10. Fear.
Kira.I see him, he is right in front of me but I am too bewildered to say anything; there was a feeling that came with all of these emotions that went on in my body, it was a feeling of being intoxicated. Every time I take a single glance at him, I want to throw myself at him. I want him to touch me and I want to give him my all, my body, my dignity, even my life.We have only just met today but I am already fantasizing about him, I am already hallucinating about his image in front of me.I have never felt this way before, I don't know what I am feeling, I want to stop but I am not in control of my body, the strong desires I feel for him are driven by a certain type of energy that takes over me like madness, like an obsession, and pushes a whirlwind of possession in my head.I want to see him all the time, and I want to be with him all the time. I want to bury myself in that scent of his that has suddenly become the reason I breathe. I want to feel him and I want to grasp all of him.
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