Chapter Eleven

Day one of the field trip (Night)

Hayan was left alone at the hotel room. Bored, he decided to take a bath thinking of what he could do next. Sean won't still talk to him. How could he make him speak? He took a deep sigh as he really don't have an idea on what he should do.

He was done taking a bath when he realized that he left his clothes on the bed. Thinking that he was alone at the room, he confidently walks outside the bathroom with nothing but a towel covering the lower part of his body.

But he freezes on the spot when he sees Hajin standing beside the bed looking as shock as he is.

They stood there, staring at each other for a good minute before Hayan finally gets a hold of the situation. He could immediately feel the rush of blood flowing on his face. He quickly grabs his clothes and ran away to the bathroom. He then leaned on the door feeling his wild heartbeat and trembling body.

W-what do I do? Hajin saw me naked!

He sighed and tried to calm himself down only to be surprised when he saw his lower body's reaction. He stared at it wide-eyed not knowing what to do.

Did he see it?

He sits down in the floor hopelessly when he realized that Hajin might really saw his erection.

"Why are you excited, huh? Calm down! You're embarrassing me!" He whispered to his thing while frowning. The he stood up, still staring at it.

"Guess I'll have to take care of this." He whispered once more and sighed.

-

Hayan slowly opened the door and looked outside trying to see if Hajin is around. He saw him right away reading a book while sitting on the bed. He hesitantly gets outside while trying not to make a sound but he fails as Hajin automatically lifts his head up the moment he took a step.

"Are you done?"

Hayan got startled but still tried to keep it casual. "Y-yeah."

He got out of bed and grabbed a cloth from his luggage. "Then, I'll take a bath now." He informs and gives him a smile before entering the bathroom.

Hayan sits on the bed, looking really down.

I should apologize to him. He thought and looked at the closed bathroom. He could hear the sound of water on it. But it seems like he doesn't mind it, though. After all, we're both men. It's just normal to be seen naked. He lays down on the bed and covers his eyes using his forearm. But still, I feel awkward.

-

**He wakes up only to find Hajin staring right at him. Startled, he tries to get up only to be pinned down by him.

"W-what are you doing?"

"You did it on purpose, right?" Hajin asked with a hint of seduction in his voice.

W-what is happening? Why is Hajin...

"You purposely get out naked because you know I'm outside." He continued and whispered on his ear. "Right?"

Hayan gulped, feeling the goosebumps on all over his body. More importantly, this rushing feeling inside of him that he can't explain. He's feeling hot all over, this is not good. He swallowed a lump on his throat as he tried to calm himself.

"I-it was an accident..."

"Really?" He almost held his breath when Hajin moved even closer to him that he could feel his hot breath on his cheeks. "You're making me sad again."

"What-"

He won't be able to continue what he'll about to say when Hajin slowly reached the gap between them, their lips almost about to touch**.

"Hajin..."

He opens his eyes and got welcomed by darkness. He realizes it was just a dream when he saw Hajin sleeping peacefully by his side also Sean who has his back facing him. He is sandwiched in between them. He stares at the ceiling remembering his dream.

We almost kissed. He absentmindedly hold his lips, his face already burning up. Why could I still feel his lips? It's as if we kissed for real. He slowly turn his head to see Hajin sleeping.

He sleeps like an angel while I'm here thinking so dirty. I'm so embarrassing.

He quietly gets out of bed and almost rushes to the comfort room to wash his face.

What is happening to me? Why am I having dirty thoughts with Hajin? He sighed as he looked at his lower body being active again.

This is bad. This is really bad.

-

Day 2 of the field trip. Morning.

It has become an awkward morning for Hayan. First, he can't look at Hajin properly without thinking of all the indecent things he's done last night. And second, Sean seems to be drifting even far away from him the more by time passes. With that, the hotel room has been awkwardly quiet.

"We need to go to the hotel lobby now. The teacher's about to start the roll call." Hajin said, breaking the awful silence. Sean stands up and leaves without saying a word. Hayan stands up too and tries to leave without looking at Hajin.

I can't really look at him in the eye. After what I've done last night, I don't know how to face him anymore.

"Hayan." He called as he put his hand on his shoulder to get his attention. Hayan almost jumps in surprise.

"H-ha?" He looks at Hajin but immediately looks away.

"Are you okay? Your face is red." He worriedly questions as he inspects his face.

"I'm fine... Let's go." He then tries to hurry up. Hajin followed him confused at his actions.

"Ah, by the way, I brought a camera, let's take a picture together." Hajin smiled and showed off his cute, little camera. Hayan could only nod at him, still trying to avoid his gaze.