Hopelessly Devoted To Loving You

　　Ryan was the CEO of an power company and it was my first day to be one of his assistants, he already had two others but one was leaving soon and I was his replacement, I was feeling so nervous, Ryan was one of the most powerful men in the world.　　My hands was sweating and shacking, well my whole body was sweating, I needed to pull myself together, I’ve only just arrived to the building, haven’t even started the day yet, I quickly ran to the loo to just dry my armpits under the hand dryer.　　“ Pull yourself together girl, you deserve this job, you worked hard to get here” I said to myself, then I left and made my way to Ryan’s office to find whom I’ll be working with.　　I knocked on the door of Ryan’s office and nervously looked around, no one was around, “ Am I late” I panicky said out loud, “fuck it” I opened the door to Ryan’s office.　　“ Ohh crap I’m so sorry, oh I mean ohh sugar I’m so sorry” I went bright red, I just walked in on Ryan fucking some women

　　Ring..ring..ring　　“What the hell is that noise” I looked around the room, “ ohh shit it’s my phone, I’m late” I quickly answered “ where are you Katie” Jess shouted down the phone “ I’m so sorry, I’m now on my way” I said back, she hanged up.　　I fell asleep on the sofa with my takeaway, it ended up in my hair and face, I jumped up ran to my bedroom, got changed as fast as I could, brushed my hair, put a fresh plaster on my head and headed out to work.　　I finally got to work, Jess was waiting for me as soon as I walked in “where the hell have you been, you’re really late, Ryan is already here, we are going to have to go straight to this office” “　　I’m so sorry, I over slept” I was replying to Jess before she cut me off, “I don’t want to hear it Katie, we need to go now”.　　We got to Ryan’s office, Luke was waiting for us “there you both are, come on, he wants to talk about what he is doing today”　　We all walked in, “hello sir, today’s meetings are at” L

　　I laid in bed feeling like the room was spinning, I couldn’t sleep and kept looking at Ryan’s business card, shall I ring him, shall I text him, shall I just try to sleep... I thought about it over and over.　　“Hey, it’s Katie” I text Ryan, then thrown my phone down on the bed, what have I done, a few minutes later my text alert went off, my heart started racing but why, I don’t even know what he texts back.　　“ Hello Katie, did you need help” Ryan text back, what do I reply? I want him to come over, would that be wrong of me to ask, is it bad.. fuck it.　　“ Yes I need help, I need you to help get me off ;)” I sent back then I needed to be sick all that alcohol has got to me.　　Beep..beep..beep, I woke up with a jump, it was my alarm I need to get ready for work, it was now Monday morning, and I never heard anything off Ryan after that text Friday night.　　What did I do? I can’t face him today but I had no choice, I would have to see him one day.　　I finall

　　We got back to his, the elevator doors opened straight to his apartment, we could barely take our hands of each other.　　We made our way to his bedroom, "god I want to fuck you so badly, I can't stop thinking about the first time I met you, walking in my office while I was fucking some women, I knew in that moment, I wanted to fuck you" Ryan said while looking into my eyes, making me feel like I could finally breathe for the first time in my life.　　I looked deep into his eyes, grabbed his hard cock through his trousers, "then show me how you want to fuck me" " okay you asked for it" Ryan replied.　　He picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him and kissed him, he placed me down at the top of the bed, started kissing my neck, while undressing me and moved down my body, I could feel myself getting shivers all over my body, my pussy getting wet with how turned on I was getting, then I felt Ryan buckle something round my ankles, I look down and see he had buckle some bar t

　　A few days had past and I didn't hear anything from Ryan, which pissed me off A little, was he really now not talk to me because I didn't want to fuck on his table, well screw him.　　I had plans to go out tonight with Jess, it was Christmas Eve and we was going to have a few Christmas drinks, well because fuck it, it's Christmas.　　I went to Jess's house for a few pre drinks before we went out for night, " Katie I want to tell you something, and as it's Christmas, we tell the truth at Christmas, I'm seeing someone"　　I think she was getting drunk already, "what happened to Luke and go on, who is it?" I asked, "me and him, just slowly stopped seeing each other as we was both so busy, his hours was so different now, I would barely see him and even getting a text of him would take days so we ended it and the new person, is a girl, well women I mean, I met her on a night out, I never thought about being with a women until now"　　"Ohh wow, what's her name, if you don't