"Good morning, ma’am," the hospital secretary greeted me happily.Although her happiness was surprising, I just smiled back at her and nodded slightly in respect."Good morning/ Good morning, Azaia," my every fellow nurse I meet greeted me smilingly."Good morning," I whispered back to them and grimaced secretly.I am hoping all is well.I'm off at work today so I planned to see Xenoah again. I was already taking the elevator up to the right floor where Xenoah was when Mrs. Duque, our head nurse, also boarded.She smiled sweetly at me. "Good morning Azaia," she mumbled.Another person started her day happily."Good morning, too," I replied politely.Her smile was still there as she watched me intently."Is there any problem?" I'm hesitant to ask because she's already creeping me out.Couldn't he have been gay because of my beauty?She chuckled and shook her head."Nothing, it's just I'm happy for you," she sincerely said.I restrained myself not to frown in astonishment.Yesterday, sh
"Cheers!" I shouted happily to my friends as our glasses slammed shut.I just opened a bar business so we are happy to celebrate today."You only are missing a daughter," Daevon teased me before approaching Andrei for a high five.I smirked and shook my head in disapproval."Girl? Tsk! I don't need that. It's just a hassle," I stated and drink my shot.They both laughed."Virgin," they said in unison.I glared at them."Just preventing from getting AIDS,” I uttered.Andrei's lips twitched as he looked at me."Don't you know how delicious heaven is?" laughing he says."Porn videos are enough," I said."Damn it," they both hissed and laughed.I could do nothing but smile.I never bed anyone in my life. As I was growing up, Mommy always reminded me the importance of women so maybe that is how I felt.I will never bed someone I do not love.They continued to tease me while I was just drinking until I didn't realize how many bottles I had."I'll just pee," I said to the two boys who were b
Maybe our destiny is really tied to each other.I was busy drinking my rum when a familiar girl walked in. She looks drunk. No, she's literally drunk.She talked with my staff but she lost her balance in the middle of talking. Fortunately, I caught her quickly.Her eyes were tired as she looked at me."Nine-inches guy," she unconsciously uttered.I laughed softly and shook my head."Damn baby. You're drunk," I said and then she fell asleep.I immediately picked her up in a bridal style and carried her out. I put her in my car and fastened her seatbelt.I picked up my phone and then texted Daevon to inform him that Azaia's with me. I found out that all the girls that we are into are friends with each other.I brought her to my condo and cleaned her up. I restrained myself not to do something as I dressed and wiped her. I badly want to kiss her but I know it's not a good move.My vision darkened even more the moment I focused on her wrist. My jaw tightened as I touched each stroke of he
Four years.I counted in my thoughts while staring at a tall building standing in front of me.My lips curled into a bitter smile. It’s been four years yet this is still the place where I keep falling. I let out a deep sigh then walked towards the entrance of the house. I was about to ring the doorbell when I noticed it wasn’t locked. I decided to just come in.As soon as my eyes landed towards the interior, I felt the same vibe. I sadly smile.Nothing changed.My eyes automatically roamed around in search of him yet I did not find anything.My legs brought me towards the stairs, touching the same wooden yet smooth edges of the handle. “Bjorn?” I called out, slowly tiptoeing towards the steps.“Ahh! Faster babe!” Upon reaching the top, my heart immediately pounded hard. I was hearing familiar voices echoing throughout the hallway of the floor. “Yes! Fuck!”Slowly, my knees started trembling. Tears wanting to escape my eyes yet I continued to walk forward to his room—no, our room.My h
I did not realize that I had fallen asleep looking back. It was past one o'clock in the afternoon when I woke up.I started tidying up the room before taking a shower and fixing myself up.I stared at myself in the mirror.'Back to your old life, Azaia.'I thought and took a deep breath. I slowly went out and felt the house.I couldn't hear any noise, maybe my husband had left.I went down and went to the kitchen to prepare a food, but I was dumbfounded when I found a lots of alcohol in the fridge instead.I have no option in the end, but to go back in my room and decided to buy some stocks.I didn't even bother to get dressed because all my clothes are long sleeves. Just different colors and designs.I left the house and waited for a taxi to board. Soon there was a taxi so I stopped it immediately."Manong at the Manzato Mall," I politely said to the driver when I entered the car."Okay, Maam," he replied and started driving.I adjusted my seat and just focused my eyes on the road. A
It's been a month since I came back. I don't know if I can called it freedom— I can leave the house ,but his staff always following me.Like before, he often brought a woman home and moaned incessantly as if no one else could hear, then he would go to my room to hurt me afterwards.I am not numb, it hurts, it fvcking hurts physically and mentally but what can I do?Nothing ..I could do nothing but stay with him because of our son. I don't have anyone in my life. My parents are dead and all the property they left me as well as the company is managed by Bjorn. I don't have any fvcking knowledge how to run a company so I gave him the company before we got married. I guess I'm regretting it now although the company's doing good.Love?I don't know if it's still there but I'm still hoping that one day we can still fix this mess for the sake of our son.Rafael ..Thinking of our son makes me sad and happy at the same time.What does he look like?Is he living well?Is he healthy?Is he bei
"Where are you going?" Bjorn greeted me when I went out the room.I was a little surprised because he seemed to be really waiting for me to come out. Over the course of a few weeks my body re-accustomed to his pain every time he got drunk.I secretly watched him. Somehow I breathed a sigh of relief because he was not drunk. Because he's more violent when he's drunk, he doesn't really stop hurting me until I feel weak."At Ayesha. One of my friends I told you before on the phone," I stammered nervously.Yes, in those four years I still manage to connect with him through text. Though he's always cursing me in reply.I stiffened when he move forward and touch my face."Let's fvck before you leave," he said without hesitation as if the thing he was asking for was worthless.My heart beat faster with nervousness especially when he stared into my eyes.My throat went dry that I couldn't manage to speak.He did not wait for my answer and leaned me against the wall."B-Bjorn," I said when he
I'm currently watching a movie when my phone rang. I looked at it on the table and took it to answer when I saw the name of my friend, Ayesha. It's been almost a week since we last met, even though I always wanted to visit her to avoid my husband, I knew that it would be different for Bjorn. ‘She's back. Come here to the house and we will go to the bar together.’ She was silent when I answered the phone. I automatically stamp my feet as disapproval. I'm not fond of bars after what happened years ago, but I can't stand them. They are the only ones I have right now. "I'll be there in an hour. I just have to do something, " I said and ended the call. I sighed heavily as I stared at my phone. I bit my lower lip and start creating a message for Bjorn. I'm going somewhere. I will be with Ayesha and Cassandra, the two friends I am when I'm in America. If you couldn't remember, Cassandra was the one I worked for then as well as the next day from tomorrow. I typed long before s