Chapter 102 : Month—One (2)

Samuel

I wasn't honestly expecting something like that. There's barely any word I can form to speak when she stares straight into my eyes with a blank face. Her voice barely shakes and her gaze doesn't even flinch.

This is not anything like Chrisanna.

Chrisanna is all about expressing. She doesn't believe in being or looking emotionless— cold and rough. She should have been nervous, scared, or hurt while saying such a huge thing to me. At least— to me!

I had seen changes in her behaviour lately but it's something painful to watch.

She keeps staring at me, waiting for an answer when I was completely spaced out. I shrug, clearing my throat.

"Okay"

"It's awful", she doesn't blink— and her voice is ice cold. She should be flinching and groaning in frustration and maybe in anger.

There's nothing!

"It's not awful", I exclaim, immediately sliding my palm around her jaw. "It's a way to heal you"

"Yeah. Just throwing away a part of my body isn't awful", she groans, making me unsettled.

"No.