Kira.I see him, he is right in front of me but I am too bewildered to say anything; there was a feeling that came with all of these emotions that went on in my body, it was a feeling of being intoxicated. Every time I take a single glance at him, I want to throw myself at him. I want him to touch me and I want to give him my all, my body, my dignity, even my life.We have only just met today but I am already fantasizing about him, I am already hallucinating about his image in front of me.I have never felt this way before, I don't know what I am feeling, I want to stop but I am not in control of my body, the strong desires I feel for him are driven by a certain type of energy that takes over me like madness, like an obsession, and pushes a whirlwind of possession in my head.I want to see him all the time, and I want to be with him all the time. I want to bury myself in that scent of his that has suddenly become the reason I breathe. I want to feel him and I want to grasp all of him.
The entire council stood in shock and utter confusion as they watched their Lord dash out of the room without any reaction to the consistent tantrums being thrown at him. But amongst all of them, the most confounded remained his mortal enemy, Azazel.He was fazed and dazed at how his expectations failed. He was rather amused. He had predicted an outburst of Rage from Caesar and anticipated bloodshed but was astounded when an unexpected reaction came from him.There was a certain look in his eyes that he couldn't quite understand nor explain, it was as if he was distracted, there was worry written all over him; which is unbelievable because Caesar never worries about anything. He has nothing to lose and is undoubtedly heartless. He is the most untrustworthy being in the entire universe, sly in nature, and kills without remorse. A terrifying beast knew by every creature of hell. He is ruthless, aggressive, and a warrior raised and bred by the prince of lust himself. There is no way in
Kira.I sat on the bed dumbfounded and amazed all at once. His words kept playing in my head over and over and over again and I am shocked at how much effect they had on me so much so that it is difficult for me to breathe. I couldn't help but reminisce about the moment we just shared; how close he was to me. He claimed me, leaving me utterly speechless and at loss for words. I couldn't resist his touch, I strangely wanted to feel him for an unknown reason. I just couldn't pull away from him.And when he stared into my eyes, it was as though he was peering into my soul. He looked at me as though I was the most precious thing in the entire universe and for the first time in my entire life, I felt special. No one, not a single person since I came into existence had looked at me with love in their eyes when they stare at me, all I saw was hate and disdain from relatives and family friends. I have never been loved genuinely and wanted before, but ever since I met him, it had been like a f
Kira.As I lay on the left side of the bed, I turned my back to him, leaving a huge space in between us, and folding myself like a pangolin, my heart beating so hard as if I had run a marathon. I have never been this nervous my entire life as I am at this moment; even if we have been married for three years, it is just like the first night of our wedding because this is the first time I am spending a night with him.I feel hot, and I am blushing like a fool. I have been blushing like this since he got out of the bathroom and since he said those words to me.How can he take me unaware like that? How can I continue to live like this? How can he be like this? How can he be so calm and collected after what he just did and said to me? He made me this alert and he is just going to lay down calmly as if nothing happened?I was still in my thoughts when his deep voice called from behind."At this point, you are going to fall off the bed."I feel his stare on me and I tremble silently."Come c
Kira.I rotated on the soft sheets and stretched my limbs out, feeling a certain kind of comfort I have never felt in my entire life. Last night was a pretty intense one with so many emotions that were somewhat uncalled for.I and Caesar formed a bond out of an unexpected question and it still feels pretty surreal. It felt like a dream. As I struggled to open my eyes to the bright sky that was directly above me, I wondered why the ceiling glass was open; It is only opened at night when the sky is full of stars just for pleasure. Did he open it? I squinted my eyes a little to stop the bright sky from blinding me, using my left arm to shade my eyes, and lifting myself from the bed with the aid of my right arm.Taking my head down, I suddenly realized that I was alone on the bed. The space in which he had laid was empty. I moved my head as my eyes searched the entire room, still on the bed. Slowly, I shuffled myself out of the thick sheets and slid down from the humongous mattress.Where
Kira."Hello, I am Aries, Caesar's cousin."Her words caught me off guard, and it was evident on my face.A relative?She is a relative?My eyes never left her face, and neither did hers with that sly grin plastered on her face as if she were amazed. The maids behind me only took their heads to the ground and did not dare to look into her eyes. They behaved as if they knew her."So, you are the bride of Hercules?"Her words sip into my head drowning in me as I furrowed my brows in confusion.Bride of Hercules?What is she talking about? I am married to Caesar."I still can't believe this."She surveyed me again with her eyes, making me uncomfortable."Hmm, he always has an eye for beautiful things." She kept glaring at me as she spoke, stroking a strand of hair from my face, and I could only just stare at her. When I look into her eyes, I just cannot speak; it feels as though she takes control of my organs just by looking at me, I couldn't even blink."I heard the rumors and I wanted
Caesar.I smell blood.I feel the rumbling in the air and I know what it is immediately.Instantly, the smile on my face dissipated into a frown, all the blissful feeling that surfaced a few moments ago was replaced with a grim. I feel the storm rolling.This is war.As the whiff of blood travels up my nostrils, my animal breaks loose. My sclera transformed to crimson red as I roared like thunder, shooting my fangs out and scaling the heights of the balcony rays like a dragon. I stood up there in dominance and growled into the morning breeze, quaking the entire threshold and awakening all immortal beings in the vicinity.In the blink of an eye, I jumped down effortlessly with the speed of light. I strolled into the bathroom and came out after a few minutes, throwing on a cloth. I strolled towards the door, but before I dashed out, I turned around to look at her one last time closing the door behind me.I feel this regret closing in so fast that I began I regret my actions.This is why
Kira.It had been three days since I and Caesar met eye to eye. I have been so terrified after my conversation with Aries; even if she did not really say anything, the things she said to me have kept me awake without blinking one bit.The husband I have been married to for three consecutive years and have only lived with for a day and fallen head over heels in love with was someone I barely know. I don't even know his favorite meal, his favorite color, his hobby, his occupation, his likes, or his dislikes. I literally know nothing about him.I sit up from the bed and look at the empty sheets; I am left alone yet again. I have only slept on the same bed with him just once but I can't help the lonely feeling after the warmth I felt in his arms the other night. I close my eyes and the words of Aries popped up in my head again.No matter how I look at it, I just can not see him in that light. I can't imagine him the way she described him, I just can't picture him that way. I have lived wi