* Five months passed and nothing much changed. Holland and I became friends again but we're not as close anymore. Mike is still trying to get back with me no matter how much I reject him. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF HIM! Ever since that night, Lupus always wants to hold me everytime we sleep. It still doesn't feel right but I also got used to it. It's really soothing listening to his heartbeat as a lullaby. But on specific nights he'd leave me sleeping and go somewhere. I don't know where though. He'd return early in the morning looking exhausted and worn out. I don't ask anything though. I just go with the flow. But that doesn't mean I'm not curious. Right now I'm heading home from writing a Math paper. I was NOT prepared. I'm sure I'm not gonna pass 70%. I'll maybe get 66%. "Can I walk with you?" Mike spoke from the back. As usual, I ignored him until we got to my mailbox. He held my hand before I could walk to the door. "Why don't you just accept me back? You're single and I'm single
*My eyes are opening. There's something warm on my head. I'm in bed. "Oh, Keylan! You're awake." Lupus is sitting right next to me. He has a bowl full of water on him."What happened?" I asked."You fainted. I searched online and I think you have a fever.""Oh." I think it's because we've been eating a lot of junk foods during the past two months and my immune system got weak. Whenever I don't eat healthy for a while I get sick."I found medicine in the bathroom." I sat up. He put the bowl down on the nightstand."I need to have breakfast first."He suddenly hugged my waist. "You'll be fine after taking medicine, right?" He asked worriedly.I smiled, "I will. Thank you.""For?""Helping me.""It's the least I could do since you also took care of me and saved my life.""Okay, you don't always have to bring that up. I just did the bare minimum.""That minimum helped me a lot though." I patted his back a little while blushing a little."By the way, how did your wounds heal so fast befor
*He immediately kissed back while pinning me down on the bed. He is breathing really heavy right now. He took his shirt off and OH~ MY GOD! Seeing his body in the moonlight just made my day. I can't believe I'm used to seeing this beautiful body without going crazy, seriously.I flipped us so I'd be on top. "Let me do it." I said while panting a little. He nodded with slightly teary eyes. I went down to his pants with soft kisses on his beautiful body. With every kiss he softly moaned.I paused after seeing the big bulge in his pants. I softly rubbed on it. "Argh~" he moaned. That must really hurt. I pulled his sweat pants off a little and it hit me on the cheek. OH MY GOD! OH MY F*CKING GOD! He really is a beast.My heart raced even more after seeing his size when he's hard. I'm getting more nervous now.I first caressed it then took it into my mouth. This is way harder than I remember. He is groaning a lot right now. His member is so hot and hard and it's kinda hard to breath becau
*I found him sitting on the bed when I got out of the bathroom. My cheeks are burning because of what I was doing in there. He looks like he just woke up.I sat next to him. "M-morning." Just try to not make things awkward.He rubbed his eyes. "Ugh, my head.""Oh? Does it hurt?" He nodded with a pout. "But...do you remember what happened last night?""A little. I blacked out after the first time." So he does remember. He suddenly pulled me into his arms. "Thank you. I don't know how to show or tell you how much I appreciate your help. But just know that I am grateful.""I-it's okay." He let me go."Last night, did I lose control?" He genuinely looks worried. I shook my head avoiding his gaze. Of course he did. We did it three times even though I kept on telling him to stop. "Oh." He smiled. "I thought I did. I didn't hurt you in any way, did I?" I shook my head again. "Oh, that's good then.""Y-yeah. I'll just go make breakfast while you shower." He nodded then went into the bathroom
*A few days passed. I'm finally done with exams so I can rest easily without thinking about studying. I've also thought about going back home for Christmas then thought about Lupus. It would be wrong to just leave him. But maybe he could go with me...as a friend.He's currently outside doing workouts. I got up from the couch and went to him. "Lupus.""Hmm?" He got up from doing push ups. "What's up?""Do you um, do you wanna go home with me?""Hmm, home? But we're already home." He came closer to me."No. I'm talking about my home town in South Africa.""Oh. Then of course. I want to see where Keylan grew up." He gave me a toothy smile. I blushed a little."O-okay." He went back to his exercises while I just stared at him.I called mom a little later. She had already bought a ticket for me. Mom....I bought one for Lupus too. We'll fly in two weeks from now. Which means I'll be able to get a gift for Holland. It's been so long since I went to his apartment, I think I should deliver i
*He gently laid me down on the bed still kissing me. I can't get my hands off him. I don't want to. I don't want to feel the pain anymore. I want to be numb right now.His hand gently went under my shirt. "Ah~" I moaned into the kiss after he gently touched my nip. I think I'm more sensitive today.It didn't take long before our clothes were on the floor. That just made me think of Mike and Holland's clothes in his apartment. A tear rolled down my cheek.He immediately wiped it with his thumb after he saw it. "Ssh, don't cry." He softly whispered into my ear. I pulled him in for another kiss.He held me tightly in his arms. I don't want him to let go. I feel warm, safe and loved in his arms."Can you do it from the back?" I asked him. He nodded. I turned around while he took the lube and condoms from the nightstand drawer. I just remembered I didn't buy the right condoms yet. "You can just leave the condom. It'll tear anyways." He nodded.He applied the lube on his member before slow
*"Again?" I chuckled while removing the confetti off my everything."Welcome home son." Dad pulled me in for a hug."Hi, dad.""Ey, little bro!" Kevin smirked then squeezed me into his arms. As usual he lifted me off the ground a little."Ow! I thought I told you to stop calling me that.""But you're my little bro." He let me go still smirking. I shook my head. Then they both faced Lupus. "You must be my little bro's boy- f-friend. Friend." Wait, what?He shook Lupus's hand. Lupus nodded shyly. It looks like he's still afraid of people. Dad followed. "Welcome to the family then, son." "T-thank you sir.""Definite not. Call me dad.""Yeah, and you can just call me Kev." Kevin added."O-okay.""Now, let's have dinner. I'm hungry!""Yeah!" Kevin and dad started yelling like crazy while heading into the kitchen. Those two.Like usual, dad cooked dinner. Since mom is the breadwinner of the family dad does most of the chores and cooking in the house. He quit his job to take care of mom ev
*I immediately backed away from him causing me to hit the fridge with my elbow. "Oh, are you okay?" he asked holding my arms.I immediately got out of his arms. "I-I'm fine. I'm fine." I dodged looking at his eyes. I tried frying the eggs but I just kept on making a lot of mistakes because of him watching me. I feel somewhat tense. I kept on either dropping the utensils or eggs shells into the egg batter."Are you sure you're okay? I could help out if you're not feeling good." He said worriedly and came closer to me. I stepped back from him a little."No, I'm fine. You can just set up the table. I'm almost done." He nodded. I can tell he's confused and frustrated. So am I. Why am I acting like this? Why am I suddenly feeling nervous when he gets close to me.We ate breakfast in complete silence. He still kept on staring at me which made me choke a couple of times."So," I started while we were doing the dishes together. "What do you want to do today?""I was thinking we could go for