Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries)

“I did everything to please mine.’ My voice broke. “I loved him so much, I did everything to make us work. Who knew it would all be in vain? I was such a fool to have trusted him so much. When everyone was warning me about him, I gave them deaf ears because of the love I had for him. I was ready to throw everything away from him. My career, my heart, my soul, my everything. Yet, after giving my all to him, what I got in return was a stab to the heart.’ He was...silent. Why the hell was I speaking with a total stranger? I can’t believe I’m crying in front of a stranger, in front of someone I have never met. “He is my ex-boyfriend now. I broke up with him. It was too disgusting to watch, and I had to run out of my apartment.” My voice cracked, I choked, coughing painfully. “Oh, my,’ he uttered and blew up some smoke in the air and lit another cigarette. “He ended things with me. Ain’t I so pathetic, a fool and not beautiful enough?’ I shouted and whimpered, rubbing off my tears. “

That day, I didn’t want to believe my grandmother’s words. I cried for days and days turned two weeks and weeks turned into months. She would starve me for days and treat me like some scum. I cried to the heavens, promising to be good if my mother comes back to me. I wouldn’t cry anymore. I wouldn’t scream at her anymore. I wouldn’t play with toys if she didn’t want me to. I wouldn’t wake up at night and ask for milk again. I wouldn’t ask her when I was going to the park to get some ice cream. I wouldn’t question her anymore. I wouldn’t ask what she can’t afford. I would make sure I stay in my spot and be an invisible child. Yet, it was too late. My prayers were dashed into the sea. I never saw my mother again. My grandmother died afterwards. Since I had no guardian, I was taken to an orphanage; it became worse. I was alone and bullied most of the time, glad I got adopted by wonderful parents. I wouldn’t say they are the best, but they are manageable. That was how I met

Landon and I began hanging out together. We weren’t dating, just being good friends with each other. I told him of my dream, how much I loved music, and nearly abandoned it because of Noah. Landon just nodded and promised to help me out in my music career. He put me through into the music industry and how it goes. Since I had no connections, sometimes he would practice and teach me more about how to sing in his studio and other times with his friends. He would take me to places that I’d never been to before and we became the best of friends. He was calm and observant. I was always talkative, and he listened attentively to me without a word, and gave me a couple of pieces of advice. I then went to his places all the time to relax. He became my friend and sometimes when I go over to his place. We will have breakfast, lunch and dinner together. He cooks really well and listens attentively to me. No matter how much I vent a lot, he never complains or interrupts me. He always

“So, be glad she finds out now and stop being a pussy.” He stated and got out of bed, wiping off our sperm on the sheets. “Man, it’s pretty thick.” He murmured as he played with it.” He murmured as he played with it, while laughing. “Stop that, don’t be disgusting.’ I turned my expression from him. “Who cares,’ he says. “Just leave that girl called Larisa, alone for now.” “I know,’’ I murmured and lay down on my bed once again. “I’m the son of a bitch. How do I get her to forgive me?” “You can’t. Just give her some time. She will come around.’ “What if she hates me?”“Then, just take it as if you guys are not meant to be together in the first place and let her go.” “I just…”He rolled his eyes in annoyance. “You know what the hell is wrong with you? You want her to forgive you and be done with it, clear your conscience and make yourself feel good. Things don’t work that way these days. Get over it. You can’t control it, no matter how hard you try, geez.’“

"Baby, fuck…ahghhg…Landon." I moaned, and he grunted, going deeper and deeper into me."You are just so full. Why are your breasts this thick, your nipples, fuck?" He groaned and slammed harder into me.I didn't know my body turned him on so much.I kissed him on the neck as he roamed his hands around my body."Fuck, I'm cumming." He announced and released inside me. It was warm and felt wonderful.He pulled out of me and lay down beside me for several minutes without a word. I looked at his face, which was facing somewhere else. I touched his hair, which smelt good.He faced me. "You look beautiful.""Huh." I laughed. "What does that even mean?""I mean, you look sexy." He kissed me on the forehead and got up."Where are you going?""To take a hot bath." He replied and left me in the living room.I got up and dressed myself up after cleaning up and sat down with the air conditioner switched on. Why did he have sex with me as soon as I came here? I don't understand.The door opened, a