Sixteen

　A week had past since Ryan went on a date with another women, He kept texting me, asking to let him explain but I didn't want to know right now, I was too hurt to listen to him.

　　I phoned work and told them, I really unwell, as I didn't want to see him right now, Jess emailed me over work I could do from home, then I got an email from Ryan giving me two weeks off sick. I think he knows I need some time to think. He must still like me.

　　some reason, I felt like I need a big change in my life so I got decorators in to redo my living room for me, I mean I am of work for two weeks, might as well have a change but the noise was getting to me, I couldn't work so I booked a room at a hotel to get some quite time to work.

　　I was making my way to my room, when I spotted Ryan in the lobby, I forgot sometimes work has meetings here, I quickly got into the elevator, Ryan must of spotted me, I hear him shout my name but I didn't stop and kept pushing my floor number on the buttons but the door