Forest of answers. Part 6.

then he turned to me while drawing a dazzling smile on his face .....

Once I saw him looking at me like this and smiling , I heaved a sigh , deep deep deep inside...

now how can I save my stained dignity , should I start running ?

I hope he doesn't stuck my face in anyone's *ss for real , not even his , oh what I am thinking?

"l.... I want to say ..."

I said while trying my best not to look at his face , trying to resist the shimmering drops of peppery air between us , drawing valleys on his hard rigged skin like moist clam , and I like clams , yeah thinking like this just made things worst in my mind .

I didn't know what to say , I lost it , my words somewhere , I can't talk , I just need to focus and stop these feelings that drives blindly , why i am doing all of this because I saw a man ,like its my first time seeing one , besides who is he??.

" so did they brought you here ?" he said with that same tone and same voice of my dreams , i froze then looked at him and gazed .

What is supposed to mean anyway.

that changed my mood and widened my eyes.

"what , where did this came from ?"

he looked at me wondering .

is he playing with me??

"who are they , answer me !!!!" I said

"why I am here ?!!!"

I said it with all astonishment drawn in face, how did I dream about what he was going to say and his voice I recalled it precisely , it is the man voice of my dreams !!!!!.

he came to me and clinched my arms by both of his hands so tight that I felt like he tied me with chains not hands , yet it didn't hurt at all but I couldn't escape his grasp to my soul rather than my hands .

"do you remember, do you ??? "

"do you remember, do you ??? "

"do you remember, do you ??? "

he asked me repeatedly but I wasn't answering right away , he was so close , so close that my mind went blank , his breaths were warm , hitting the skin of me like fumes of rusty chimney .

but remember what exactly ,does he mean my dream , but I only dreamed it .

" remember what I don't get it , leave me please , I need to go....I can't stay." I whispered softly

"remember me "....he said and looked at me with saddness climbing back to his eyes...

"you .....don't ...."

he stopped talking for a while ,and started taking back his hands with little sarrow crawling on his face..

"I will never let you go , you are my answer , Muons " he whispered.

suddenly the sun light started to fade like a drop of ink in a blooded milk , erased quickly , and a cold wind blew for a second that froze everything around us , even my finger tips and my breath became shallow and cold, , I started to shake from coldness while he didn't blink but was alert , I can tell , the wind stopped , everything was flying around us dropped frozen dead to the grounds all dirt , leafs and insects even the poor twigs .

"we have to go ,NOW ,something is going on and I don't feel safe for you to be here " he said with seriousness even i agreed to him without argument.

he whistled 4 times , and a midnight raven horse came running, and didn't stop really, he ran near him and he rode it , he reared it ,and guided him to me .

" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" I remembered it in my mind .

I rode with him not questioning, rather but thinking .....

before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off the horse , and I went to it while his horse was starled so much , unable to stand still .