MILDA LAY her back at the soft mattress. She closed her eyes then sigh. She missed being with someone... She missed her only family... Her cousin.
Emerald is her only family that treat her well. Emerald didn't looked at her physical appearance. Her cousin is very kind.Milda look at the ceiling of her small apartment. It looks old but still, she chose this because she's short of money. She wants to save for her future.Milda knows that she will grow old without someone by her side, so she's saving so when the times come, she will not worry if she have some food to eat.So wicked of me.Then suddenly… The handsome man's face crossed her mind again. Damn. Leave me alone please...He's like a god that came up to punish every sinner in the Earth. I'm thinking if I'm one of them...Milda was about to sleep when someone throw something to her apartment's roof. She quickly get up and get out angrily. When she open the door, no ones there... Just the cold wind that blew to her face. She shiver then was about to close the door when something got her attention.Milda pick up the normal size box at her front and shaked it. Her brows knotted when she heard nothing. She shrugged her shoulders then finally get in.She sat on her bed and stare at the box like it will open itself. She sighed then pick it and open. She almost lost her mind when she saw what's inside...Shit! Shit! Shit!It's her picture.When she's lying on her bed awhile ago...She scanned all the pictures and find out that it's all her face. Some are stolen. Some when she's eating, waiting at the road side, in her own apartment...Damn! Who would send it here?! I guess someone's making fun of me! But... No one knows her house... Except her cousin, but why would she do it? It's creepy... It's like, someone's stalking me...Milda was about to close the box when she saw that there's a letter inside it. She picked it up and open it with a shaking hands...'PERFECTION WAS BEYOND TRUE...ALWAYS SEEK FOR THE WRONG ONE... 'It's written in all caps letter. She felt the shiver run down her spine!Shit!MILDA CAME TO work late. The box sender keep lingering on his mind. She suddenly felt like someone's watching her! Oh my god!She looked around and found no one... Maybe she's just being paranoid.Someone's just making fun of you... Thought Milda to herself.She busied herself with working her ass off. She didn't even realized that it's past lunch time! Shit!Milda quickly hurriedly run to the cafeteria to grab some sandwich. She don't have time to eat some heavy meal! Damn, I'm starving to death!When she started to eat, she only hear the sound of the air-con and the voices of some workers passing by.When will I eat with someone? I'm tired being alone...Is that because of my appearance?What's wrong? Because I have glasses? Because I dress like an old grandma? Was it my curly hair? Guess like everything about me is not acceptable...If I'm them, I would not talk to someone like me too... But I don't want to force my self to change. This is how comfortable I am. Take it or leave it.I was pulled out to my deep thoughts when someone sit in front of me. Oh, he must be blind.Milda didn't raise her head to see who is sitting with head until the man spoke."Why are you alone? " Said the baritone cold voice.She quickly look up to see who it is and got shocked.It's the man... Who was making mess in her mind."A-Are you talking to m-me? " She bit her lower lip when she stutter.The handsome man brows knotted. "Did you see someone with us?" He said sarcastically without any emotion in his eyes.She didn't answered. She's just making her own self a laughing ass.Milda eat her sandwich quietly and it's seem like the man didn't bother."You have a sauce at the side of your lips. " It's like, he just said, hi, without any humour.Milda quickly wiped her lips.The handsome man tsked. "I said side, not lips." Her eyes got widen when she felt the man's thumb wiping something at the side of her lips.She was about to say thank you when she saw that the man licked the sauce off his thumb!Suddenly, her heart beats fast and she felt her face heating...Shit... W-Why is my heart beating so... Fast?She didn't know that the man left.She sighed when she saw that it's already 2 pm.I didn't even got his name...I THOUGHT that someone's just making fun of me.Yesterday I received another box, it's when I'm watering the plant in front of my apartment. There's many pictures inside... And I'm afraid.Why would someone make fun of me by sending me those things?It's kinda frustrating because I don't even know if the sender is a girl or man. If it's old or just my age. It's fucking stressful.I messed my hair and release a sigh. Mountain of folders is in front of me, and that's because of Monica.Sometimes I think of resigning but when I thought about my goal to save a lot of money for my future, it burns something from me, the fire envelop my whole being and it will give me a new patience to go on with my life and be human, even when I'm receiving an animal treatment.They're chilling while I'm the one suffering because of their works. I can't do anything to complain, I'm afraid to get kick out off this company.This company is the only one who hired me despite of my appearance… but I didn't know
I look around before stepping out in my house. Every day, I feel like someone's watching me, my every move. It's very uncomfortable and scary at the same time.I don't know the motive of my so called frankster. Every day, means every box that was loaded of my pictures and pictures and pictures!It affected my every day life...As I got to work I remembered the day that I saw the man...I know, I saw that smirk already, I just can't recall exactly whom I saw it.As the hours passed by, everyone's just talking about the Anniversary Ball of the company. They're very excited about what will happen and excited to show off their best gowns and dresses.While me, I am getting scared because I know that someone was following my every step. I hope that it wont affect my daily routine.The dress that I received is still here... I don't know what to do with it, I don't have plan to attend but my guts telling me to go. And I don't know why.No one's touching the box, maybe one of them is the fran
Horrible...Scary...Frustrating...I don't know what to feel anymore. Am I really funny to make fun of me all the time?Am I not acceptable?Am I not human...?My tears didn't stop to roll down my cheeks. I shut my eyes and bit my lips to prevent my self to cry even harder.This is the first time that someone harassed me and in public!Public! He don't care what people might think.I can say that he's not afraid...I want to know who he is... I want some justice, that's maybe enough right? I deserve that right? I'm still human.My lord... If you could hear me right now... Please send someone who can be at my side all the time. Please send someone that will accept me for who I am and not make fun... Send someone... Who will love me... For who I am...My tears rolled down again. It's like a falls that can't stop to fall.I'm indeed stupid.Wishing to god that I know is impossible to happen.Just awhile ago, someone harassed me without fear that someone might see us.But I realized some
Reminiscing what happened last week, it feels like a dream.After recognizing him, he quickly excused himself and until now, I didn't saw him around.I sigh and look at my cousins message.Emerald:It's been a long time cuz, let's meet after your out.Why does she suddenly want to see me? Guess she misses me too. Well I missed her so much.Me:Okay. Tell me the details. I missed you too...I keep my phone when I saw Monica's approaching me. Her brows already asking with a smudge smile on her face.I lowered my head and continue what I'm doing. I felt my heart, beating so fast."Well, well, well... Tomorrow's the event. I heard that human beings can only attend." She laughed.I didn't answer her and just bowed my head.I heard her tsked. "Bitch I'm talking to you!" She came closed to my face. "Don't lower your head when I'm here. I'm still your manager so show some kindness. I can report you to the owner... " She smirked.She grabbed my jaw the way anyone didn't recognize. "Understood?
I finish my coffee and decided to go home. He didn't see me. I don't know what to feel, but... Why am I a little disappointed? Guess I'm tired.Just imagining the event tomorrow... Man, I just want to stay at my apartment and cuddle with my pillows. My bed's my only comfort.I didn't even know if I should attend the party tomorrow, but remembering the person that stalking me... And Monica. God, what is really her problem to me?I decided to walk to get home. I need some peace... Well, not that there's no one here, just walking and calming my mind, I think that's what I need to continue my life.There's so many people here with someone beside them. I even saw a children playing with their playmates. It's late but they're still awake. They should go home and sleep.I continue to walk and analyze my surroundings until I felt someone's walking beside me. I remembered the person at the 7/11 and I trembled. Is he really not afraid to get caught? There's so many people here!I was about to r
I sighed then looked at the clock hanging in the wall of my apartment.Should I go? But why would I? No one's expecting me there...Oh there's Bullet! But I don't know if he's serious.Who would want me to be their companion, I'm useless.I made up my mind, I wouldn't go, I don't wanna.Monica will be happy for sure, but my stalker, geez, such a huge word. I don't know if he will be there or who he is, I'm afraid but if let them play me, I just confirmed that I'm such a loser that indeed true.I prepared myself to go to work, the venues at the hotel owned by the boss, we are just working half a day today because of the event.I sighed when I received a box, I'm just thankful that I'm a little bit accustomed to what's happening.Just picture and letters, sometimes, I just found myself smiling while reading one of the letter. There's a fear in me but I can't help to appreciate my senders gift everyday.I combed my curly hair while waiting for the elevators door to open, it's like a Deja
I told Emerald the venue of the party. I'm nervous as hell! This is the first time that I'll attend our every year party.Before, I didn't even think twice if I'll go, but now's different. There's so many things that's happening to my life now that even me, didn't know if it's really happening."Enjoy your night, my goddess cuz!" Said Emerald then laughed like she's losing her mind.I just shake my head and get out of her car. She insisted to drive me here. Now, my problem is, how could I get home wearing this dress?I balanced myself and breath deeply. Do I manage to wear this heels long? I wish.I slowly walked inside and sighed again. As I step my foot inside many eyes turned to look at me. Oh geez! Shit man, I'm nervous!I cleared my throat and avoid their eyes. I continue to walk. I'm looking around if Bullet is already here. I don't have friends so I can't stop in a table and acted like we know each other while it's the other way around.Does anyone recognized me as grandma Mild
We continue to talk like nothing happened. I'm still wondering in Bullet's attitude. I found out that he is friends with Blake Francisco who's now busy flirting with other girls.We ate and talk and ate and vice versa. I'm very comfortable with him, but I realized something.Does my stalker is here too? He wants me to go here and wear his 'gift', but where is he? It's not that I want to see him and let him do wicked things to me again. I'm just confuse..."So, you have a cousin?" Bullet's question wake me up."Yeah. My only family left." I nodded.He pick a grape. "Say ah," he said to me.I felt my cheeks heating up and before he figure it out. I ate the grape. He smirked at me and continue to drink his wine.I munched the fruit. "How many glass did you drink?"He just shrugged and continue to drink. I rolled my eyes because of his attitude again."You want some?" He asked. Pointing to his wine.I shake my head. "No. I don't drink."when the party start with the M.C.'S jolly voice, I