Chapter 1

Kat pov

Standing at our annual exchange I watched mates find each other. Smiles graced every face every face but mine. I was downright miserable as I stood watching everyone pair off. I really didn't care if I ever found my mate because to me it was overrated.

"you will find him baby I have a good feeling this year",My mom said kissing my cheek. She was more excited than me because I'd rather be alone forever. I saw how my dad hurt her and it almost seemed like he hated her at times. He was in love with another when they found each other. Then after mating he rejected her and ran off with his mistress. Mom just raised me the best she could and was awesome the whole time.

"totally",I said rolling my eyes. I would rather have teeth pulled then deal with a mate. I stood quietly watching every other she wolf look and most find their mates and they all looked happy as hell. I sighed as I shifted on my feet. I just wanted my bed and some sleep.

Suddenly everything went quiet and murmurs began. My wolf started going crazy and I sighed sadly. My mate was here and I wanted to run. I smelt a delicious sent that was making my wolf go crazy and want to meet him. I felt a shadow cover me and when I looked up I froze. Standing in front of me was none other then Jonathan Fury alpha of the Fury pack. Fucking great I moaned to my wolf we got an absolute dickhead. He looked angry as he stared at me. He looked disgusted as he walked over and stared at me the whole time. Holy shit I really don't want him as my mate. I wanted to run.

A scowl was on his face as he looked me over in disgust. His mate died two year or was it three and apparently I was a second chance mate to him. Great I saved myself for a total asshat. I saved everything for my mate and he looked like he hated my existence.

"fuck",He fumes. He looks put out by this but if anyone is put out by this it should be me. I sighed as my mom took my hand offering support. She looked heartbroken for me but I kept my face blank. I felt her squeeze my hand in warning.

"oh baby",My mom says sympathetically as I looked at her. I mindlinked her that this couldn't be happening I saved myself for a mate that already had a mate and wasn't a virgin. I was competing with a dead fucking mate. I was ripped off of so many fucking things as i stood hating life. I wanted to cuss the moon goddess out for this. His breath was ragged as he glared down at me. My mom looked sad as she looked into my eyes. She probably knew my life was going to be hell with him. She looked ready to cry. I bet she knew he would never love me or truly want me.

"just fucking great",He growled. I sighed and rolled my eyes. Damn I wish he would fuck off.

"I'm sure I feel the same way",I sass back. My mom nudged me and I glared at her. She wasn't happy with my attitude or mouth lately. Well mom you can get fucked too. Her eyes told me to behave and not start shit.

"Alpha Fury nice to see you again",She said softly. He briefly stared at my mom before a curt smile hit his mouth. He did have some manners my wolf whispered to me.

"you as well Helen",He responded. He knew my mom.

"this is my daughter Kathryn but we call her Kat",She said pushing me closer to him. He nodded looking me over but I could tell from his blue eyes and how they went darker he was pissed. I didn't want his mean ass either. I saved all my first for him how fucking sad.

"Nice to meet you alpha",I said after receiving a hard nudge from my mom. She mind linked me to be respectful he is an alpha.

"you as well Kat",He said watching me. I wanted to sigh no better yet I wanted to cuss up a storm. This was highly unfair I saved myself for this man who is glaring daggers at me. If looks could kill I'd be dead. He grabbed my arm and pulled me away from my mom and his third in command.

Shoving me away from him he snarled at me.

"I don't want your sorry ass anymore then you want me. I had a mate and she was one hundred times better then you. She was a fucking beautiful as well and you....well your nothing to look at". Well I don't want your ass either I thought as my wolf cried. She always said our mate would want us and love us. This right here was a harsh wake up call. I knew I should of dated but no I let you and mom convince me to save it I hissed at her.

Looking up I bit my tongue to hold in a nasty reply. I wouldn't stoop to his nasty ass level even If I really wanted to. Then again I didn't care one bit and I snapped at him.Yes I snapped while giving him the evil eye.

"Well alpha reject me so I can find a mate that does want me cause let me say I feel the same way. There is someone way better then your rude hateful ass",I snarled back. Fuck him is all I thought as his eyes flashed black.

His hands snatched my arm in a viselike grip making me hiss in pain. He gripped hard and I knew I would be bruised thanks to him.

"You would do well to shut the fuck up before I do something you won't like. Your my mate I'm entitled to you whether you want me or not. Let me just say i don't fucking want you Kat",He said releasing me. I stumbled away rubbing at my sore flesh. I almost fell on my ass but managed to stay on my feet.

"We leave soon go pack ",He says walking off cussing. I glared at his back wanting to flick him off.

"Oh just great",I growled heading off to my sanctuary to pack and cry. I needed a good cry. Once in my room the waterworks started and I cried the whole time I packed all my belongings. I cried because I knew my life from here on out would suck and I cried because I knew I would be hurt. Jonathan looked evil as he stood looking ready to kill everything. I didn't want to leave my home. I knew my life would be hell.

I really didn't want to leave my mom. I know I was upset over my mate but I didn't want to leave her behind. I sighed as I kept packing.

This was gonna be a shit show.