My mother didn't say anything the whole drive. She was quiet and it bothered me so much that my head throbbed in turmoil and confusion. My mother's words hounded me as I also keep the track of traces to find more clues about her statement, hoping to seek an answer to her confusing message with hidden meaning underneath.My brows furrowed while thinking. Not until my mother lightly tapped my head."I know what's running inside your little mind," she chuckled. "Don't pay any attention to it. It will just make your head ache in pondering."Her chuckle gives me a sense of forbidding. It was like a Deja Vu when she locked me up inside my room when everything started and she was gone in a snap. What she did back then left a deep scar in my heart and now, it's slowly bleeding because of what she had said.Feeling cold over, my palms sweated a lot. A dreadful emotion blows me up with a bang that almost makes me wanna jump at her and question her about it. Nevertheless, I halted myself from be
She weakly pushed me away but I gripped her waist tighter, afraid that if I would let go, I won't see her ever again. And I'm deeply terrified at that thought.However, with all her strength, I was shoved away forcefully by her in the end. Now, there was a boundary in our post. Having this few distances away from her makes my eyes sting with tears. A painful tug in my heart gives me a wave of agony. Everything she does was plain torture for me.Yet, the look in her eyes made me shiver. The distress and suffering I felt thrived huger without cease."Stop being weak in front of me!" she scolded in a firm voice. "I told you to be brave and face everything onward without being vulnerable!""Mom... how can I act tough if I'm breaking inside?! How can I face everything bravely if the reason I'm breathing was in front of me... wishing me to run and leave her alone, dying because of me! Mom, how can you be so heartless?!" my voice broke at the same time, my heart shattered bits by bits.I'm
"You need to run faster, Xiomara! Run as fast as you can, and don't look back. Don't you ever stop running!" Sweats profusely rolled down to my face. I halted with heavy breathes when I heard her yell those words behind my back. "You can't die on me!" I screamed in pure madness as I faced her. Every fiber of my nerves was writhing in agony and shivers traveled through my spine when my eyes darted to her with begging. How can she think of sacrificing herself for me?! I was gritting my teeth while giving her a pleading stare. "You can't do this to me! You can't!" "Xiomara... go. Save yourself, please." her trembling hands weakly shoved me away. "W-we can still call for help and aid you," I muttered with a trembling voice. Her shaking hands touched my face. "I am far from s-saving. We b
Have you ever wondered what is good about rain? For my entire existence, the zeal feeling weeing rain makes me feel good that doesn't change a thing.Well, the fresh droplets of rain create a sense of calmness that soothes my body and gives me satisfying chills. Indeed magical.My lips weep down in a bold curve as I reminisce my teacher asking me one time why the rain makes me happy?And there's this me, answering with a pleased smile saying; rain produces a sound akin to white noise. The brain gets a tonic signal from white noise that decreases this need for sensory input, thus calming me down. Similarly, the bright sun tends to keep us stimulated.However, for today's weather, it's just gloomy. Poorly lit but not enough to rain, I guess. Yet still melancholy to my eyes."For how long will you stay there standing, Xiomara?"
I don't know what to do. I can't even think rationally about this matter. My head was full of confusion. A lot of questions were ruining my mind. Nevertheless, I can't get an answer to any of my queries 'cause who the fuck will give me the key for the overflowing elicit information I want?I don't even know if these walls were protecting me otherwise blocking my way to escape.My head was aching from all these occurrences that caught me off guard. It was hard to stay dumb after everything that happened earlier.Yet, I'm alone and held responsible for my survival. However, I don't know where to start. I felt like a speck of dust on the floor, waiting for the wind to take me from its paradise. If only I could be sweep away from this hole.I got up. My tears dried up in my cheeks that I didn't notice. I chewed my bottom lip, eyes were wandering around these walls, finding somethi
"What you witness is just a tip of an iceberg." Everything went into a noose. My breathing became a rope, knotted firmly, making my chest yanked downward and upward motion in a turbulent course.I blink momentarily before glancing at him. His face is waiting for me to speak up. But how? I can't even utter a single word because I'm fucking busy calming myself!My valor wasn't enough to face the danger ahead of us. Especially in this battle, I don't know how to defeat. Is there even a way how?Moreover, I sense like I wanted to throw up and smack my head multiple times. Everything I saw is making me insane in a hardcore way."How did you survive?"What the hell?! So, he's fucking speculating that I should be a frigid cadaver right now?"I don't even know how the hell this world ends up like this." I hissed and gritted my teeth as I looked away.
3 hours later...Military BaseManeuver Base of ExcellenceTo crown it all, it comes as no wonder that their military base was massive. I was flabbergasted at how modern everything was. My eyes were greatly filled with stupefaction as I kept company with them inside.O-okay? Their military headquarters are hubs of activity, with facilities for housing, operations, cooking and dining, hygiene, equipment maintenance and storage, and even medical care and treatment. These expansive military camps can surely support populations of people.Too bad, half of humanity was undead, I supposed. I grimaced at that thought."Do you have enough food for these people?" I jolted a bit when his eyes squinted and darted at me.Damn it.My tongue protrudes and unconsciously lick my lower lip, and then blink. Not once but twice. My palms glistened with sweats too.
"I'm coming with you." I declared, showing tenacious zeal in my eyes."Silly, stubborn woman. And what can you do when everything muck up, huh? Trot and redeem your ass out and leave others behind?!" My eyes arraigned at him.This rough-hewn!"I'm coming with you and I don't accept fucking no!""Wow. You're ordering me now, huh? Who the fuck are you to decide?""Damn it, you jerk! I need to go with you to save my mom!" His eyes doubted me like he's validating the entire circumstances and my bidding."Your mom might be dead."That's it. Everything came dubious and I found myself in front of him as my knuckles hushed up in his damn face! It almost rip him off the ground. That was an arduous punch."Fuck you! Fuck you! She's not fucking dead!" He captured my hands and I winced when he tucked my arms behind my back.