The Rain Princess

They say once we are given something, no matter what, it is gonna be taken back again and again, nothing is granted to last , not life nor death . Because in life and death we shall always part , it is a journey full of mysteries , isnot it? In life, we live so full just to simply die , that makes me question are we even alive in the first place , or the fateful truth we are just dead dreaming to be alive . we don't own life and we donot own death , we basically have nothing but the last moments we spent before the clock ticks . As much as you enjoy loving someone , as much as you fall in love with someone , you sooner or later you are going to fall out of it ,nothing stays the same , time can kill it .... slowly . Not by your own free will ? i wonder what can we do ? nothing !! As not even our hearts , belong to us , so nothing really lasts not love nor life nor death ?! so what is left really for us ? They say you live only for the thing you miss the most , the thing that y

 And I couldn't solve it .I took it to bed with me maybe there's something I can do, at least I took something finally to bed , hope it could escalate to be someone one day but I guess it would never happen. all my tryings , all were in vain ,my trying to solve the cube of course, what did get in your head any way , I meant the cube !I tried alot , and I am dying of fatigue. I yawned alot , maybe I deserve a nap and later when I wake up , I will solve my puzzle , sure I will.oh no oh no here we go again.I am going to that dream again .here we go again .the same settings and the same dream, looks like I did book it for two nights in a raw , lucky me , exclusively , and now the brown crawlers are holding me tighter, tighter than ever and starting to grab me down , beneath the ocean's dark surface , I can't escape their grip , my head barely above the surface and the small breaking waves hitting my face , my

so I started to follow the little branch dancing right and left , like a brown rattle snake in mating season I would say .the branch became two then three then bunches of branches all going and leading me some where, and I am following it out of curiosity, if I stop to look behind me , they grap and push me forward, as the way became baved for me all trees making a way even pushing rocks , Shrubberies coming closer to each other leaving enough space for me to pass through,  I looked behind to see all my trace is being erased , even the rocks are being build in a wall behind me by the branches , it did give me chills of creep but somehow i felt the greatness of it .this forest used to have the most terrible reputation over the years , even mom feared it , they said no animal can walk within it , it's lifeless , you hear no bird chirping ,no nothing at all ,  just the wind whistle throught the leaves of dead trees ,it is more lik

then he turned to me while drawing a dazzling smile on his face .....Once I saw him looking at me like this and smiling , I heaved a sigh , deep deep deep inside...now how can I save my stained dignity , should I start running ?I hope he doesn't stuck my face in anyone's *ss for real , not even his , oh what I am thinking?"l.... I want to say ..."I said while trying my best not to look at his face , trying to resist the shimmering drops of peppery air between us , drawing valleys on his hard rigged skin like moist clam , and I like clams , yeah thinking like this just made things worst in my mind .I didn't know what to say , I lost it , my words somewhere , I can't talk , I just need to focus and stop these feelings that drives blindly , why i am doing all of this because I saw a man ,like its my first time seeing one , besides who is he??." so did

Before entering that huge tibetan castle.as the air was hitting me in a vain try to wake me up from my coma , I struggled to look back at him , as my mind and soul were drowning in shame , I saw what seemed like a scar trace , a burning scar to be specific in the shape of a tree branches reaching to his shoulders and wrapping through his muscled rigid neck .For a moment , I wasnot there , i felt like i was carried to another distance , under hypnosis I think i became , by just looking at his scar. We reached our destination...... Once we arrived, the gates were being opened for us very quickly ,soldiers came in a coordinate organisation surronding us , and baving the way across those fancy gates .soldiers bowed to him in so much respect, he got off the horse in one jump and looked at me by the side of his eyes , I saw one girl , very well dressed like a princess maybe , came running to him hugging him while he went fo