chapter 194

"You know that just like you guys get to fuck each other when I'm not around sometimes, Edward and

I end up screwing without you. So what?

It's usually a thing of impulsive horniness and opportunity, not a statement of possessiveness. We all

know it happens, and I don't think any one of us is resentful when it does?"

She keeps staring at him until he shakes his head.

"I won't deny that I had a hell of a great time yesterday. We fucked a lot and it was great, we did a

couple of things that I've started to miss a little, and a few more I didn't even realize I wanted to do

that badly. But, quite frankly, I think the only reason I felt remotely glad you weren't around the whole

time was because I didn't want to worry about you feeling weird about any of it, because I needed to

let go and have not a care in the world in order for it all to feel as good as it did in the end. I would

have loved to share all of it with you if I'd thought you would have appreciated it all as much as