I guess it's time to add a baby to the mix

“do you want to go for shopping after this?." Kylee asked me, holding my hand and giving it a squeeze.

Perhaps, it was her way of trying to soothe the calm that was now stuffing the waiting room. Gabriel on the other hand was a ghost, his hands were in his pocket and he was leaning on the wall and gazing out of the window. Thankfully, there was a window there, or I wouldn't know how else he would contain the emotions coursing through his vein.

He was looking outside, to indulge his mind in something else and to distract it from the moment at hand. He was watching other people, without a smile or frown. I remember the last time we had come for a test, how he had been disappointed but had acted as if he didn't feel crushed.

If this one turned out to be a negative, I would not go for a pregnancy test until i was certain, until my belly was beginning to have a bump. I wouldn't want to pass through the waiting, the hoping and the crushing.

I wanted this too, I did not know it had come to