The meal dragged on so long that I was almost on the verge of pissing Jakob off in front of the entire team. It was only with great difficulty that I was able to suppress my anger towards him. The wayward idiot deserved exactly that. I was just way too good for him.My salvation finally came shortly after midnight. As soon as Jakob and I entered our apartment, I slammed the door behind me and pushed him onto his bed, which happened to be near the front door. "Uh baby, that's a surprise. If I had known you wanted me to lay you, I would have lit candles for you,” he said happily and took off his jacket.I jumped over to him and gave him a resounding slap in the face. That had probably become something of the norm, but I just couldn't help it. "What are you imagining, you arrogant macho?" I yelled at him, whereupon he looked at me innocently. "You're so selfish I could puke! As if I got the modeling job because of you, I don't laugh!” I continued to vent my anger.I actually wanted to sm

I could almost feel his lips on mine, but then Jakob cleared his throat deliberately. I blinked in confusion to see that he actually took a step backwards, releasing me. His hands had landed on my back before that. Only then did I realize what I had wanted to do. My pupils dilated drastically. I ran my right hand through my hair unsteadily.What should I do or say now? Luckily, Jake took the next step for me. Or should I rather say unfortunately? He burst out in fits of laughter. If only it were that! He was laughing almost like a madman. I had never seen anyone laugh so scornfully.Half an eternity seemed to pass before he finally regained his composure. Then he said coldly, "You should drink less, baby. Otherwise you'll end up in my bed at some point.". "Um, what?" I asked to be on the safe side, to be able to rule out not having misheard me.Alas, Jake immediately nipped my hopes in the bud. "You heard me right. If you continue like this, I'll get what I want from you faster than y

It was a beautiful summer day in August. Everything shone in the most beautiful and strongest colors I had ever seen. It smelled wonderfully of flowers. The sky was as blue as the sea. Just beautiful. You couldn't see a single cloud on the horizon. The trees provided shade that protected you from the sun, which almost burned your skin like fire.I waited impatiently at the statue in the park. He had asked me for a quick meeting that I couldn't say no to. I also wanted to tell him today what had been on my mind for almost a year. I had also made myself extra chic for this. Just to please him. I wore a white dress that came down to my knees. It was decorated with butterflies. My hair was pinned up with a bobby pin. Only a few strands fell on my face.Where is he? My patience has been stretched. On the cell phone he sounded very urgent, almost begging. When I was about to leave - after all, I had already been waiting for him for half an hour! - I saw him coming towards me. He looked amaz

A few days had passed since I had followed Jakob. It was getting warmer and warmer, no wonder, after all it was the beginning of May and spring was in its full bloom. I looked sadly out of my window. How I missed Jake! I was just waiting to hear from him, but he didn't get back to me.Why should he? After all, I made him understand again and again that he should kindly leave me alone. Of course, this also included deleting my cell phone number or not stalking me anymore. Just how stupid was I to push the man I loved away from me? It was obvious why I did it.Nobody wanted to be seen by the person they loved as just some kind of trophy in their collection. I was no more for Jakob. I wanted to be more. So much more. Probably way too much. He probably didn't have the faintest idea how to treat women.Either way, I couldn't really pass judgment on him. I didn't even know how he had spent the previous years of his life. All I could say for sure was that he felt unloved by Titian and still

"The race was really great, wasn't it?" I asked Jakob when we arrived at our apartment. He replied dully: "Oh yes, especially the drivers". Now how did he come up with that? I prefer not to ask. He probably didn't mean it as seriously as he had sounded. why? After all, he was also a fan of Formula 1 and as I found out during the race, he also liked to cheer on Sebastian Vettel."Well, do you have anything else planned or are we already flying back to Germany?" I wanted to know from Jake instead of going into his earlier words. He said, "It's good that you mention that. I definitely have plans to take you to a restaurant tonight. Since I've reserved a table for half past eight and we still have three hours, you can decide what to do with the rest of the time."I thought that was all well and good, but it didn't answer the question of when the return flight would go. Also, something else occurred to me. "Oh, unfortunately I didn't pack anything fancy," I threw into the room, whereupon J