, his lips were pink and he had hot toned abs, he should be working out I think.

“Oh,’ I uttered. ‘Hi,’ I said cheerfully.

He came closer to me and stretched out his hand for a handshake. “Hi to you,’ he smiled. “My name is Landon and you.”

I felt so ashamed. “I’m Larisa,’ I grinned. “Nice to meet you.”

We both stared at each other and burst out laughing at how awkward we both sounded.

“Thanks for coming back. I never imagined you would come back.” He said.

“Why? Did you think I disappeared or what?”

“Nope or maybe I think you did.” He chuckled.

Someone cleared his throat, and we both turned to the person. “I think you have both forgotten that I am here.” He smiled and truth to be told, this guy was gorgeous and his accent was foreign.

“Hey,’ Landon touched my shoulder. “This is Angelo, my best buddy,” he turned to him. “Angelo, this is my friend.”

“Wow, you are such a damsel.” He winked.

I smiled. “Thanks a lot, Angelo.” His name is kind of rare to me.

And Landon just called me his friend.

Landon invited me to come inside.

I met up with the others as well.

Who all greeted me with so much excitement and others kept seeing me as Landon’s girlfriend, which I had to deny so many times that I’m just a friend.

“You look really cute.” One of them, Blake commented.

He had red hair, a few piercings on his ears and nose, and he was quite tall and muscular.

Red beautiful eyes and if I didn’t know him, I would say he was quite a celebrity. He also had tattoos all over his torso except for the visible areas.

“Thanks.” I took a step back, and he kept coming forward.

“Blake, she is off limits.” Another one named Jeremy came in with a bright smile.

He was a beautiful lad. He had orange hair, brown bright gazes….

Why does Landon have such beautiful people around him?

Are they actually his friends? They seem like individuals from rich families and he seemed a lot happier around them.

He came to me with a handshake. “Hi, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Jeremy.”

I handshake him as well. “I’m Larisa. It’s nice to meet you too.”

Everyone was so freaking nice to me.

They all kept practicing for what I couldn’t clearly understand.

Why they were practicing, I enjoyed their interactions, they were friendly, and they made me laugh.