Dwayne was standing with a young girl. She was maybe my age, had a really nice smile and long straight brown hair. He seemed very shy from a distance, not at all like I knew him. Normally he had the biggest mouth ever and a few hours ago he was able to give away a few plastic roses from the shooting range to pretty strange girls without any problems. I had never seen him like this before. So embarrassed, walking from one leg to the other and running his hand down the back of his neck.
I spotted the others and ran to them. My mood was gone. I was totally impressed by a total stranger, overwhelmed with a kiss and then left there. Crap."Josephine!!!!! What the hell was that? Did you kiss that guy ?' Kirsten was beside herself.'Please... Not now! I'm just so stupid I know!!! I have absolutely no idea what just happened... I really thought there was something between us...” Dan and Steve laughed at me. I looked down sadly and sighed.»It's something new, just kissing a complete stranger! What did you think you were doing? ...Did you at least make sure he didn't have herpes?” Dan gave me a little nudge on the shoulder to get me to look into his eyes again. He winked at me, "You know we're just teasing you! I'm sure we're all confused by what we just saw of you, but there's no undoing it now! ....haha... You know you'll still be able to listen to this in ten years?' I shook my head.We walked back to the car and I was happy to finally be able to end the evening. Dwayne actually got this girl's number and was grinning from ear to ear.
“Her name is Deborah! ... Such a beautiful girl I tell you ... Unfortunately, she already had to go. She still goes to » Heaven« with a few people ! Do we want to go away too? I'll let my dad know we're going to Heaven , okay?” Dan nodded and grinned at him."You want to see her again right away, don't you?""Yeah, she really did it to me!" Dwayne's face turned red. I put my arm around his waist as we walked and he automatically wrapped his around my shoulders. I looked up at him with a grin and whispered to him in a low voice that no one could hear."I saw the way you looked at her, I hope you can meet her again!" It really was the first time I've seen Dwayne so nervous and excited about a woman.'I'll see her in a moment, Joe. Im Heaven !« He whispered his answer to me and my eyes widened."But... I just want to go to bed!" He laughed his most familiar laugh, and my heart warmed. He's just like a brother to me. Everything is so familiar and I really hoped for him that he could meet Debora again. For his sake, I would definitely go with him, no matter where. If he's happy, so am I!We got into the cars and drove downtown to Heaven. This is a club where Dwayne's father also belonged. He had allowed Dwayne and his friends - us - to go to the club from 18. Our parents didn't mind because Neil, ie Mr. Stafford, promised everyone to keep an eye on us and he told them at the time »...at least we know where they are and what they are doing! I'd really rather they come to my club and be given a few rules to abide by before they go anywhere else and fuck up!!' and of course he was right about that. But our parents had one important rule: No hard alcohol!
So there was only champagne and beer for us, which was completely okay. We were all happy to get such an exception at all and to be allowed to go to a club at the age of 18. The staff knew us, of course, so we never had to stand in line, fool our parents with the alcohol, or anything else. I really liked Dwayne's father, Neil. He always tried so hard to be "cool" in front of us and also to give Dwayne everything he could, he was always like an uncle to me, just Dad's best friend.Arriving at the parking lot, Dwayne, as always, led the way toward the entrance. There was always a small queue in front of the door. Jamal, the big-closet-of-bouncer was already grinning at us as we approached him. He was bald, huge, darker skinned, and always wore a suit. He was the main bouncer and was allowed to decide who got into the club and who didn't. I really loved Jamal from the whole security team, he always greeted us warmly and looked forward to seeing us. He was also the one who always had to let Neil know when/who/how of us was coming to the club, regardless of whether Neil was actually in the club or not.
He opened the barrier in front and we went through one by one. He gave the boys a firm handshake and we girls got a kiss on the cheek, as always.»Heeeeeey! ....Come on in... Enjoy yourself!” Jamal gave us the popular gold drink tickets that Neil insisted on with us. Our consumption was free and he could control what we had to drink. A really smart man.Jamal winked at us as we accepted and went inside. We were already used to the looks of the snake, so I didn't pay any more attention to them.All hell broke loose and the club had a really good vibe. We meandered through to the back bar and made ourselves comfortable on a couple of stools right at the counter. Kirsten and Jane immediately hit the dance floor and Dwayne's neck was already stretching. He was already looking for Deborah. Dan ordered us all a beer first and we enjoyed ourselves as much as we ever could.By the time it was just after midnight, Dwayne was getting more and more nervous.
"Joey! Hey, would you like to walk around the club with me?” He probably wanted to go look for her. I nodded at him and told him we would find her.After two huge laps through the dancefloor and bars, she was still nowhere to be seen. As we passed the stairs to the VIP area, Dwayne nodded to the security guards who stood at the bottom stair and only let people with VIP bracelets upstairs. In this VIP area there were really only people who had a lot of money. From up there you could see the whole dance floor, you had your own smoking area, your own dance floor and your own bars. So far we've really rarely been up there, and most of the time there wasn't that much going on with the VIPs."DWAYNE? Heeeeey...” There she was. The sweet beautiful Debora. She just came down the stairs. "I've been looking for you!" And Dwayne grinned at her with a sweet smile. He hugged her briefly in greeting and introduced me to her. He pulled me by the hand to her on the stairs. I saw her eyes on our hands and I broke from his grip.“This is Joey, my best friend! We were just checking out the club...' Such a prick. He won't admit in front of her that we were looking for her? Oh man. I shook her hand and grinned at her."Hi, I'm Debby!" Her eyes looked familiar, and I saw in her eyes that she wasn't quite sure what to make of me."Are you coming upstairs with me? It's not that busy at the bar and we could have a drink?” Dwayne went after her and slapped one of the security on the shoulder as he passed, who just winked at Dwayne and me.At the bar, Dwayne ordered us a bottle of sparkling wine which, unlike downstairs, we got in a drinks cooler to keep cold. He gave us a glass each and we toasted. He sat down next to Debby on a bar stool and they started chatting. I stood next to the two, didn't understand a word but kept rocking along with the music. What a bit of sparkling wine could trigger. I felt really comfortable because there was no jostling or crowding."Hey Debby, who are you with anyway?" She tore herself away from Dwayne's gaze and smiled at me while she gave me a few details.“With my brothers and their band. They're all sitting back there in the lounge! Actually, I'm much too young for the club, only 17, but there are advantages to having Known Brothers...” She winked at Dwayne. Tape? Known brothers? Dwayne's curiosity was piqued.“Your brothers are in a band? Which ones?...” She took a sip from her champagne glass.» The Heartbreakers ! You know that, right?” Dwayne and I both laughed briefly and Dwayne shrugged.“Of course, I certainly do!! …...Only... Joey... She doesn't know anything about bands!...« I got red cheeks and he grinned cheekily at me »...if Steve finds out he'll go crazy!« I had to laugh at his comment about Steve. He would go nuts if he knew this band was here! Dwayne and Debora continued chatting happily.I look around. I spotted the corner where the lounge was, but there were so many people that I had no idea who was supposed to be in the band.I danced along with the music again, until I got so bored that I walked around the VIP room for a bit. I was like air. No one cared that I was gaping and staring. When my glass was empty, I made my way back to Dwayne and Debby.I simply helped myself to the champagne bottle and poured myself another one. I then sat down on the bar stool next to Dwayne, who had his back to me.A young man was standing next to me at the counter between the bar stools and ordering drinks. His arm was tattooed up to his neck. It looked really good on him, including his eyebrow piercing. As he waited for his order, his eyes went to me. He gave me a slight smile. Oh, was I staring at him while looking at him like that? Shit.
"Hi, I'm Craig!" He shook my hand, but he didn't want to know my name. He really believed in himself and really started flirting. It was easy for me to do too much of everything he was doing. "Would you like something to drink?" I declined and pointed to my champagne glass."...I still have, thanks." He leaned against the counter and closer to me."Secure? I can order you whatever you want!« Who does he think he is?"I don't know if you can do that, but I'm really well taken care of!" He laughed briefly and ordered me a long drink."You're really quick-witted... Were you at the concert?" I nodded to him.“Yep.” He handed me the long drink I had ordered and clinked glasses with me. Then he put his hand in his pocket and stood more casually next to me."And? Did you like our music?” I almost choked. Squinted my eyes briefly and thought. People were already calling him from the corner where his lounge was. The drinks cooler with a full bottle of vodka was now on the counter and his friends could hardly wait. He nodded to them and turned back to me. He was the pure macho and ripper. "And? Do you like our band?” Was he in TheHeartbreakers himself? Or just a friend of yours? This time I winked at him and leaned towards him.»Well, to be honest, I have absolutely no idea who you are! Do we have to know you?” He burst out laughing, dimples appearing on his cheeks."It was good!..." Oh man, how do I get out of here? That voice snapped me out of my thoughts.“Man Craig, will there ever be anything more important to you than women? Taylor's waiting for the bottle!” He ordered several juices, presumably to mix with the vodka. I couldn't see the guy next to Craig clearly because he was in my way, but I was sure it was his voice and my heart was racing.Craig took the iced drinks cooler, took a small step to the side and whispered in my ear."I'll be back in the lounge if you're pining for me!" His eyes met mine and he managed the prettiest smile I'd ever seen. He watched as Craig stood very close to me and said something to me until he finally came between Craig and me."I see you've already met my girlfriend?" Craig's eyes widened."Dude, what the hell are you talking about?" He rubbed my back gently and stood right next to me.“Craig, take the vodka and go to Taylor, he's waiting! And do me one more favor: I don't care if you pick up any creature you come across....but not you !!« Craig groaned and went back into the lounge."Relax, I don't know you like that!" When Craig was out of earshot, I saw those green-brown eyes again. I didn't even know what to do or what to do."Girlfriend? What? ...After those horrible moments at the fair??” He had no more facial expressions."Listen...I was just trying to prevent my brother from having
Let's get the hell out of here. Debora came back to us and Dwayne put his hand on my back and gently stroked it.'My brother's an idiot!' Debby gave me a sympathetic look. I looked beside me at Dwayne, who looked slightly angry."Can we go now, please? ...let's just take a taxi, please! ...I just want to go home!' He wanted to say goodbye to Debby, but I went downstairs and out into the night. Jamal was still standing in his spot, right in front of the club door."Hey kid, are you alright?" I looked at him really desperately and walked over to him."Can you get us a cab?" He gave me a charming grin and patted my shoulder."Two are standing in front, come with me, I'll take you there for a moment..." I followed him through the darkness to the main street. He held the door open for me and told the taxi driver that he still had to wait for someone. Before I could get in, he gave me a loving smile. "I see when sad looks like that are men's fault...well what can I say...men can suck!" I no
The last holiday weekend passed really quickly and everyday school life was there.Like every morning, I walked over to Dwayne, who was also coming out of his house.'Ready for the first day of school? The last year Joe!!! We're almost there!” I grinned at Dwayne, who got into the car, his hair all messy. Ever since he had a car, he always took me to school with him."Ask me again later! ...I'd rather be in my bed now.” Dwayne laughed and we drove off."Have you heard from Jayden?" He pulled into the school parking lot.“Thanks for giving my number! I thought I could just break up with him but now he texts me all the time!” He grinned cheekily and said he was sorry for giving my number to Jayden but I knew he wasn't sorry.Tomm-tomm. My cell phone vibrated. again."Is it him?" Dwayne glanced at me as the car came to a stop and he put on the handbrake. We got out and I pulled my phone out of my back pocket.»Yes...« This was followed by a deep sigh.can we meetJust the two of us?I ha
It's been two weeks now since I met Jayden. He still wrote to me every day, but sometimes I answered and sometimes I didn't. I thought about him a lot and started searching the internet for him over and over again.Debora and Dwayne were still sizzling, but sadly they hadn't been together yet. I have no idea which of the two needed an invitation, probably both. They spent a lot of time together and I was very close to Debby too. She really was totally fine. Debby had also become part of our clique and had found her place among us. We were very similar in many ways and attitudes and I was really thankful that we had almost every class together. We also sometimes studied together after school, which really showed in both of our grades, because not only I but Debby was an A student.It was only a week until that school party at Heaven . There were posters advertising it all over the school and it was the number one topic of conversation.Dwayne came into the cafeteria on Thursday with ou
He managed to grab me by the arm again before I reached the restroom. I turned to him and it made me furious that he grabbed me like that. "Let go of me!" I jerked my arm away from him and Mike stared at me, startled.“Joey, let me make it up to you. I miss you! I regret everything I did to you... Please give me one more chance!"I passed him again, but then stopped. The anger just came over me. I took a small step towards him and let a girl pass who had just come out of the toilet and pushed past Mike. I waited until the door to the club was closed behind me. "Are you completely out of your mind? You screwed me from start to finish! So I'm supposed to give you one more chance to fool me again and brag about it to your friends. You're a complete nut...' I did hear the door open behind me and the volume increase for a moment, but I got caught up in my freak and kept yelling at Mike.»...Who do you think you are? Just because you were the first one I loved doesn't mean you're the last!
I followed him into the parking lot in front of Heaven . I looked for an expensive car, but we headed for awhite pickup. “Wow, so this is yours? If I hadn't thought of it, I was expecting a fat Audi or BMW! No Ford pickup!' He unlocked the car. “No, mine is with my mom! It's my dad's!” Jayden gave me his shy smile. "And what kind of car do you have ?" He walked me to the passenger door. "A fat BMW!" When he tried to mock me, he had to laugh. "Where are we going?" He lifted the passenger door for me and I was surprised at how big and roomy the car was inside. But I didn't get an answer. He drove off and I had no choice but to listen to the radio. We were almost out of town, in a neighborhood I've never been to. When he stopped the car at the side of the road, I finally wanted to know more and broke the silence. "Jayden, where are we? What are we doing here?” He got out and before he closed the door I got my answer. "Just wait here, I'll go get something!" It wasn't the answer I
I started telling him about myself and trusted him completely. His gaze was directed at me and he radiated this warmth and security towards me.»Okay,.... well, in kindergarten I had my first great love, if you can call it that. His name was Thomas. We'd even kissed, just on the mouth, but he was my first boyfriend...' I smiled, thinking about that weightless time with Thomas. What was he doing today? After second grade, Thomas moved away with his family and I hadn't seen him since."That doesn't count..." Jayden laughed and gave me a quick wink. I had to laugh a little too."...okay, okay... So my first kiss....I had..with Dwayne..." I watched his reaction and he looked genuinely a little surprised. I got a little unsure at his look again and quickly continued talking. »...but that was just out of curiosity. We wanted to know how to kiss when we were twelve. So we thought we could try it together and kissed... It was so awful...' I laughed at the memory. Jayden just grinned. I had ne
There we were in Jayden's dad's pickup truck, right in front of my house. It was already six in the morning. I had no idea how the time went by so quickly, but Jayden felt the same way, I knew that.I looked over at him and he smiled at me with his tousled brown hair. "Thanks for the great evening... or rather night?!" He took my hand and kissed the back of my hand again. I didn't let go of his hand and kissed his cheek."I hope it wasn't so bad that we left your school party?" I shook my head slightly and stroked his hand, which I still held tightly."No, it was just right and the best breakfast I've ever had!" He smiled familiarly and pointed to the front door. I saw that the curtain on the window next to our front door moved a bit. Oh no."You'd better go inside..."I got very nervous because I didn't know what to expect at home. Hopefully I didn't get in trouble. "That must be my mom." I leaned in and planted a kiss on his warm lips, then quickly got out of the car. He waited unti