Chapter 42

Waiting

I KEEP praying that he would come home that night. I really asked God to grant me even just tonight, even if only today he would listen to my request.

I am ready, I have prepared my heart for whatever happens tonight or tomorrow. I'm also preparing myself for the possible pain and disappointment of my decision.

I breathe.

My Lord, even just now, please. I'm begging you. Even now. Please let him go home, I hope he will come home before we cut it off... between us now. I know this will hurt me so much. But maybe this will give me a piece of mind even though my heart is so broken. God, please, touch his heart and let him go home now. Please, please... My heart and mind were begging.

I waited a few more hours. I didn't rest because I wanted to wait for him. I'm sketching and already finished my new artwork. Everything I draw is for him. All of them also have my signature on the side and personal inspirational quotes about life and sacrifices.

It's already midnight but there's no s