If It's All The Same [COMPLETED]

The sun seemed to be shining exceptionally today just when I thought that heavens would conspire with me. I wasn’t sure if life was just being rude to me, or definitely just making fun of my future. I wasn’t being ungrateful, though. I just… want a better life. "You should talk to him, Kath," Mila said as she adds some chocolate syrup on a chocolate cake platter she's holding. I rolled my eyes heavenwards and chuckled. What a bright opinion Mila. What a bright opinion. Please note the sarcasm. "Me? Talking to that guy? No way!" I hissed as I fill the empty medium-sized cup with root beer. After making sure that it's quite full, I immediately handed it to Mila. She then put the cup of root beer on a black tray same as the Chocolate cake platter. "I'll be right back," she said and left our spot, carrying the black tray. I took a deep breath in and fixed my hair then went in front of the cashier. "Hi! Welcome to Rique's cafe! May

It's been like three days since that 'awkward crap at Punder's café' happened. At first, I really can't find a way out of that shell of shame but days later, I managed to finally move on. I can't just accept the truth that almost everyone here in Brampton knows that a nobody like me shouted at the owner of a well-known café—Punder's café. I feel so stupid and ignorant.  "Kath!" Mila and Sophie came rushing to me. I fixed my eyeglasses and arched my left eyebrow. Mila took a deep breath in before speaking.  "How are you?" she asked. I just shrugged my shoulders. "I hate you! You didn't call me for three freaking days!" I sighed. I kinda felt guilty because she's telling the truth. Those days were the days (okay, I know it's redundant and all) where I was put in the middle of hell's dungeon. I felt so ashamed and depressed that's why I didn't talk with my friends for days.  "I'm fine," I said and smiled. "Sorry for not contacting you. I just felt

 "Hah!" he said. Sounding like an arrogant man. Oh, wait... he's really arrogant and dumb as eff. "Go on, missy. Just keep on blabbering about me being a jerk and I won't give a single damn." He smirked and looked at me like he won a million dollars by arguing with me. I rolled my eyes heavenwards and arched my left eyebrow.  “Is that all you can do, Drey?”  "What's happening here?" Lyza came rushing and immediately wrapped her hands around Drey's arms. Well, they do look cute together. But then, I just realized. A demon and an angel? What the heavens.  "Tell your boyfriend to shut his mouth and leave me and my friends alone," I hissed. I wasn’t going to back down, of course! I mean, I know I was wrong for being too indecisive, but for him to continue his tantrums like this? Is he a grade-schooler?  "What did you do this time, babe?" Lyza asked. Ugh, babe? Are they pigs?   Drey sighed and glared at me, "I was

Seriously, I don't know what to do with my life anymore.Weeks had passed (again), and the summer class will end this week, thank God. But I seriously can't concentrate knowing that Drey's always following me around. I don't even know why! Is he even thinking about what his girlfriend would feel? If I was his girl--Oh, what the hell Kath.I've also been trying to find a decent job all over Brampton but I couldn't find any cafes or restaurants that may accept me... except Red Velvet's. But I can't apply! Knowing that I've had done so many crazy and awful things in that cafe."You know Kath. Just come back to Rique's cafe," Mila said as she chooses a drink from the vending machine. "I'm sure that Rique will accept you.""But are you sure that he'll treat me well?" I said and took a sip from my coffee."He likes you," Mila said. I rolled my eyes heavenwards."Like me? Come on, Mila," I said."He just can't show it to you properly, Kath,"

The summer class has ended a day ago, but still, the pain hasn't. Things are getting absurd and I really don't like what's happening to me.And us.If I just didn't meet that guy that life could be much easier for me.But destiny makes its way to ruin my life."Just one more day," I said to myself. Of course. Just one more day of freaking pain and I might just burst out.Good thing the summer class has ended and all I need to do is to work at Red Velvet's the following day. I took a deep breath in and entered my room. It was peaceful and quiet and peaceful again. Why can't my life be like this room?  I sighed and sat on the edge of my bed, then, brought out my Psychology book. I've got the books to explain what's happening to me, but why can't I accept the fact that I have fallen in love with Drey?So deep, so hard, that I cannot even stand on my own feet. It was too fast. I don't know what to do.