I always remember the most difficult moments of my life, any normal person would remember the best memories, that is, the happiest, in my case that's not how it works; it is in the difficult moments that I felt most loved and cared for, when my father abandoned me together with my mother I was only six years old, I remember asking my mother why he would leave, so in a calm way and calm, the woman who gave me the world gave me the greatest lesson in love that ever existed in my entire life "Blacke your father left us because you and I are too amazing for him" I didn't understand much at the time but as I went growing up I understood what those words meant, that we were both so good to him that that man couldn't bear to see that and feel inferior, at the time my mother was a lieutenant in the military battalion, she was seen as a model woman, I always made an effort to being a great son, whereas my father, turned into a disgusting drunk, after knocking my mother down the stairs, she rol
I never imagined that I would feel that warm and welcoming feeling that is to like someone again, being in love is one of the noblest feelings that a human being can feel. In addition, he is one of the strongest sensations, capable of doing previously unthinkable things to us. Being in love can mean two extremes: deep happiness or endless sadness. We notice small signs of passion in gestures. Being in love is worrying when the person takes time to get home, it's giving an unexpected surprise and helping on a more difficult day. It's also taking into account your favorite color or favorite food, it's always thinking first about the other and then about yourself. Falling in love is also being happy with the other person's achievements, because there is an inexplicable connection. It's acting with the toughness of a father when she takes some thoughtless and inconsequential action. It's the difficulty of sleeping without feeling the person you love by your side. It's controlling your ner
Winter has finally arrived in Atlanta, and with it the feeling of cold in the icy winds, as well as death drawn in the snowflakes, after finding out everything about this group of rebels I feel at a loss as to what I should do, despite knowing that their means of changing Atlanta are wrong, I feel that it is also right to a certain extent, I was at the exit door of the base with my arms hugging my body, I was watching the snow fall slowly, as if that vision were a one-off show man, it was when Dimitri stopped beside me that I snapped out of my thoughts, his gaze following mine to the snowflakes as well as mine. _____________ I miss home this time of year.. - He said suddenly breaking the silence and trying to start a conversation with me. _____________ I also feel it. - I just answered him calmly. _____________ Since the death of my mother, holding on to knowing that I am alone in this world has become a burden. - I frown trying to understand what he's getting at - It shouldn't be
When we are on the verge of death, it is common to say that normally life passes before our eyes like a short and direct movie, or we watch those we love in slow motion, struggling not to leave this cruel world, in my case, none happened of the two, as I ran with the jeep and drove away from that war between the Kings, I just wanted to get out of there and never come back, I was already far away and I could hardly hear the shots anymore, I felt free for the first time in weeks, the wind it hit my face carrying my copper hair along with it, all I wanted most was to see my family again, however, the sound of a slicing shot came up, and it hit one of my car's tires, as I was in At high speed, I felt the vehicle suffer a thud, my body flew along with the bodywork of the jeep, as I was wearing my seat belt, before my eyes, I see time pass cruelly without mercy. And when I realize it, the day is gone and the night arrives cold and silent, showing me that life is now. Right in front of the m
My mother was sure that I had to be different in many ways, since my father's death the sweet and kind girl was exchanged for another, my personality changed when I saw him being killed in front of me, at the time we were in the worst possible situation , the country was going through a period of wars, people who were rich were increasingly prosperous with the sale of weapons and artillery, we, the military workforce, earned a pittance to meet the required goals, at the time, my father got a job beyond what we were capable of fulfilling, in the end the supervisors ended up taking away our only source of income and worse, they removed my father's name from the list of fitters, we were left without work, as the days went by we didn't even have a penny , I remember like it was today, my father walked from one side to the other running his hand through his red hair, he was a strong and tall man, I liked his appearance a lot, I also had my hair as red as rust, always were very smooth and l
The sky was clear and the clouds were like masterpieces that adorned the blue of the sky, Louise lay down next to me on the green grass and held my hand, her smile was stunning always made the best parts of me light up with so much happiness, every moment next to her gave me peace, she looks into my eyes and says "I love you so much, let's have a baby" with every word said my heart was beating in my chest and happiness dominated me completely, but suddenly the sky turned black, very dark, I couldn't see anything, I look to the side and Louise was standing, holding her hand and now what was warm has turned to ice, the smile is gone, her face is lifeless, I start screaming for help, but nobody appears, I cry desperately but she was already dead and nobody appeared to help us, tears flow, the pain invades my being, I look at Louise however she was no longer there, disappeared, disappeared, "help" I scream however I'm all alone, there's no one else to save me from the darkness that was sl
I wake up the next morning with the sun on my face, I groan when I hear the voice of Morris my butler, I put the pillow on my head and go back to dozing again, but I am surprised with a pull on my covers, and then they push me out of bed , I fall to the floor with a loud thud, I look at the person who did this and I see Thomas sitting on my bed laughing like crazy, I take the pillow and throw it in his face, he is startled and I am the one who starts laughing. _________ Let's go Nathan get up from that bed man .. - Complains my younger brother with a loud and firm voice. He stands up and crosses his arms looking at me seriously. _________ I was about to get up - I mutter looking at Tom who is completely different from me, his eyes are green and his blond hair shines bright under the sunlight, my appearance is totally dull, brown hair of an almost black tone and brown eyes Honey-colored, Cameron also looks like Mom as does Thomas, and I'm the only one born looking like my dad. _____
A week went by and my mum didn't bring up the subject, everything was normal, as it should be, my mum worked two jobs to support us, Luke helped me with the housework and took care of Bianca on the days I went hunting and to fight, it was hard to have a secret life my mother didn't know about these underground fights I got into, but that extra money was always very helpful, tonight I would earn 50 coins if I defeated a burly girl that everyone called "The wall ", I get ready as soon as she leaves for her second job, I throw my backpack on my back and pass all the instructions to my middle brother, Bianca complains about being alone with Luke but I ignore the complaints and go out the door, outside Blacke me waiting with a smile on his face as always. ________ Ready? - he asks and then we start walking together, I can always count on Blacke; my deepest secrets can be revealed to him and at the same time I feel like I have a pillar by my side to lean on. ________ I am always prepared.