05. A taste of difference.

Jade's P . O . V

Last night was wild!

The wildest I've experienced in a long while and although this perfectly suits Valerie's idea of a perfect get away, when I woke up to the voice of the man in my room and the activities from last night replayed through my memory, a strong Cringy feeling encompassed.

Not only did I feel embarrassed by spending the night with a complete stranger and giving every inch of my body to him willingly, for some reasons I felt somewhat guilty.

It hasn't even been two minutes since Rowan and I came to an end and I already did this but then again, I remember what led to the breakup and I didn't feel so guilty anymore.

Hell, I didn't even feel guilty at all anymore.

I felt more annoyed than guilty but I didn't let my disturbing thoughts get me oblivious of the fact that the man present before me had his heated gaze fixed on me the entire time I peeled my eyes opened to the awkwardness of his still being here.

“What are you- why are- What are you still doing here?” I demanded in stutters as I heard my own voice sound like nothing but a tiny squeak and I blame it all on the torture from having to leave my eyes fixed on his toned abs and biceps that were on display as he was still shirtless and the rays of the sun that seeped into the room from the window on one side rested on his body, giving him this this divine look that got me and my now squeezing walls thirsty.

It definitely wasn't the weather but it felt like a whole thousand degrees in here.

In that one second while I awaited his response and tried so hard to avoid his gaze, my mind was on a marathon.

The scenes I was painting in my head from last night came to an abrupt halt when he opened his mouth and spilled out a response that didn't only take me by surprise but in a way annoyed me for some reasons.

“What did you just say?” I questioned.

Hoping he didn't really say what I think I heard him and say and also giving him a chance to change his statement if at all he did say what I think I heard him say.

“I said, Be my girlfriend. I want you to be My Girlfriend” he repeated the exact same words and I swallowed hard at the Infuriating nerve of this guy.

And I want you to leave. NOW!” I barked out and held out my index finger pointing towards the door signalling him to get the hell out and I needed him out as quickly as possible.

Last night shouldn't have happened but it did and I didn't regret it but he's starting to make me to.

“There's no need to be so hasty about this. We should sit and talk like adults” he argued

Oh, yeah??? The discussion I'm willing to have right now is one with the security so they could come drag his silly ass the hell out of my room.

“You want me as your girlfriend?” I questioned

“Yes. That's what I said” He replied firmly and the fact that he was being so serious about this was even more surprising.

“Oh yeah?? What is my name? Where am I from?” I questioned and when he couldn't respond, I chuckled bitterly to myself.

I couldn't help the sour feeling I was beginning to feel in my chest. He knew nothing about me and yet he suddenly wants me as his girlfriend and I couldn't help but think it's only just all about last night.

It may not have been right but

I felt..... Used.

Used like exactly how Rowan Used me all these years and now this Jerk thinks he'll get a chance to do the same.

Never.

“I would get to know about all of that later. Right now, I just need you to be my girlfriend and I could even pay you for it if you'd want that.” He replied and that was when the sting in my throat really intensified.

“Just what exactly do you take me for??? A slut you could just shove Money down her throat at your own free will???” I barked out in annoyance.

“Hey! It's really not that deep” He replied in his defense and I scoffed loudly.

What isn't that deep? The fact that he sees me as a tool to bring him sexual satisfaction or that he just branded me a slut by his rather callous words???

Seriously why am I even still talking to this guy??

With my hands holding firmly on the sheets I wrapped my butt naked body in, I got myself busy picking up his belongings from the pile on the floor then forced them into his possession when I slammed his pants and shirt hard against his still bare chest.

“You're seriously chasing me out?” He questioned next.

“That's exactly what I'm doing” I replied just in case he can't already reason that much for himself.

“Leave now or I'm gonna call security” I added when he still hadn't moved an inch in the very next second like I wanted him to have.

He still wasn't acting as fast as I wanted and that prompted me to grab him by the elbow and pull him along all the way across the room till he was out my door where I wanted him to be and without a single word more nor a glance at him, I slammed my door shut In his face then released a significant part of my annoyance through a very deep breath I drew in as I ran my fingers through his hair but stopped immediately when my mind took me back to when it was his fingers going through them at some point when he rammed hard into me with my eyes staring right into his mysterious pair of grey eyes.

I could still feel his tongue and fingers all over my body and that urged me crave a bath suddenly.

I needed to get myself cleansed from his every touch I could feel from my shoulders down to my toes he trained slow irregular lines on.

Hissing loudly in annoyance and frustration, I abandoned the sheets that wrapped my body then soaked myself into the tub and although the bubbles felt relaxing on my skin, they reminded me of how his lips felt against my skin and the warm temperature of the water I could very well feel between my still clenching walls reminded me of how warm his mouth felt against my most womanly area.

It got frustrating.

The more I tried to avoid thinking about last night, the more I found every single thing causing a reminder of scenes from my toe curling experience of last night.

Out of my ever increasing by the minute frustration, I stepped out of the tub and watched as the water alongside the bubbles drained when I intentionally pulled the plug and I opted for a cold shower instead.

That was enough to knock him out of my senses for the time being because by the time I got out the shower, all I cared about was finding warmth from any where that definitely isn't beneath his hard rock-like body.

I didn't wanna risk running into him somewhere at the resort today so I made a solid decision to remain in my room the entire day and when I got bored after breakfast, I decided to face time Valerie since she hasn't already.

“Hey Bestie!” she cheered when her face came up and I made a face at her before smiling and wriggling my fingers at her like I normally did.

“Hey weasel” came my response and she chuckled briefly while i peered closely into my phone's screen.

“Are those carrots?” I questioned carelessly when I realized she was busy slicing vegetables into a bowl she before her on the table where she stood her phone.

“Yeah. I'm helping Mason's Mom with breakfast” she explained and I just nodded in understanding.

“Hey.. Forget about me. It's been just one night and Girl, You are glowing!” she remarked with her entire focus now fully on me and no longer the vegetables and I felt my cheeks turn a deep shade of red from what felt like embarrassment to me.

I couldn't help but think whatever glow she mentioned could have something to do with the stranger from last night.

Speaking of stranger from last night, my brows creased in annoyance from our this morning's episode and I adjusted myself in an upright position ready to vent out to her like I usually do about anything at all.

“So, I met this guy” I explained and being someone who loved stories as this, her eyes lit up immediately and she outrightly abandoned her knife then pulled closer the chair she sat on so she could focus.

“Ouu... Tell me about it. Who is he? And what happened? ” she questioned as expected.

And since I also had no idea about who he is, I settled to reply the next question.

“We kinda..... We- I don't- last night-” I stuttered as it felt so hard explaining so I made it known with gestures I made with my hands and her eyes widened followed by a muffled scream.

I didn't know if it was from excitement or from shock, I couldn't really tell but that wasn't even the part I wanted to vent out about.

“Girl you are so....... Damn” she finally used words in response and from her cheery voice, I could now tell she was more excited than shocked but I still didn't know where to place myself on that.

“Tell me, is he cute? how was it?” she questioned excitedly.

“How was What?” A familiar voice questioned and disrupted the semi-detailed explanation I was about giving her about my experience up until this morning.

In no time, Mason appeared in view from my screen but had his back to me as he hovered around her with her face he suddenly cupped in his arms while I laid with a raised brow watching the two love birds until I thought it weird to lay in bed and watch my best friend and her boyfriend make out.

“P3rverts!” I muttered to myself before hitting the end button and burying my face deep into my pillow but regretted it all too soon as my nose immediately picked up the same scent my lungs got filled with last night.

At this point, I could literally just scream!