Six

　　It’s been a few weeks since I embarrassed myself texting Ryan, I tried to avoid him when I could, I worked for him and he was the CEO of this company so it wasn’t easy but I tried my best.

　　It was the office Christmas party tomorrow, Jess wanted to go together, I agreed to go but I couldn’t help think this was a bad idea, what If I get drunk again, well I would like to think I have self-control, I’ll will just have a couple, I’ll be fine, right?

　　I laid In bed thinking about the party tomorrow, thinking about what to wear, if I need to eat beforehand or if there would be food, probably will be food there. I couldn’t sleep so I thought about texting Ryan to see if he would be coming but I don’t want to be told off again, even though Ryan was so sexy when he was angry, what was wrong with me, I can’t be thinking these things about him.

　　I got up and started watching Netflix on my laptop, until I finally passed out.

　　I got woken up by my phone ringing, "HHHello?"