It is now two months into married life and so far it has been perfect. I know it won’t always be like this so I’m enjoying it while I can. I know the future is unknown. I know there will be fights and arguments. I know there will be times when I’m cranky and Tank won’t want to deal with me. Or I will get tired of Tank’s shit and want to avoid him. Or countless other things that will come up. And that is ok. I’m in it for the long hall and will face each problem as it comes. You are probably wondering what has happened in the last two months.
Well, for starters Tank took me to a remote cabin in the woods for our honeymoon. We stayed five wonderful days doing nothing but cuddling, talking, and making love more times than I can count. We got to know each other both physically and mentally. I w
EpilogueLillyIt feels like these seven months flew by. Right now we are having a big barbeque at the club. No special reason other than the weather was nice and we wanted to. I would be having a great time if my back weren’t killing me but we will get back to that later. Let me update you on what has happened over the past months.Let’s start with Constantine and Brit. They both went to trial where Tank and I had to testify. Constantine was cocky throughout the whole thing thinking his name was going to keep him out of trouble. Since he was part of the Reynolds family he thought that was all it took to keep him from going to prison. Boy was he wrong. The evidence was stacked against him including a recording of when I went and talked to him when he first got arrested. Br
LillyIt has been eleven months since the Reckless Renegades rescued me from the Reapers. They took me in and gave me a safe place to recover. Physically I was healed in a matter of weeks. Emotionally was another story. I don’t think I will ever truly get over something like that but I’m definitely getting better. I don’t have as many nightmares as I did when I first got here. I used to have them every night. It was so bad Ace, Viper or Lug Nut would sleep in the room with me to calm me down. Something about the smell of their kutte. It was warm leather and a light lemon scent of the stuff they used to care for their kuttes. It made me feel safe. It would calm me almost instantly. Now I’m down to a couple times a month, so that isn’t too bad. Let me tell you what happened so you will understand. I was given to the Reapers by my guardian.
TankI see Lug Nut come out of the playroom where I know Lilly and the twins are. She always goes in there when she watches the twins here. I don’t normally pay attention because the brothers go in there to say hi to the boys. He is picking her up tonight? Is he taking her out? Like a date? Lug Nut doesn’t date and neither does Lilly. It isn’t club-related I would know. I can’t stand when some of my brothers or prospects touch her. I want to rip their arms off for putting their hands on her. You are probably wondering why I give a shit. It’s because I know every move Lilly makes. Most of the time whether I want to or not. Most people around here think I can’t stand the girl and I keep it that way. But it is furthest from the truth. When I rescued Lilly all those months ago as soon as I had her in my arms it just felt right. Like that was where she bel
LillyLug Nut and Neil take me to a bar outside of town where the band plays every Thursday night. We have to get the owner's approval for me to be there since I’m underage. When we pull up the place looks deserted. Lug Nut says it’s because the bar isn’t open yet and the only people here are the ones needed to get it ready to open. Neil goes in first, then Lug Nut and I follow. I’m looking around to get a feel for the place. I see the stage in the front with a dance floor right in front. Small two to three-person tables are just behind the dance floor in a u shape. Six-person booths line the sidewalls and a sunken bar takes up the whole back wall. There are a few waitresses setting up the tables and light cleaning up. There is one bartender behind the bar checking its stock. The bar is where the guys find Harris, the guy they want to meet. “ Harris, buddy. Can
TankI’m sitting at the bar in the afternoon having a beer. Brit is sitting on my lap rubbing her boney ass against me trying to get my dick to rise. I’ve got one of my hands up her tiny shirt playing with one of her tits. Trying to get going but it isn’t working. Brit can try all she wants my dick doesn’t move unless I think of Lilly. I don’t want to think of Lilly at all. I need to get her out of my head. It is hard when she is around the club all the time. Or was until about two and half weeks ago. Now I notice she spends a lot of time with Lug Nut. At least three times a week. I don’t want to notice how much time she is spending with my brother. I don’t want to notice how she lights up when he comes here to pick her up to take her to wherever they go. Fuck. Why can’t I let her go? I haven’t even touched her and she is all I can t
Lug Nut The guys and I are sitting in the living room of what used to be Merigold’s house. Now that she is married and she has moved out she lets Lilly live here. While Anna is upstairs helping Lilly get dressed, I fill them in on what happened today. And how Lilly will have extra protection wherever she goes. I send Goof ahead to Harry’s to scope it out. Neil, Connor, Dez, Rick, and Steve volunteer to help keep an eye on Lilly at the bar and during rehearsals. Any extra eyes on her I’m more than happy to have.Anna comes down a few minutes later. “ Ok. Lilly will be down in a minute. She is a little nervous about the outfit so be nice.” We all nod. It isn’t like we are going to hurt Lilly’s feelings. I hear Lilly coming down the stairs so I turn my head. What I see makes my jaw drop to the floor. I fol
TankI finally took Ace’s advice and took a long over do shower. Brit tried to follow but I got rid of her. I know in my gut something is going on with Lilly. I knew it when they went into Prez's office and the feeling got worse when the rest of my brothers went into the room we hold church in for a meeting. A meeting they didn’t tell me about or want me involved in. When my Prez doesn’t want me in a meeting I know I have fucked up bad. I need to get my head out of my ass. I’m letting my club down. I am letting myself down.Today they are having another meeting that I wasn’t called in for. About thirty minutes after they went into church they all came out. They stop at Prez’s office to grab Lilly and the Prospect Goof. When they get to the bar Thor, Axel, Rowdy and Ace sit down and gr
TankTwo days ago I saw Lug going around to several of my brothers asking them to come to a bar just on the outside of town called Harry’s. I have been there a few times. It isn’t a bad place and is on neutral ground. Doesn’t matter what colors you wear, you are welcome as long as you don’t start shit. It isn’t one our usual haunts so I’m curious as to why Lug wanted damn near half the club to come here. The only thing I heard him say was that there was something he wanted to show them. For months I have been trying to find out what is going on with my club but not a single person that knows will tell me shit. I know it involves Lilly. She has been heavily guarded in the club house and she always has a brother and a prospect with her. But tonight I’m hoping that whatever Lug Nut has to show my brothers will tell me what is going on.&nbs