Hundred and Sixty Four

TEMMY

I lay down on my bed, reminiscing about the relationship between Xavier and me.

I shook my head to get rid of the thoughts to no avail, they consumed me whole.

I'd been thinking about it the whole day, our relationship, my relationship with him.

It felt even more different after the incident that happened last.

When he told me that he loved me, I felt my heart thump rapidly but it thumped harder when I saw him losing consciousness in my arms.

A Small part of me wanted to stop but I couldn't, I struggled harder to stop the rampage Inside of me.

But despite all this, he didn't stop holding, despite the chances that it could be his last chance of survival.

A thought clicked in my mind, I'd marked Xavier and he had as well, but I had no memories of doing so.

Love was sweet and I ran my hands through the mate mark on my body, smiling like a Cheshire cat to myself.

The small date, little Jabments of PDA when we both hadn't confessed our feelings to each other, the thrill that came wit