Curious fingertips on dangerously soft skin.
-Unknown.|I R I S|I ran faster than I ever did for my life, passing the large trees touching the sky I stopped when the hotel came in my view.Turning around, I looked for him but there was no sign of the monster running after my life. Still, not letting my guards down, I immediately rushed inside the hotel and locked my room once I was inside it.Resting my back against the door, I panted everything that happened just a few minutes ago, flashing in front of my eyes.His dangerous grey eyes holding the coldness of the world and those blue eyes begging one second to be saved and looking black at me with nothing in the the next second.My heart beat is racing like crazy, refusing to calm down and give me relief. I found myself struggling to breath as if someone's invisible fingers are wrapped around my throat squeezing the life out of me and I can't do anything about it.Helpless blue eyes.Lots of Blood.Terrifying grey eyes.Gun shot.Lifeless blue eyes.Those 5 things flashing again and again in my head and I fell on my knees on the floor, holding my head between my hands begging mentally to escape these thoughts and visuals.Tears streamed down my face without any limit, without any curb. I cried to the extent that I started hiccuping and soft sobs left my lips again and again until I went unconscious on the cold floor under me.The terror in my mind overpowered my ability to not feel the coldness my body soaked from the chilly floor.---"When did you returned last night?" Tori asked when I was packing my bag to leave the place as soon as possible. I woke up early in the morning with the nightmares of last night. My body still starts shivering whenever the memory of last might hit my mind. My eyes gets glossy and I wanted to do nothing else than curling up in a ball and cry my heart out.But I composed myself in front of Tori. I am not ready to talk about what happened last night. Specially, not to Tori. She gets scared easily amd I am not planning on passing my terror to her."Iris!" She snapped her fingers in front of my face bringing me back into the world of reality."What's wrong?" She asked noticing the absent - minded look on my face."Nothing." I lied, flatly, while a thousand of thoughts rushed in my mind. The screams I want to let out are eating my brain from inside, giving me a headache."Iris, You-" Tori was cut off mid sentence by the announcement that asked all the students to gather in the hall.Quickly, I closed the zip of the bag before Tori and I headed out of my temporary room with our bags, gathering other 29 students in the hall.Everyone was chatting in the hall and the noise didn't helped with the headache I was already feeling. I stood without saying a word trying to stay with the people surrounding me and not wander in the thoughts of last night."Good morning, students." Miss Clara, the head of our group greeted and all the students greeted back in unison except me. I am too tired to speak or listen."Time to get back to your studies." She said with a big smile resting on her face as she directed her words to every student present in the hall.She started counting the number of students present in the hall. Once she came to the end, there was a confusing frown on her face."There are only 29 students." She stated, confused, as she looked around to see if she missed anyone. But she didn't. Everyone in the hall started counted again and all of them finished at 29."Who is missing?" Miss Clara asked and students looked around them to notice the absence of that one particular student.This one incident made me realise how people don't even notice their friend's presence until they are needed to be noticed.I wonder when will the presence of that boy without blue eyes would be needed. I wonder if they will even find out the body of him. I hope not. I don't want anyone to see what I saw."Ray is missing." One of the boy shouted from the crowd and everyone agreed with him.Ray?I think I've heard this name somewhere.But where?Time to pay, Ray.The words rang louder in my head to remind me of the incident last night.Ray!So, the boy who died in front of me was Ray. My classmate."Where is he?" Miss Clara asked, annoyance pretty evident in her voice."He went out last night and didn't returned." Another boy from the crowd answered with a loud voice to be heard."Boys now a days." She muttered, annoyingly, rubbing her temple with her fore fingers.The boy she is annoyed by right now, is not breathing anymore. And, his lifeless eyes came back to haunt my reality.I hold back the tears in my eyes as I fight between the options of exposing the scene that unfolded in front of me last night or should I keep my mouth shut for the sake of another life. My life."I can't deal with this right now." She announced with a hint of irritation in her voice.I witnessed a murder. The murder of the boy who once studied in the same class as me. The boy who was just same as my age. The boy who begged me to save him. The boy who is being misunderstood right now, just because everyone thinks that people who don't obey are rebellious and vainglorious.What if it was me instead of him? Just the bare thought of being on the receiving end of that bullet sent shivers down my spine.What if it was me who wanted to be saved? The flashbacks of facing death so close from last might hit me amd sweat droplets formed on my forehead.What if someone was talking ill when I was dead? I would've wanted to scream to defend myself. I would wanted to be remembered for good. Not mis-assumptions.I looked around the people surrounding me now. The people who aren't going to end my life. The people I am safe with. He wouldn't kill me between these people. He can't. I ran last night and left him behind, forever.I gathered the courage to speak out the truth and took a deep breath before starting, "I kno-" my mouth clamped shut and my eyes widened in shock, when a very familiar voice reached my ears."Sup, little cat." I heard him whisper in my ear from behind. His voice laced with nothing but danger, froze me in my tracks.Unexpressed emotions will never die. They are buried alive and will come forth later in uglier ways. - Sigmund Freud.|I R I S|"Sup, little cat." I heard him whispering in my ear from behind. His voice laced with nothing but danger freezing me in my tracks.Chills ran down my spine when I realised how close I was standing to my end. I couldn't help but go rigid in my place. His face was so close to my back that I could hear him breathing right behind me. Tears threatened to fall down my cheeks but I controlled them. I can't cry. I won't. There are people. He can't do any harm. He can't kill me. He won't kill me. I chanted in my head to assure myself of my safety between these people who are talking shit about Ray who isn't here and is dead. They are all blaming him for making us all late but no one is thinking about the things that could have gone wrong with him. Terror slowly seeped inside my body just by the mere presence of the monster stan
I do not suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it. - Edgar Allan Poe.|L O R E N Z O|"Why not just kill her?" Mason, my right hand questioned as I made a drink for myself. His question was straight and logical but what he didn't knew was that my sister is coming to meet his brother today. And, I don't want to be covered in blood when my sister will see me. Taking a sip of the drink that burned my throat and inside as it drowned deeper. "Aleeza is coming." I answered his questions and he shut his mouth in understanding. "But what did she do?" Rowan asked, more like demanded. "She witnessed a murder." I told him and took another sip of my drink. Rowan kept staring at me for more explanation and I wanted to flip him off but decided otherwise. I don't want tk be in a sour mood when Aleeza arrives. "I committed." I added for him. "Done," Lucas said when he returned from locking the woman with big violet eyes. I've never seen eyes like hers
They have promised that dreams can come true, but forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams, too. -Oscar Wilde. |I R I S|The basement room where they locked me in is scary. The walls here are painted with the blood of people who died at the hands of this monster. The air around me is suffocating and it is hard to stay calm when you can hear the piercing scream of another person from a few rooms away. I wonder how he is getting treated and how old he is. I wonder what he did to be here.Hugging my knees to my chest, I pushed myself in one deep corner of the room. Right now taking every next breath feels like a bliss. Because I don't know when would I stop E breathing and it would all end here without me achieving all I wanted to in my life. Just because I thought I had enough time. The room isn't completely dark but the only source of light in this death trap is the ray of light that is reaching to me through the small window. And, I have suddenly grown paranoid of dark. "Are
The devil does not come dressed in a red cape and pointy horns. He comes as everything you've ever wished for. - Tucker Max. |L O R E N Z O|Everyone enjoys different things, different genre, different music, I enjoy watching people bleed when their face show the terror I made them feel. It gives me power. It assures me that I am the one with power and not the other way. I have never craved anything in my life like I live for power. And, the screams of the man who tried to mess with me sounds like the most soothing music right now. Aleeza is sleeping in her room peacefully while I on the other hand am taking a walk in my basement to see the suffering of people I caused at midnight. My feets came to a halt when my eyes fell on the woman lying down on the floor with her knees brought up to her chest. I recognized her from the night when she witnessed me murdering a 21 year old boy. He was an asshole. A fucking asshole who was taking pleas
And, all of a sudden she felt really tired. Like the world has drained her for everything that she had. -Unknown. |I R I S|The night passed quickly and surprisingly enough, I found myself covered with a blanket in the morning when I woke up. There was no one else that came to my mind other than Rowan who could have done that. Because, of course, the people here aren't saint who provides blanket and food to the people they have kidnapped. I am starting to think that maybe Rowan isn't as bad as thought of him to be. But it's only been one day and the image of their friend killing a boy of my class is imprinted in my mind which makes it hard to believe anyone associated with him. His heart didn't melted when the boy was begging him. He didn't even flinched when he shot him in the head and he didn't hesitated when he pointed the gun at me to kill me. "I can't believe him." I heard a feminine voice that echoed through the hall of the basement before it reached me. Is she another pr
Our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. -Edgar Allan Poe.|L O R E N Z O|"What on Earth do you think you brought her here for?" I called from behind and all three of their heads turned towards me. Aleeza looked furious when met my eyes and Rowan looked like he would support her in everything right now. Lucas couldn't care less about the matter right now as he ignored everyone. My eyes stopped when they met her violet ones. Her eyes widened in terror and I noticed how she deliberately but quickly took steps back. I couldn't help the smirk that overtook my face when I realised the terror I fill people with just by my presence. "What on Earth was she in basement for?" Aleeza seethed and the way her eyes were shooting daggers in my direction and the way her jaw is clenched, I am pretty sure she is furious right now. "To die," I answered simply as I made my way towards them. "Shut up, Lorenzo." Aleeza warne
Why do we cling to what we loose while we ignore what we still hold? -Steven Erikson. |I R I S|"Don't be scared. You're safe now." Rowan reassured and I was starting to believe at these two. "Yup." Aleeza said popping the 'p' as she settled the tray of snacks on the bed in front of me. I am really hungry. I have barely ate anything from last two days. Even the food Rowan brought me last night didn't do anything for my lost appetite. But now when I have some hope that I could be safe. Like, maybe, just maybe, I can live. I am suddenly starving. "This is your room." Aleeza informed me when I took one snack from the tray and put it in my mouth enjoying the crunchy taste on my tongue. I closed mt eyes and devoured the taste of the delicious food. "Thank you." I thanked her with a genuine smile on my lips. I don't remember the last time I smiled with all those chaos going on in my life. Aleeza returned my smile and I turned my head to Rowan, "Th
He was a man of black and white. And, she was color. All the color he had. -Fredrick Backman. |L O R E N Z O|My eyes fluttered open in the morning when I saw that the sun has already rose. Groaning, I got up from the warm embrace of my bedsheet, stretching my body. I ran a lazy hand through my messy blond hairs. Sliding the curtain to one side, I took in the sunrays that tried to reach me through the glass window. My eyes feel down on Aleeza and the little cat who were sitting in the garden, talking like two lost friends. Aleeza did the most of talking Iris only gave her small smile in return every now and then. "Admiring the view?" Lucas spoke and I found him standing beside me. I don't even know when he came here. His eyes focused on the girls sitting in the garden. "Nothing to admire, Lucas." I said turning around from the window and throwing a t-shirt over my head, covering my naked upper body. "Come on, she is so fucking gorgeous." Lucas