I Used To Have Deep Love For You

I Used To Have Deep Love For You

By:  Lesley Parker  Completed
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The man I loved pushed me onto the operating table and deflowered me with cold instruments."Have your own children? You really don't know how disgusted I would feel whenever touching you. " Because of his words, I almost died. But this man played around with my half-sister and planned to kill me.Marcus, I loved you deeply, but in the end, the rest of my life became so miserable because of you.

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The novel is about a dark marriage contract plot in the manipulative and obsessive Billionaire Romance genre by the author Leslie Parker. Joy is unfortunately caught up in a manipulative toxic relationship. After her wedding, she witnessed her husband shamelessly and remorselessly kiss another woman, Maureen in front of her. She is treated like someone who is only bound as an accessory in Marcus' life. She finds out that she is pregnant and thinks it is of Marcus. Meanwhile, she finds comfort in Tom which irritates Marcus. This led her to do revenge for what Marcus did to her with Tom...

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its quite interesting but please dont drag it too much.
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43 Chapters
Chapter 1
  \"Come on. Open your legs. Just relax, okay? I\'m going in.\"   Those words didn’t come from my new husband, but a male gynecologist.   I had an ovulation injection ten days ago. Two days after my wedding, I was lying on a cold operating table, legs spread apart, exposing my most private body part to a complete stranger.   I felt fear and shame even though the doctor, nurses and staff were all very nice and encouraging.   \"I’ll try,\" I said reluctantly.   I was so scared that my body wouldn\'t stop shaking.   As he inserted the vaginal expander, it sent a shockwave of pain and I twitched. The doctor exclaimed in surprise. This gesture caught me off-guard and I got scared.   \"This is really difficult to perform on someone with an intact hymen,” the doctor said. The doctor told me to rest for a bit and spoke to another doctor. “Hey, can I have a look at the notes on this one?”   I felt so embarrassed that my eyes threatened to
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Chapter 2
  I nodded, grabbed the edge of the bed tightly with both hands and closed my damp eyes.   Once again, he slid the equipment inside me. The searing pain made me almost faint. I screamed out in pain.   I tried my best not to move my lower abdomen. Beads of sweat trickled down my face as I clenched my teeth so that I wouldn\'t faint from it.   Marcus Mo would rather that my first time would be with a cold metal tool than with him. He would never ever want to touch me. I thought that the penetration was the worst of it, I had no idea that the actual egg retrieval was even more painful.   A total of ten eggs were taken. When I got off the operating table, I didn\'t even have the strength to stand up straight. I was hoping someone would push me out in a wheelchair but apparently, nobody thought such a simple procedure would be painful enough to incapacitate the patient. It was should normally be a pain-free procedure.   As I limped out, Marcus’s face showe
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Chapter 3
  I’m feeling a bit of discomfort in my belly right now. The doctor had told me that if the fluid build-up is severe, the operation will be postponed.   As I took a step up the stairs, my hair got yanked hard from behind and I fell down.   When I looked up, I met Maureen\'s eyes.   Maureen is very beautiful, but boy, did she have a huge attitude problem.   She was pulling my hair really hard and it felt like my scalp was getting torn off my head.   \"Maureen, let go!\" I screamed, struggling to free myself from her. She held on tight. Marcus’s sister has always been a spoiled brat but she always kept her distance. Now that Marcus is not here, she is much more hostile towards me.   I glared at her furiously. She kept her grip on my hair so I struck her in the arms. Maureen was shocked and stunned and she finally let my hair go. I stood up and stared at her arms. I don’t think I punched her very hard but there were huge purple bruises where I had
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Chapter 4
  Maureen turned her head and moved closer to Marcus Mo. Her loose hair somewhat blocked my view. But there was no mistaking what I just saw.   She was kissing my husband.   He didn\'t push her away. He didn’t even blinked nor flinched at all.   What’s going on? They are siblings! No matter how close they are to each other. This is not right!   I remembered when I tried to kiss Marcus Mo during our wedding. He pushed me away, as I repulsed him.   I’ve known Marcus Mo since we were young, and he wasn’t the type who would cheat. If anything, he was a stickler for the rules. But this? Him and Maureen?   No! I\'ll talk to him about this as soon as possible! There must be a reasonable explanation.   My mind went blank as I rushed downstairs. As soon as they came through the door, I ran up to Marcus Mo and hugged him.   I looked at the face of the man I love.   \"Marcus, we’re going to have a baby,\" I happily said to him.
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Chapter 5
  I stood as he walked back into his room.   Yes, I know that. But hearing it from him, saying it to my face, is really painful. My presence here was just a side-effect of the deal between our old folks. To him, it was only my child than mattered.   No one can deny that I was here to only to bear the child of Marcus Mo. I was here so that he would be the rightful heir to all the possessions and shares from several companies the old man owned when he came of age.   I, more than anyone else, knew of this since I’ve been told of our arranged marriage since I was a child. But still, was a little love from him too much to ask?   As he reminded me of this sad truth, my heart sank. It felt like a part of me died.   A week passed. I was in my room and sitting on the bed, lost in thought. I tried to find something comforting to keep myself from going crazy. As I looked at the window, my eyes fell on the jewelry box on the bedside table.   I picked it up
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Chapter 6
  He’s kicking me out! This is all Maureen’s fault and yet I’m the one who needs to leave? How long do I have to endure this? Isn’t ten years long enough for him not to see my devotion for him?   If this is what it’s come to then I have nothing more to lose. It’s time for me to face the thing that’s been troubling me for quite some time now.   \"It is her, isn’t it Marcus Mo?” I asked him as I looked squarely at Maureen.   Marcus Mo’s jaw tightened. He just gave me his usual cold stare that I got so used to by now. After a moment of silence, he then ordered someone to pack my things up. He told them to send me and my belongings to an apartment near the lake.   There were patrolling guards 24/7 so that I won’t be walking all alone by myself.   He ordered them to confiscate my mobile phone saying he believes that the frequency and radiation might impact the child\'s growth and development.   But it felt like he was afraid of me having contact wit
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Chapter 7
  At this, Tom finally melted. He shifted his eyes away from mine and sighed. When he recovered he spoke again, not looking at me this time.   \"This man, what did you ever see in him? He doesn’t love you, Sarah. Why are you forcing yourself on him? There are other guys out there who will love you for who you are.\"   That never even occurred to me. Marcus Mo is the only man that I ever loved. That has never changed even now.   \"You know very well that I loved him so much. I have never looked at another man the way I looked at him,” I said, then paused. A sudden thought occurred to me. A really painful one.   Marcus has never come across as the kind of person that would commit incest. He’s far too bookish, and he never liked breaking the rules. Well, I can think of exceptions, since he tried to coerce me to donate bone marrow against my will. But other than that one desperate moment, he’s the kind of person who despised selfish behavior.   As if he h
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Chapter 8
  What? Why does he kept on bringing Tom up? What did he ever do to him?   \"This has nothing to do with Tom ! Stop shifting the blame to him, Marcus Mo!” Exasperated, I threw up my hands. “I want a divorce from you and you know exactly why. It’s all about Maureen and nothing else! I don’t want anything to do with you or Maureen anymore!”   He was stunned at this revelation. It took him a while to recover from this. And when he did, he was back to his usual self. But I felt something change.   \"Do you know why you are here, huh, Sarah? You don’t do you? You’re here because I want to protect you! As for the divorce, no! Don\'t even think about it! That’s not going to happen!\"   He stormed out of the door.   There was no mistaking the hurt that I saw in his eyes. The pit of my stomach churned. Suddenly, I wanted to take back everything that I’ve said. But then, the Maureen situation came back to me. I felt my anger rise up again and called him back.
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Chapter 9
  We haven’t seen Maureen nor heard anything from her in such a long time. Seeing her now, she definitely had gotten a lot thinner. Even though she was wearing makeup, I could see that something was wrong with her. I guess since Marcus Mo has been living with me for quite a while now, that really made her sad. Though seeing her again brought memories that I tried to forget.   Marcus Mo took us to a suburb by the mountain.   Seeing the lush greenery and the pristine waters lifted my spirits.   Marcus Mo went to the trunk of the car to get something. I took out a blanket and spread it on the ground. Then I proceeded to put all the food that we brought on it. All of a sudden, Maureen pushed me aside and seated herself.   I instinctively protected my belly.   I almost fell down. Good thing I was near a tree, and I was able to hold it for support. If it weren’t for that tree, I would have lost my balance since my belly was so huge by then.   “What i
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Chapter 10
  The doctor took Maureen’s blood and sent it to the laboratory.   While waiting, Marcus Mo sat by the bed, holding Maureen\'s hand tightly, his face full of worry.   I wanted to explain to him that Tom and I are just friends. Nothing had ever happened between us. But now wasn’t the right time. Maureen\'s face was so white that even her makeup couldn’t cover it.   I had thought she had faked it to get me in trouble, but at this point I knew she had fainted for real. Did she faint because our argument had upset her so much?   When the results of the test came out, I learned that Maureen had leukemia.   No wonder she had been so pale. I thought she was just in a bad mood. She had such a serious illness, that for a time, I felt sympathy for her.   Dr. Ji works in the laboratory. He attended to her needs and looked at her affectionately. I wondered if they were friends like me and Fang Tom , or something more.   I have seen Dr. Ji only twice
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