Chapter 14

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He gently laid me down on the bed still kissing me. I can't get my hands off him. I don't want to. I don't want to feel the pain anymore. I want to be numb right now.

His hand gently went under my shirt. "Ah~" I moaned into the kiss after he gently touched my nip. I think I'm more sensitive today.

It didn't take long before our clothes were on the floor. That just made me think of Mike and Holland's clothes in his apartment. A tear rolled down my cheek.

He immediately wiped it with his thumb after he saw it. "Ssh, don't cry." He softly whispered into my ear. I pulled him in for another kiss.

He held me tightly in his arms. I don't want him to let go. I feel warm, safe and loved in his arms.

"Can you do it from the back?" I asked him. He nodded. I turned around while he took the lube and condoms from the nightstand drawer. I just remembered I didn't buy the right condoms yet. "You can just leave the condom. It'll tear anyways." He nodded.

He applied the lube on his member before slow