Special Chapter: Drey

"You think you can already face it?" I remained mum as my therapist asks questions when I asked her if it'd be okay for me to attend Kathrina's wedding. At first it sounded bull--who'd invite someone who fucked her life before and think it'd probably be nice to watch you get married?

I was like... fuck off.

I was miserable as hell. I felt like she was mocking me for being miserable like this because I deserved it after screwing the hell out of her life.

Yeah, sure. I fucking deserve it.

My family didn't understand me first... that I almost wanted to cut ties with them, until I couldn't take it anymore and asked my psychiatrist to call for them and explain my situation. My mom was a doctor... until I think being one of the socialities sucked the soul out of her that she thought I was just joking just to escape the responsibilities.

I know I was partly responsible for how I turned out. I should've just proved myself to them in a way wherein I'd lead