ALANA'S POV
"Apologize? Did we fight?" I chuckle like I was crazy as I said to him. Help me moon goddess, I had already forgotten everything that had happened Tonight.
He looked at me warily like I had already gone mad, but soon, he led me to the bed, and I giggle like a high school girl as I drop down on my back while he held me down and pulled my shoes off.
Once he was done, I lay there and watched as he stood over me and began taking off his shirt. It was so mighty darn attractive watching my muscles flex without any effort as he drew the shirt down his body and tossed it to the ground. And the way his muscular contours contracted.. fuck! I was getting wet staring at him already.
Arghh! I hated him so much.. why did he have to be so handsome and have such an amazing body I knew I couldn't have because he didn't even like me.
I could have the best figure in the world and he wouldn't be attracted to me.
"Lucian… " I suddenly call out, dramatically placing my hand against my forehead, silently telling him I had a headache.
"I want to vomit."
Minutes later, Lucian was standing over me, holding my hair back away from my face while I held the toilet seat, puking inside like my life depended on it. My insides were raging with fire, and my intestines were squeezing out every single I had eaten all Day, and yet I kept puking and puking until there wasn't a single energy left in me and I just lay there, placing my cheek on the cool side of the toilet seat as I waited for when I would be nauseous again.
And Lucian?
Lucian was sitting on the foot mat next to me, waiting for when he would have to hold me back so I wouldn't flush my head into the toilet.
There was silence in the room as I just lay there, my vision getting blurry as I stared into the toilet.
"This is all your fault… " I murmured, and I knew damn well, Lucian knew I was talking to him. I couldn't be talking to the toilet. I should be thanking it even.
"I didn't make you drink an entire glass of vodka mixed with liquor and tequila. Why do you have this in your room even.. "
"Does it matter?" I raise my head up to glare at him, pretending not to notice the splitting headache hurting me. "why do you care to know?"
"It's suicidal." He clicked his tongue as he replied, and I just roll my eyes.
"Oh please… like you haven't done worse.. "
He doesn't say anything, and I smirk.
"See? You can't defend yourself because you know I'm right. Any woman in my condition would have killed herself long ago or would have run away.. " I gulp the glass of mouth wash he had dropped next to me a while ago, and when I.was some rinsing my mouth, I spat it in, before crawling back to turn to Lucian.
"Do you know why I didn't run?"
He didn't reply, but he was just looking at me with an expressionless look on his face as I crawled towards him, shortening the distance between us until our faces were an inch away. He was sitting against the wall, so I was practically backing him up.
"Do you know?" I ask in a soft tone as I reach up to run my hand against his bare chest, watching his expression which didn't falter even for a second. "Because… I love you."
There was what looked like shock in his eyes before it suddenly disappeared like all his other true emotions. He pushed me away and I chuckle as I fall on my butt, far from him.
"You're drunk." He gets up and walks towards me, intending to carry me "I'll take you to your room, and we'll try to get some sleep, okay?"
I didn't say a word until he carries me into his arms and began walking into the room. Fortunately, I wasn't feeling nauseous anymore. As he lowered me down, I sit up.
"Do you love me too?"
He doesn't reply as he dims the light and joins me on the bed. He shuffles his pillows and mine and fluffs them before turning to me.
"Try to get some sleep Alana."
"Answer me, or I'm not going to warn you when I want to puke again." I threaten, and it seemed to work, because the next second, he sighed and held the space between his brows.
"I don't hate you.."
I smile bitterly.
"That wasn't the answer to my question, but you still lied.. "
"I don't hate you." There was an edge to bis voice as he snapped at me, which only made me snicker.
"Still a lie… and you know why you're unable to prove it, it's because you know you're lying. If you didn't hate me like you claimed, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be puking my guts out because I got drunk knowing you got another woman pregnant… "
"Diana is not another woman…"
"Who is she then?" I raise my brow as I asked, infuriated that he would dare try to defend her right Infront of me. "Your fuck buddy? Friends with benefits? Your girlfriend? Your side chick?"
I could see her was trying really hard to hold on the anger, and I was dying to see him break in half and snap until he couldn't take it anymore.
"Alana. Let's put all that behind us and just sleep… "
I chuckle bitterly before I suddenly crawl into his arms, and before he could realize what was going on, I was straddling him with my arms squeezed around his neck.
He grabbed my arm, and I could see that cold look in his eyes now which he directed at me when I smirk.
"I've always wanted to hold you like this Lucian.. " I lean down to breath in his scent and sigh out loud before drawing back to stare deeply into his eyes. "I've always wanted to breath in your scent… just like that… "
ALANA'S POVHe tried to pull me back, but I drew closer with a smirk on my face. "Hey… you wanted to spend the night here with me right? So what's the big deal if I want us to fuck right now?" "Alana, you're drunk.. " "And horny.. " I cut in abruptly. "what? Are you nervous? Are you worried that what we're doing is considered cheating since you have a another woman who is pregnant with your child.. " He tried to speak, but I placed a finger against his lips with my lips pouted as I whispered. "Shhh… you don't have to say anything." I drew my hand down and slowly leaned forward so that our lips were barely an inch apart, my eyes slowly scanned him right from his dark blue eyes down to his lips. "This can be our little secret okay?" And without warning, I grad the back of his neck and pull him in closer for a kiss, taking him off guard. When I finally got a taste of his lips again which I had gotten a taste of on very rare occasions, I exploded. My wetness was running down my legs
Alana’s POVMy eyes were awaken by the sudden ray of the sun that bounced off my face, I placed my hand over my eyes while trying to adjust to the sudden brightness that filled my room,I rolled to the other end of my bed and just as I had thought Lucian had left me after such a good night, I began to wonder if I was a fool to let him have sex with me but then again I enjoyed every moment of his fingers caressing my clitros and the feeling of his dick filling the void of my pussy that I had long to fill.“Hey beautiful.” I was stunned at whose voice I heard and the word that was said, I turned in shock, I was shocked that my nose did not just pick up his scent from the surroundings. “My love how was your night?!.” He asked, my eyes fluttering in shock, was this some kind of a dream?!, or was it a nightmare that was going to turn bad the moment I believed or was it true?.“Are you okay?!.” He approached me, I watched him walk in slow motion. It was like my wildest dream was coming alive
Alana’s POVWe arrived at the river bank and a picnic was set up, I could already see them both fallin all over each other, my stomach grumble loudly, I could tell I was hungry and at the same time I was angry to see her with him.I walked ahead of them and took the best spot as my sit .“Alana, can you please move to the side so Diana can sit there?!.” My eyes widened. What was this?.A date for both of them?.“She can sit elsewhere.” I frowned at him and rolled my eyes.“No she can’t!!.” His beast was growling at me loudly, my head spinned and began to ache.I may have been with them physically but my mind was far away as I meditated on what Caleb had said, maybe he was right, maybe I shouldn’t be here, what if this was all a set up?. With thoughts swimming in my head see and my mind collapsing and restructuring; I could not find the possible answer to all my thoughts, my wolf was restless just as I was.‘I hope I am not in the lion's den.’ I thought.“Alanna…, Alanna!!.” I heard th
Alana's POVIt has been two days since I got thrown out like a thief from the pack where my mate was supposed to lead.Lucian didn't even look twice at me as I was hauled out; worse still was the one I had once taken pride in and called my best friend.My crime was going in search of people that would help him after she had thrown him in there.The more I thought of what had happened that day the more suspicious it looked.Lucien was happy with me, he acted so calm and cool…I had my suspicions but then the shitty mate bond made me let my guard down.Tears spilled down freely from my eyes like they had done ever since my status was changed from the Luna of my pack to a rogue on the run.Never have I felt this lonely in life, the hate and betrayal still stung like hell. Being overthrown by the pack that I was supposed to rule as their Luna.No one even believed me, no one even stared at me twice and gave me a reassuring smile.Even Lucian, the one I was supposed to call my Mate, the one
ALANA’S POV. I tried to open my eyes but can’t as my head reeled badly, my body sore from the everyday run and hunt for food.Ahhhhh!.I heard a loud scream, a scream so painful and deafening to the ear. I brought my right palm closer to my forehead to feel my temperature and paused, my hand hurting and hanging midway. I felt something strapped around my right wrist and try to wave it off with my left to find out it was the same too. I quickly tore my eyes apart and gasped, the sight in front of me, sending shivers through my spine. The whole place was dark, so dark that the only lights visible was that emanating from the fires sitting in the sticks on the wall. I looked around to figure out where I was since I could remember vividly passing out in the woods.But this wasn’t the woods. It was like I had teleported somewhere else or maybe to the past where slavery was so rampant or maybe this was a bad dream I was stuck in.I heard the loud screech again, this time I was able to ma
DIANA’S POV. I ran my right palm over my slightly swollen area as I looked at my reflection in the morning. My baby bump was starting to show just a little even though it was just two months or maybe I just thought it was. I was so glad, more than glad that she was finally out of the way and now no one would stop me from being with the man I love. Although I was still a bit bothered that he has not announced to the world that I was his new Luna and that feared me. Made me wonder if Lucian no longer loved me. I had confronted him though and he said something about wanting the talk of Alana’s banishment to die down before he took such step so it wouldn’t raise any suspicion and for sometime I understood. I pulled my Beige flay gown up to stare at my stomach, revealing my White linen pant. I turn sideways to look at the beautiful life growing inside of me, a symbol of the love I shared with Lucian.“ I believe he or she will grow up to be a beautiful one.” I heard Lucian say from behin
LUCIANO’S POVI jumped out of bed realizing it’s few hours to the feast.I was literally awake all through the early hours of the night enveloped with thoughts of what the next day holds and didn’t realize I had fallen asleep with my back against the bed and my head not properly placed on the edge of the bed.I’ll be announcing Diana as my Luna to everyone today, I’m sure this will make her realize how much the baby and her mean to me’. Dressed in a three quarter kimono jacket neatly placed over a long sleeved top and a pant, I reached for my favorite pair of shoes that I only wear on special occasions and the pair of socks I got while buying Diana’s dress. I marched out of my room with a picture of Diana’s expression when she sees the dress running around in my head. I can’t wait to see just how beautiful she’d look in the dress.The baby bump is really looking good on her I thought. She now looks to me like she’s many years younger and I realized seeing her that was made me love her
Alana's POVWe talked for not too long because he was being careful not to get caught while talking to me. The gates creeped open again, and the sticky vomit they called food was served and this time I decided to eat it with my eyes shut, I can’t bear looking at it while eating. The man had told me that is the only kind of food they serve in their cellI woke up the next day with pains all over my body as the stress from the previous day was not something I was ever used to nor do I think I will ever get used to, the pain coming from my wrist was so unbearable as the chains were still till to them. I slowly rose from where I laid and stretched my body so much I thought I was going to break into two. I twisted and turned every part of my body to ease the pain a bit. By the time I was done the guard who comes to pick us for work was at the gate again, and steadily we all marched out for the day’s work. As soon as I stepped out I felt something I have only felt once in my life and wonder