EMY’S POV"I wish you knew how badly I'm holding back," the one cupping my cheek said again before he let go of me. I immediately miss his touch, almost stepping closer just to ask for it. There was a fever starting in my chest, spreading out to other places and making it tingle. I knew with a little attention from them, I would be fine but these men had other ideas."You're not happy that I'm your mate," I told them and wiped my tears. "I saw it the way you looked at me-""Emy-""Can we go back to how we were before?" I looked down to my feet. "I've always imagined what it'll be like being your mates for real but…" my voice broke. I didn’t want to start crying again but I couldn’t stop myself. "If it'll make you push me away then I don't want it-""What are you-""You didn't want me as a mate. Not one of you did. You only wanted me as your contracted Luna. That way, you can control an decide what to do with me-""Emy Reagan,"My body froze and my eyes flew open at the mention of my f

EMY’S POV"It's too hard!" I cried out for the umpteenth time. I was drenched in sweat and it wasn't just because of the sun. This was more of a mental exercise than a physical one but it felt like my brain was sweating its frustration.Thorn placed his hand on his waist, his hard chest glistening with sweat-- now we could blame that on the sun. Why did he have to look so hot?"Keep looking at me like that and we'll start a different exercise," he flexed his chest and I flinched, startled at the sudden act that made me blush.I looked down at myself, quite thankful for the bra and underwear I had on. My nipples were most likely hard now."Emy, focus," Thorn said. "We've been at this all morning."He didn’t need to tell me that. I was exhausted but I couldn't ask for a break. I too was invested and wanted to know how to transform all by myself. I had only been lucky the first time."You just have to switch and give up control to your wolf. She knows what to do. She'll take over," he e

EMY’S POV"Phew!" I sighed with a hand over my chest as I stepped down from the car. I was tired, no doubt but I couldn’t let the Alphas see that. They wouldn't hesitate to fuck me back to sleep just to keep me locked in.I knew we would have to talk about their strange behaviour another time but for now, I'd have to make do with the army following behind me.That was the only way I could leave the mansion. I had at least ten guards walking in front and behind me. They didn't say a word to me nor did they look at me but their presence around me was loud enough.I wished my mates could tell me something. Anything to clear my doubts but their silence was rubbing off the wrong way. I didn't want to listen to my thoughts at this point in time.The doors opened and the guards gave way, allowing me to see Nana rushing down the stairs. I closed the rest of the distance, wrapping my arms around her when she pulled me into a tight hug. Her warmth and scent was beautiful just as I knew it would

EMY’S POV"Slow down," I stuttered, trying to process her words as I got a pounding headache.'I'm sorry but I can't sit back and watch you die too, Emy,' her voice was firm and it held a lot of pain. 'It always starts like this. There's a distraction or a war and someone dies.'Death… war… Was she referring to the past mates?"Please, slow down," desperate to hear what she had to say, I had to make sure I didn’t miss a word. My head was ringing like a thousand drums were being hit.'I'm on my way to you, in the meantime, find a way to get out of there,' she said. 'Guards, maids- bullshit! I've seen this all before! They all died in that mansion and you're going to die too if you don’t save yourself!'I was terrified beyond words as I turned my eyes to the door, staring at it suspiciously. Would anyone really jump in here and kill me? 'H-How do you know that-''I've been around the Alphas long enough and I know whoever killed the last four is on their way to you too. I'm not buying th

EMY’S POV"Don't make this harder for yourself," Nana pulled me out of my thoughts and I realised she still kept her distance but by now there was nowhere to run. The cliff was behind me and it was either I jumped to my death or let her kill me."There is no escaping me," she said with a poker face, giving me the chills and I was forced to take a step back. When her eyes landed on my feet, I gulped, worried she might get funny ideas.The corner of lips cracked into a smile and she looked me in the face again. "You have two options." I already knew what they were. "Let's not waste each other's time.""You… lured me here," I gulped. "You deceived me, didn't you?""I'm not gonna do that with you," her face fell again. "I've gone through this so many times already. It feels like an endless loop," she rolled her eyes. "But that's the goddess's fault. Hw can three men have so many mates? Haha." her laugh held no humour."Nana," I whispered in shock and horror. "What did you do… to their mat