Chapter 150

After a moment of silence, the next thing that occurred was the moment of truth.

"I'm in pain, Lara. I'm confused like it messing my mind hell up." Napayuko siyang tila itinatago ang sakit sa kanyang mukha.

"I was raped.." Her beginning of the words felt like stabbing my chest without stopping.

"It isn't your fault. That was clear, but when you told me about what happened between you and Dalhia..."

Suddenly, she stopped as if collecting some strength to go on and walk me through.

"...I just felt like my entire universe blacked out. I don't know.

Maybe I wanted to shout and blame someone for everything that changed my life, everything that happened to us. They ruined us."

I get it. I fully, totally, clearly understand the avoiding. EL felt pain whenever she saw me.

"Believe me. I love you. No one could ever take that away. It's just that.. It's too painful, like how.. I didn't want it, everything that happened.

I have limited options to protect you. I wanted that, and so I need