Chapter 0003

"What?" I stuttered while shaking my head no. I haven't spoken to my sister in eight years, before that we stopped being close since Xavier and her started being serious. I put my head in my hands and continue saying no under my breath. I look up at Paul before saying,

"She can't be dead, your lying he made you say this to make me come back!!!!!!!" I yell while punching Paul in chest.

"I wish I was lying Athena, but the Luna" he shakes his head while looking down at me a flash of anger crosses his eyes at saying Luna, but that can't be right he's talking about my sister his Luna, but before I can examine it, it disappeared. "Your sister was killed by rougues one week ago" Paul said

At that point I just dropped to my knees, my shoulders shaking so hard from my sobs. How can this be happening, she can't be dead we are twins I would have felt our connection break, you see when you are an identical twin and werewolf you have this special connection kind of like mate but without the attraction part, but I learned how to block it so there was no way Anna could contact me once I left because I knew she would and come straight for me, but I would have I have felt her death. Guilt wracks my body at having ignored the connection with my twin.

"How is she dead? I would have felt it, I didn't feel anything. This can't be happening" I was saying talking to myself while forgetting Dylan and Paul was still here

"I haven't felt her wolf in eight years" Selena said

"Because we blocked it"

"No Athena I haven't felt a connection towards her in eight years"

"God Dammit why didn't you say anything"

"I'm sorry Athena, I was going through my own heartbreak, I wasn't myself I locked myself away from you and her wolf"

I just shook my head I knew where she was coming from I couldn't be mad at her. We were both struggle during that time.

"Once you left the pack and broke the connection with your family you broke your connection with Anna also" Dylan said, that does not make sense i I broke my connection with the pack not with my sister even though I blocked her, if she would have died I would have felt it, but Even my wolf didn't feel hers, it just doesn't make sense.

I looked up at him telling him with my eyes to tell me that this is all a bad dream that she is not dead and they are here because they wanted to see how I was doing after eight years and that after we caught up we would go out and have some beers and I would waste the rest of my money on drinks, but looking into his eyes and seeing the pity and sadness then looking into Paul's eyes reflecting the same I knew that this was not a nightmare it was my reality.

"When is her funeral" I said.

"In two days" Dylan said.

"Why two days? She died a week ago she should have had a funeral already." I said confused. In our tradition, we bury the wolves that past within two days so the soul of the wolf can be given to new life by the moon goddess.

"The Alpha didn't want to have one untill we found you, we have been looking for you for a long time Athena we have searched every pack even in Europe, untill your brother told us to search within humans, once we started searching we saw a picture of you in an ad for cleaning service and we came straight here" Paul said. I wonder which brother figured that out.

While he was talking all that was running through my mind was what the Alpha wanted. Xavier was looking for me? They have been looking at me for a long time? How long? He wanted me there for what? To throw in my face that it was all my fault that shes dead because I left? To throw in my face that even in death he will still love her and deny me? What could he possibly want for me to go there he could have buried her a week ago. I just sat on the floor having a mental break down. If Paul and Dylan never came for me I would have never known. I would still be living with the humans like no time has passed and believing everyone has been living happy lives. Although my sister died I can't stay there,I just can't. I will go to the funeral, be there for my family, mourn my sister and then leave, there is nothing there for me anymore and nothing can keep me there.

"I have to pack" I said in a montone voice, I felt numb I don't know if this is my body preparing itself for more heart break that I know is coming once I step back into Hawaii becuase of my sisters death or if it's my body getting ready for the battle that I'm about to have with Xavier.

" I know I haven't been there a lot for the past years, but I will be there for you now Athena like I should have been."

"Thank You Selena. I love you."

"I love you too, my beautiful human." she says back.

Dylan and Paul just nodded while I walked into my room to start packing. I'm packing to go back home to my sisters funeral, I'm packing to go back home to my family who I haven't spoken to in eight years, I'm packing to go back home to my ex mate and my heartbreak, I'm packing to go back home.

The question is if I'm ready for it. You can best bet that I'm not, but it's time to come face to face with my past.