Epilogue-Last Part

"I can't bear the pain anymore, Mama. Everyday I feel like I'm dying. I can't sleep, I am hearing my Addy's cries calling my name. I am seeing her face full of tears begging for mercy. Sobrang sakit sa puso ko Mama. Hindi ko na alam paano mapawi ang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Parang na akong mamatay..." I fell on my knees and cried hard in front of my mother.

I couldn't remember when was the last time I didn't cry. Since that day they took my Addy from me, walang oras na hindi ako umiiyak. Para na akong mababaliw sa sakit. Hindi ko alam paano ko ipagpapatuloy ang buhay ko kung wala na siya.

It's been how many weeks but I still we couldn't find her. Everyday the passes by I felt like I'm dying. Hindi ko alam kung ano na ang kalagayan niya. Kung may nag-aalaga ba sa kanya, kung may kinakain ba siya. Ilang beses na naming sinuyod ang lugar na huling pinagdalhan sa kanya pero kahit bali-baliktarin ko pa hindi ko pa rin siya mahanap.

My Addy, my poor baby...

"Stop blaming yours