Rule number one, I expect honest answers.Our one-night encounter was supposed to be just that, but I can't shake him… and with every chance meeting, I'm beginning to wonder how much I want to.Rule number two, when I say don't move, do not move.I'm falling without a net at a terrifying speed. There is no hiding, no amount of fighting, that can change my trajectory now that he's seen the real me, behind the scars and armor.It's strange to find the control I need resting in someone else's hands.Submission is freedom.Submission is redemption.Submission is a power like I've never felt before. and I give it all to him freely.Contains sexual scenes/explicit content, suggested age rage 18+Trust Duet is created by Skye Callahan, an eGlobal Creative Publishing Signed Author.
View MoreERICWhile I cleaned up the remnants of wrapping paper from the morning's round of opening presents, Charlie curled up in Lena's lap, playing with one of the squishy balls Mom had got him. He was still tired, but Mom wanted to get the first round of presents out of the way so she could finish up lunch while we waited for Charlie's uncle and his family to arrive from New York. "I'm going to help Mom for a bit." I gave Lena a peck on the forehead. "You need anything?" "No, thanks." She looked even more tired than Charlie, but we had stayed up later eating the cookies Charlie had insisted we leave out for Santa. It was a good way to keep his mind off the fact that Santa couldn't bring him what he really wanted, his Mommy. But lately, he seemed to handle it better, until it came to holidays. He had Lena or me to cling to and that usually seemed to help. I gently pinched Charlie's shoulder, and he gave me a funny face, then I headed into the kitchen, which was warm and humid with the sm
LENAWith Eric gone, the house was too quiet, and the bed was too cold, so I pulled the comforter off of the bed and headed downstairs to turn on the TV and check my messages. I had a message from Beth saying that they were on their way home, and a couple from Ollie, mostly being his jerk-face self, but letting me know he'd be at the community center if I needed anything. Since there weren't any voicemails from the hospital, I figured everything on that front was fine, and I wasn't in a hurry to head back. Sure, we were at a strange crossroads with a tentative truce in place. We'd never discussed her history with drugs before, not a word about why she started using, the manipulation, or the pregnancies she'd lost. I wasn't sure if that made the decisions redeemable or that I would ever rectify it all with the emotions I'd experienced for so long. I still didn't have the whole story, but for the first time, we had the beginnings of a genuine exchange based on honesty. When Eric return
ERIC "Good, you're still here." My shoulders relaxed when I found Cade's large frame sitting longways across the waiting room seat. He and Beth were the only two in the room, so I assumed Jim and Ollie hadn't returned. "You know, when my employees say that, I normally assume it's sarcastic." "In this case, no. My parents got held up at their appointment. Could you swing by my house and get Charlie off the bus?""What do you want me to do with him after?" "Well, don't feed him ice cream." I handed him the key to the house. "I guess sit tight until I figure it out." "Can do." Cade rolled off the couch. "I'll feed him Twizzlers." I groaned as be bumped my shoulder, then took his seat. "It takes a village," Beth said. "Oh, they weren't kidding. I don't even have a job yet and I can barely keep up." "Well, I would say it gets easier, but next up is middle school and - " "Nope, don't even want to think about it." Beth laughed. "From what I've seen, you're handling it all pretty we
Her eyes and forehead were shadowed with bruising from the swelling around her face, and it seemed she had difficulty keeping her eyes open. "Lenora," she said again, in her husky voice. Although determined to keep the visit as amiable as possible, the name was one weight I couldn't handle. "I go by Lena." "Right," she sighed. "You never did like that name. Honestly, I can't blame you. It's a shitty name. Only thing I had from my mother, too." She'd never really spoken about her mother before, no more than to say she'd never been around. "I'm surprised you're here," she said. Well, you did practically show up on my doorstep. "I'm surprised you came looking for me, again.""That man who was with you before, he's your boyfriend? Or... are you married by now?" I scuffed my toes against the tile floor, feeling the slight resistance as they squeaked. "How much do you know already?" She lifted her head, then flinched before gently laying her head back. "What do you mean?" Was she h
LENAAfter getting a brief update from one of the nurses, Eric and I headed to the small waiting room down the hall. Fortunately, since it was a limited-purpose room, there were only two other people, and we took a long seat in the corner where I stretched out. When they'd called Mom had been in recovery coming off the anesthesia after the doctor successfully removed the infected tissue. They wanted to monitor her a while longer and run a few tests before she had any visitors, but at the moment, they believed her chances were good for a full recovery. I tried not to dwell on what that might mean for her. I lay across the seat, kicking my feet up over the arm and laying my head in Eric's lap. He laid his coat over me, and I stared up at the gray speckles in the white ceiling tiles for a while. When sleep came, it seemed to flutter in and out with the sounds and movement of the hospital. Eric shifted slightly and the smell of coffee hit my nostrils. Fresh coffee, not that stale shit t
"Yeah, I came to chat with Cade, and he put me to work." I thought I'd be angry when I saw her again, at least a little cross, but her expression melted all that away. I tugged her toward the table where Cade and I had been sitting. "You need something to drink?" She looked at the empty beer bottles still sitting on the table and shook her head. After getting her seated, I went to the bar and filled her a glass of water anyway. "Are you okay?" Lena nodded, pulling the straw from the glass, and stabbing it through the ice repeatedly. "I don't know what I am, honestly." She closed her eyes and her head jerked to the left. "I'm sorry. I shut down and - " She seemed to struggle as much to find words as she did to keep her eyes open. "When's the last time you slept?" "For more than a couple of hours at a time? Tuesday night." "Lena," I sighed. When I reached for her hand, she pulled them both back, hiding them under the table. Her emotions weren't the only things she hid away. "I cl
ERICBy Wednesday night, I still hadn't heard a word from Lena. Yet again, she wasn't even taking my calls, but given what had been going on with her mother, I found her silence far more concerning. She had responded to a few texts, enough to say she was fine, but I had hoped after a couple of days to rest and process, she'd at least be up for a chat. I couldn't help worrying that something more had happened after I dropped her off on Saturday.I sat out two plates for dinner and placed some broiled chicken and green beans on each, then sat out two glasses of water and called for Charlie. A few minutes later, the boy came skipping down the stairs, still with his coloring kit in tow. "Leave all of that on the hall table. Time to eat." After dropping off his stuff, Charlie climbed up to the table, sitting on his heels in the chair across from me. He nibbled on a few pieces of chicken, then looked up. "When is Miss Lena coming back to visit?""I don't know." I poked at the green beans,
As soon as we arrived at the hospital, I was hit with a barrage of questions and strange glances when I couldn't answer most of them. Once I'd given them what little I had, we were directed to the neurology waiting room and left to wait and wonder. "I can sense you doing the mental gymnastics again," Ollie said, putting his hand on my bouncing knee. "What really happened with Eric?" "I told you, Mom was following him and Charlie and - " He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned his head into the wall. "Now, get to the real issue." A man in a white medical coat entered the waiting room and called my name. "That'd be me." I waved."Would you like to speak in private?" "Not really." Ollie and I were the only ones in the waiting room and if I left, I'd have to repeat it all. "Okay." The doctor took the seat next to me. "Your mother was transferred here for a neurological exam. The MRI shows a sizeable mass on her right frontal lobe. There's a good chance it's a bacterial infecti
LENAI thought the longer I avoided another encounter with my mother, the easier it would get. I thought eventually I'd settle back into normalcy, but I couldn't stop looking over my shoulder, not knowing where she was or where she might turn up next. I wanted to crawl out of my own skin. I'd moved to Morrow Falls for a number of reasons. Their education program here, knowing I'd have Ollie close by since he was already living and working here, and the distance it put between me and my mother. The hope it gave me that I wouldn't be the one finding her dead or identifying her body. She still found me, and I struggled with the guilt of not wanting to see her. Drugs had always been her top priority and even if she was clean now, I wondered what role they played in all this.After days without news, the situation failed to get any easier. Not only was I avoiding Eric, and snapping at Ollie, I caught myself snapping at my class over stupid things that I normally would have rolled with. I
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