Hello, everyone. I apologise for the lack of updates. I had some family things to deal with, and writing was the last thing on my mind. I am trying to get back on track, so please, be patient with me.
Kyson I wake, and it is still dark outside. I reach over to hug Arya, but she isn’t there. I glance at the digital clock next to the bed, and it reads four o’clock. Where is she at this time? I switch the bedside light on so I can see where I am going and head to search for her.I check the bathroom, but she isn’t there. I work my way through the house, finally finding her in the living area. Arya is sitting on the floor, her back to the sofa. She has a blanket wrapped around her, typing away.“Baby girl, what are you doing up at this time?” I ask. She lifts her hand, signalling one minute. I get the hint, not saying another word, sitting down next to her.“And another chapter is done,” she says excited, closing her laptop and turning her attention to me, “Sorry. I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to come do some writing which was a great idea because I just wrote two thousand words in the space of an hour and a half.” Arya has the biggest smile on her lips when she says.“Awesome! Go yo
Arya How the hell did Shawn even know to find me here? I storm over to the door, Kyson stepping out of the way.“I thought maybe we could talk, sort things out,” Shawn finally answers me. I laugh loudly, “And what the hell makes you think I want that? I am done with you! How did you even know where to find me?” I am fuming. He has no right to show up here.“Can we talk in private, please?” he asks, glaring at Kyson, “No! We have nothing to talk about.” Shawn reaches out for me, but I swat his hand away, “Don’t touch me.”“Arya, please, baby? I am sorry. I fucked up. I miss you. Please, give me another chance.” He begs.I would never give him another chance, even if I didn’t have a thing going on with Kyson, “I don’t miss you. I don’t love or want you anymore.” I hiss.I see his demeanour change. A wave of anger fills his eyes, his jaw clenching, “So what you are choosing this idiot over me? Come on, let’s not waste time here. You will forgive me. You always do.” He chuckles. It was n
Kyson Arya had been a little quiet most of the day, and I knew it was because of what happened this morning, even if she would deny it if I asked.We had a lovely lunch. Now we were having coffee before stopping to get everything we needed before heading back.“I will be back in a minute, just going to the bathroom,” I announce, “Okay, I am going to order another coffee. Do you want one?” she asks.“Yes, please.” I peck her lips from across the table before standing and walking away. I wasn’t going to the bathroom. That was a lie. I am going to nip across the street to the cute vintage jewellery store.A beautiful dreamcatcher necklace caught Arya’s eye when we passed it earlier, but she refused to go inside and get it. Why I don’t know, she liked it, and it wasn’t too expensive either. I will but it for her, try to cheer her up a little.I hate how her ex has ruined her day. He has no damn right! She deserves much better, not like I am remarkably better than him, but I wouldn’t do t
Arya Kyson and I were sitting by the lake, enjoying a glass of wine under the stary night sky, the moon reflecting onto the water. It was breathtaking. We hadn’t been for our swim yet, but I would be going in soon.“I could just stay here forever,” I sigh, “You and me both, beautiful.” He agrees. I dread going back to real life, but I still have some time before that happens.I rest my head on his shoulder, taking everything in. No matter how many times I have been here, the place still impresses me. Kyson’s arm slips around my shoulder and kisses the top of my head.I glance up at him to find him looking at me, neither of us speaking. He seems to be searching for something in my eyes with his. He opens his mouth to speak but closes it, shaking his head.“How about that swim?” he asks, pulling away and getting to his feet. I nodded, a little confused about what was going on. He strips down to his boxers, diving straight into the lake.I watch for him to come back up, “Are you coming
Kyson I had been on a run for the last hour. I needed to clear my head before I headed over to see Arya. I am sure she picked up something was off with me last night, but I am thankful she never said anything. The reason for me being off is because there may be a slight chance that I am starting to feel things for her that I don’t want. It is supposed to be strictly sexual, but recently I have found myself wondering what it would be like having her as my official girlfriend, and that was never the plan.I don’t do relationships. I can’t do them because I know without a doubt that I will fuck it up and break her heart. I need to get a grip of myself because if I don’t, then there is going to be nothing between us, and that isn’t what I want.I stop, taking a breather and enjoying the view, drinking some water. I felt better than I did when I woke up. Once I catch my breath, I make my way back. I need to shower and change before heading off.I glance over at Arya’s cabin and see her si
Arya Kyson had fallen asleep on my sofa. I think we have had too much sun today because it was hot, and I am feeling sort of yucky myself. It is our own fault, we could have come inside or gone somewhere more with a little shade, but it was good at the time.I left him to sleep, grabbing a bottle of water and my laptop, sitting on the floor, my back to the sofa. I opened my computer and tried to work, but my mind kept drifting back to the conversation we had this morning. It explained his change in behaviour, suddenly. I may have been a little offended at first since he made it seem being more with me would be so terrible, or maybe I am overreacting.I sort of lied to him. I do like him more than in a sexual way, but I won’t tell him that because I know it will scare him off. I can keep my feelings to myself for the summer. I hope.I sigh, running my fingers through my hair. I put my attention back on the screen and started typing. At least if I am writing, I will be distracted, but
Kyson Arya still has her body wrapped around mine when I wake up. I don’t know how we managed to sleep in this position, but my neck is feeling now. It is sore and stiff, but it will ease soon.I sigh, glancing down at her, and she is still sound asleep. I push a few stray hairs away from her face. Last night was strange for me because when I realised she had gone to bed without me, I didn’t like it, not one single bit. I can’t explain it! I don’t know if I want even to try and make sense of it, anyway, because that would mean getting in touch with my feelings, something I do not do!I lay staring at the ceiling, debating whether I should move or stay put. I divert my eyes back to Arya and swallow hard. She is so damn beautiful. It is hard for me to stay away from here, even if a considerable part of me knows it would be the right thing. She is too good for me and any guy like me, like her ex.I need to snap out of it and find a way to distract myself, and I soon get an idea in my he
Arya I needed a break from writing because I hadn’t stopped in the last three hours, even for a second. A hiatus seems like a good idea. I wasn’t expecting Kyson to be away as long, but I appreciate him giving me time to work on my book, and I am sure he needs a little alone time too.I make a coffee, heading outside to sit on the patio and enjoy the fresh air. I was writing out here, but it got too warm, so I went back inside. I close my eyes, enjoying the peace and quiet.“Skiving! Shocking!” I hear a familiar voice say, followed by a chuckle. I open my eyes, glaring at Kyson, “My mind and fingers need a break. Did you get lost?” I snicker.“Nah, not lost, just enjoying walking around is all. How many words did you manage?” he smiles, sitting next to me, “Five thousand.” I reply proudly.“Go you, well done, angel,” He replies, leaning over to me softly, “Have you had anything else to eat?” I haven’t even thought about food.“Not yet,” Kyson shakes his head at my reaction, “You need