My heart didn’t reach its normal beat even after the whole car ride. I’ve been with Kieran before for a longer time than this but I can’t really explain why my heart is beating crazily like this right now. I don’t know what to do.
It feels like I’ve already run out of choices and all I can do now is stay…or leave. But I can’t afford to leave him, so I must stay.
Kieran glanced at me as we walked inside the restaurant of his choice. I remember this place. This is where we first ate our dinner. If he could remember me now, then did he purposely bring me here?
“Are you alright?” He asked me with those dark and addicting eyes.
Damn it. How can I even think straight? I wonder if this is how Anastasia Steele felt like when Christian Grey was staring into her eyes. I wonder if she felt the butterflies in her stomach flip around like there was a storm right in there.
I nodded even though I know that it
I woke up with the rays of the sun beaming through my eyes. I couldn’t help but smile as I saw Kieran sleeping soundly next to me. His serene sleeping face will always be my heaven. I’ve always dreamed of this to be happening and right now, I can’t believe it. He’s here. He’s here beside me.I planted a kiss on his forehead before slowly getting up from bed. I don’t want to wake him up yet. He looked so tired when I saw him yesterday so, I want him to rest.I went straight to the kitchen to cook us breakfast when my phone rang. It’s Gina.“Hello?” I answered the call.“Ashin!” Her voice was so deafening I had to move my ear away from the phone. “What is this that I heard?!” She’s still squealing.I narrowed my eyes at him. “What do you mean?” I asked.“Kieran was raising hell to find you! He called Joshua and the rest of the boys. Are you tw
I don’t know what to feel after hearing conversation. I ran back to my car and revved it and drove off to nowhere. I don’t know where to go. I don’t even know what to think.If Harold is Bianca’s cousin, then does that mean that he’s been granting her wishes? Is he always telling me to get away for his cousin to be with Kieran? I don’t know. I don’t want to think that way because Harold is such a good friend of mine. He was always there when I was in my darkest times. He’s a good man. He is, right?I heard my phone ring and it’s Kieran. I answered it and connected to the Bluetooth speaker.“Love,” his voice is still so beautiful as ever.“Kieran.” There’s a smile about to breakout from my lips. Just one word from him and everything’s right again. I don’t even care about anything when I’m with him.“What are you doing?” He asked. He seem
“Is she going to be okay?”I wanted to open my eyes but I feel so weak to even move my eye lids. I can feel something on the back of my hand. It must be an IV or anything.“She’s stable now, Mr. Wu.” A foreign female voice said. “We’ll just have to be really careful. Her condition needs continuous monitoring,” she added.Someone lets out a deep sigh as I feel a hand caressing my face. “Thank God!” Kieran breathed as he planted a kiss on my forehead.I tried my hardest to open my eyes because I want to see Kieran. I want to see him so bad. And I was right, he’s right beside me, waiting for me to wake up. “K-Kieran…”His eyes widened when he saw me awake. He immediately stood up and brought his face close to mine. “Ashin,” he kissed the back of my free hand. “Thank God you’re awake.” He muttered in the most concerned and worried voice I
“Are you trembling?” Zion asked me as I fixed the cuffs of my suit.I looked at him. Trembling? More like I’m terrified. I have wished and prayed for this moment to come but right now, I cannot feel anything but my heart beating extremely and incredibly fast. I’m nervous…or maybe even more.I glanced at the entrance of the church for more than ten times now, waiting for the bridal car to come. I have never been this scared, too. A lot of things are going inside my mind—things that I don’t ever want to think about.“Ashin’s gonna be here any minute now.” Louie tapped my shoulder as he waved his phone in front of my face, reading Ashin’s message.I shut my eyes and sighed in relief. They don’t know how terrifying it is to wait for the bride. What if she suddenly thinks that she’s not ready for marriage yet? What if she woke up late? What if…hell, I don’t even want to
Questions Will the heart remember what the mind forgot?Or will I just be a distant memory?Will our love endure the test of time?But seriously, how do you move one when you always see that person you’re trying to run away from?Please answer me.History #1So I, I turned the radio on. I turned the radio up. And this woman was singing my song.Lovers in love and the others run away. The lover is crying ‘cause the other won’t stay. I was solemnly listening to Lisa Loeb’s voice as I was facing my laptop on a bench at Sungkyunkwan University’s open baseball diamond when I suddenly felt someone poke me from my side.I looked up and saw this handsome guy smiling at me. I narrowed m
“What will happen to my son, Doctor?” Mrs. Wu was bawling her eyes out at the doctor as I arrived at the hospital.Kieran’ss mother called me minutes ago that Kieran wasn’t waking up from his sleep no matter what they did to him and I had to rush to the hospital to know what exactly happened.How can Kieran not wake up from his sleep? Last night, we were even laughing over the phone. We were even laughing at how funny and adorable Daehan, Minguk and Manse are. He was telling me he wanted to have kids even cuter than the triplets in the future. How come can he not wake up from his sleep?Did he suffering from something that he didn’t tell me? Is he sick? He didn’t keep something from all of us, did he?Suddenly, tears flooded my eyes and my hands were trembling nonstop. Just the thought of him being sick is killing me softly. We have a lot of future plans. We’ve planned everything for our own version of “To i
“Who are you?”I stepped back when I saw Kieran’s eyes narrowed at me. It’s as if he’s looking at a stranger with doubts written all over his face. He looks afraid of me. And it pains my heart to see him acting like this in front of me.I was happy enough that I was the first person he saw when he opened his eyes but how can he not feel the same?I chuckled at him. “Hey, Kieran. Don’t act like that. I don’t like pranks now.” I told him as I tried to convince myself that he’s just playing a prank on me right now.This is not happening.He narrowed his eyes on me. “Who’s playing a prank on who?” He asked. “Who are you?” He asked in an irritated voice. “What are you doing here? What amIdoing in here?” He asked as he looked around.I shut my eyes and felt my heart ripping into millions of pieces. I walked to the intercom and
“Stop now, Ashin. You’ve had enough.”Gina and Joshua are trying to stop me from getting more tequila. But I want more. I want more and more and more and more. If this could at least make me forget about all these things I am holding in right now, I’d like to drown myself with alcohol.I yanked Gina’s hand away and grabbed another glass. I’m guessing, even the bartender is hesitating to give me one now. But I glared at him, so he finally gave me one.“Ashin Kim! Stop drinking!” Gina hollered but I ignored her. To be honest, I don’t even know why I called her to meet me here. If she’s just going to bother me like this, then maybe she and her boyfriend could just go home and leave me alone.Now I get the feeling of those people drinking to forget all the hurt they feel inside. Now I get why no matter how their friends tell them to stop, they couldn’t.I wished everyone would understand