Share
012: Heart of misery
Related chapters
Unexpected Love 013: It's your night
After saying goodbye to Krystal and Tizian, Jakob and I left the huge property. I sat down on the sidewalk that was right in front of the villa, whereupon the man stopped. "Don't you want to go further?" he asked me. "I think you called your chauffeur," I answered his question.Jake came up to me and said, "No, I didn't." "Like right now? I thought you were taking me home!” I snapped at him immediately. Jakob laughed before he said: "I would like that too, now get up." I reluctantly did what he asked of me.We walked in silence for a while, until I finally broke the silence. "By the way, thanks, that was very kind of you." "What do you mean?" He looked at me blankly. "For not telling them the ring was yours and even taking it off," I murmured.It kind of depressed me that he didn't look at us more than acting. "I didn't take it off," Jakob let me know wearily and stretched out the hand on which he was wearing the ring. In fact, he was still there. "My reaction skills allowed me to cov
Unexpected Love 014: Stormy end
I could almost feel his lips on mine, but then Jakob cleared his throat deliberately. I blinked in confusion to see that he actually took a step backwards, releasing me. His hands had landed on my back before that. Only then did I realize what I had wanted to do. My pupils dilated drastically. I ran my right hand through my hair unsteadily.What should I do or say now? Luckily, Jake took the next step for me. Or should I rather say unfortunately? He burst out in fits of laughter. If only it were that! He was laughing almost like a madman. I had never seen anyone laugh so scornfully.Half an eternity seemed to pass before he finally regained his composure. Then he said coldly, "You should drink less, baby. Otherwise you'll end up in my bed at some point.". "Um, what?" I asked to be on the safe side, to be able to rule out not having misheard me.Alas, Jake immediately nipped my hopes in the bud. "You heard me right. If you continue like this, I'll get what I want from you faster than y
Unexpected Love 015: Tears and rain
I stood there stunned. Still. What was that supposed to mean? Once again I didn't understand at all what Jakob wanted to achieve with the action. Or in general with his strange behavior. One mystery after another surrounded him. I wondered how I could possibly solve them. One after the other. Although I would prefer all of them at once.But then the next question arose. Namely, whether it might not be better if I didn't find out more about him. After all, Jacob will not have said without reason that nobody knows him and that it is better that way. My concerns were reinforced with one of his last sentences. Was he really as 'fucked up' as he said he was?I had no idea what the word meant to him. At least for me it was that someone was totally done with the world, as the saying goes. I didn't mean little things that passed after a few days or weeks. I've carried my secret around with me for ten years, but I would never call myself a broken person. My life was fine so far.What actually
Unexpected Love 016: No more Sorrow
It was a beautiful summer day in August. Everything shone in the most beautiful and strongest colors I had ever seen. It smelled wonderfully of flowers. The sky was as blue as the sea. Just beautiful. You couldn't see a single cloud on the horizon. The trees provided shade that protected you from the sun, which almost burned your skin like fire.I waited impatiently at the statue in the park. He had asked me for a quick meeting that I couldn't say no to. I also wanted to tell him today what had been on my mind for almost a year. I had also made myself extra chic for this. Just to please him. I wore a white dress that came down to my knees. It was decorated with butterflies. My hair was pinned up with a bobby pin. Only a few strands fell on my face.Where is he? My patience has been stretched. On the cell phone he sounded very urgent, almost begging. When I was about to leave - after all, I had already been waiting for him for half an hour! - I saw him coming towards me. He looked amaz
Unexpected Love 017: You don't see me
The next morning dawned. Well rested and in a good mood, I took a shower. I didn't apply any make-up afterwards, since I left it entirely to Miguel, my make-up artist. He already knew what suited me and what didn't. Besides, he knew me way too well and wouldn't do anything to make me look like a whore.A smile curled my lips. I was really looking forward to the upcoming shoot. So I put on turquoise pants and a black blouse. I left my hair down, which allowed Miguel to do things. Finally, I put on my black ballet flats. So overall I was pretty good looking, if I had to admit it to myself.I arrived at the agency at twelve o'clock sharp. As always, I greeted all my colleagues with a friendly smile and immediately went into makeup. "How are you, Lia?" my make-up artist asked me, to which I replied: "I'm fine and you?". He was fine too, which made me happy. "Tell me, what do you have planned for me?" I asked about the look Miguel had planned for my shoot.He seemed to have been waiting fo
Unexpected Love 018: Wait and bleed
A few days had passed since I had followed Jakob. It was getting warmer and warmer, no wonder, after all it was the beginning of May and spring was in its full bloom. I looked sadly out of my window. How I missed Jake! I was just waiting to hear from him, but he didn't get back to me.Why should he? After all, I made him understand again and again that he should kindly leave me alone. Of course, this also included deleting my cell phone number or not stalking me anymore. Just how stupid was I to push the man I loved away from me? It was obvious why I did it.Nobody wanted to be seen by the person they loved as just some kind of trophy in their collection. I was no more for Jakob. I wanted to be more. So much more. Probably way too much. He probably didn't have the faintest idea how to treat women.Either way, I couldn't really pass judgment on him. I didn't even know how he had spent the previous years of his life. All I could say for sure was that he felt unloved by Titian and still
Unexpected Love 019: Chasing cars
Again a few days passed in which I suffered bitterly. Jakob had still not contacted me. It was Friday, May 24th, and although I felt a strong longing for the man, I was able to greet the morning with a smile. The beautiful weather gave me strength for some reason.I whistled softly to myself as I got out of bed and walked to my closet. After a bit of pondering, I finally decided on red skinny jeans and a turquoise top. After that I slipped into my flip flops to check on the post office. Perhaps I shouldn't have done that because there was indeed a letter for me. Unfortunately without a sender, although I could have guessed who the mail came from.Anyway, amazed, I went into the kitchen, where Justin had already prepared breakfast for both of us. "Mhh, that smells good!" I greeted him with a smile and sat down at the table. Jus was passionate about cooking, which was a huge advantage for me. So I wasn't the only one who had to take care of the food.After putting two rolls on my plate,
Unexpected Love 020: Heartbreaker
"The race was really great, wasn't it?" I asked Jakob when we arrived at our apartment. He replied dully: "Oh yes, especially the drivers". Now how did he come up with that? I prefer not to ask. He probably didn't mean it as seriously as he had sounded. why? After all, he was also a fan of Formula 1 and as I found out during the race, he also liked to cheer on Sebastian Vettel."Well, do you have anything else planned or are we already flying back to Germany?" I wanted to know from Jake instead of going into his earlier words. He said, "It's good that you mention that. I definitely have plans to take you to a restaurant tonight. Since I've reserved a table for half past eight and we still have three hours, you can decide what to do with the rest of the time."I thought that was all well and good, but it didn't answer the question of when the return flight would go. Also, something else occurred to me. "Oh, unfortunately I didn't pack anything fancy," I threw into the room, whereupon J
Latest chapter
- Unexpected Love 036: Love me like you do
- Unexpected Love 035: You And Not Tokyo
- Unexpected Love 034: Goodbyes
- Unexpected Love 033: Bittersweet part 2
- Unexpected Love 032: Bittersweet part 1
- Unexpected Love 031: Star
- Unexpected Love 030: Mr. Broken Heart
- Unexpected Love 029: everybody hurts
- Unexpected Love 028: are you the one?
