Semua Bab The Making of a King: Bab 31 - Bab 40
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The soft patter of rain on the clinic's roof wakes us, but we don't get up. The click on the ticks as the seconds pass by without us moving. We have hidden away long enough, but we still aren't ready to face Karina. Accepting the fact we would not be leaving the world left us feeling anxious. We realized we were scared. We were trying to take the coward's way out. It would be much easier to die than to fail at being Karina's mate or the world's king. Living with the shame of failure after everything else is terrifying, but dying would also be failing. Adeline would be stuck with guilt on top of everything she has experienced. A knock sounds on the door to our room and Logan's scent seems to spill in from around the seams of the painted wood. We scowl and sit up. Out of all the possible visitors we were not expecting it to be him forcing us from our bed. "Yes," we grumble and the white door opens just slightly to allow the young Alpha to peek inside. Logan looks us over cautiously
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KARINA POV "Atticus," I say as my body comes to a screeching halt. His order over my body takes hold and his dark eye examine me cautiously. He seems lost. Almost as if he wants to say something, but can't find the way and it breaks my heart. He deserves so much better, but he won't allow himself to have it. "I can only go back up the stairs, Atticus. Your order won't allow to move any further since you are right there," I whisper, and his face scrunches up as if he is confused by my statement. "I lifted it. I took the order away," he says and my eyebrows pull together in confusion. I haven't seen Atticus since the execution. He couldn't have lifted the order. "I... I have to hear the order Atticus. An order can't be lifted unless the one receiving the order hears," I explain as I realize he must have tried to lift the order without me being near him. "Oh, umm I'm sorry. I thought... Nevermind. I... King Atticus, lift my order from you, Karina," Atticus says sounding
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ATTICUS POV Our breath comes out ragged as we run through Logan's land, but our labored breathing isn't from the physical exertion of exercise, but from our emotions. Having Karina touch us and care for us was more than we could handle. It was an internal explosion of emotion. Happiness, longing, insecurity, fear, self-loathing. It was all we could have ever hoped for, but it was terrifying. We aren't good enough for Karina and we know it. Being hugged and questioned by her was one of the scariest moments of our lives. As we push our legs to another level scents and noises erupt from the trees around us. W.O.L.F members flank behind us acting panicked and we realize we have caused them to worry. We weren't in the clinic and now we are running through Thurman's pack as if we wish to kill something. We skid to a halt and the members stop on a dime to stare at us. Their pants fill the silence for a moment as we gather our thoughts. "My King, what is wrong," the biggest male
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ATTICUS POV Everything we said was ignored. Not one of the pack members trusted us enough to listen to us. They blatantly displayed their dislike for us no matter what we said by remaining silent and cold. In the end, we decided to walk away and allow the W.O.L.F agents to fix the food shortage issue. It was obvious the members wanted us gone because they immediately began to communicate with the agents. We gaze up at the open sky and sigh. The stars look like twinkling diamonds in the dark sky and we wish we could fall into them. The stench of shame has coated our flesh and we know there is no escaping it. Rupert Kincaid was our father. We hurt and helped imprison several young wolves who are now gone. Their families have no reason to forgive us. Even if we were under orders or afraid for Adeline we hurt them. "Atticus," Karina whispers from about five feet back, but we continue to ignore her. She has been behind us ever since we walked away from the gathering, but we don'
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KARINA POV "Outcast is amazing. The people are very understanding and everyone tries to work together. Of course, you have your occasional jerks. Not everyone who comes there is perfect, but I really had a great time living there. Chloe and I formed a strong bond," I explain as my parents beam while sitting on our tiny couch and Atticus studies me with an almost blank expression from the kitchen table. "That's wonderful, honey. We hoped you were getting to live a much better life," Mom says and Dad puts his arm over her shoulders. "What's your plan from now on," Dad asks and I look toward Atticis quickly before blushing. I still can't push our kiss from my mind. Every time I look at him I remember the feeling of having his warm lips on mine. I have no idea what his plans are, but mine are simple... Stay with him and help heal him. He needs me so that is where I will be... Next to him. Logan needed Chloe to become a good Alpha and my mate needs me to do the same. "I am goi
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ATTICUS POV Adeline watches me with a small smirk tugging at her lips as we pace the hospital room. We have been like this ever since we returned from dropping Karina off at Logan's pack house. Our adrenaline won't settle down. We were terrified of meeting her parents and horrified by the way the pack responded to us. The trip back to Thurman did nothing to ease the turbulent emotions inside of us. We want to succeed as King and make our mate proud, but how can the past disappear for us to do that?"So her parents accepted you... A big bad Kincaid," Adeline jokes in a quiet voice and we grunt. They accepted us and they were caring toward us. They didn't fear our new form or place blame for Rupert's actions on us. They let us remain silent while we ate. Karina answered questions and we didn't have to talk to feel included in the conversation. Karina's father was the first older male we have ever felt safe around. Not even Patrick Thurman eased our senses like that male does. It'
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KARINA POVHe looks so tranquil while he sleeps. Even the grayish tint to his skin and fangs peeking from under his top lip look innocent. His body is so big I can't see the twin-size bed underneath him, but that doesn't take away from the cuteness either. He is like a muscular mountain with the face of a handsome child. He snores slightly and I grin. He didn't fight me telling him to lay down in my bed like I thought he would. He simply did what I said and watched me for maybe a minute before passing smoothly out. I sit down at the little desk and lean my chin on my hand. He has been asleep for three hours so my chores are done, but I don't want to wake him yet. I want to let him rest for as long as I can. He deserves a peaceful slumber. I know from my hospital stay both he and Adeline have a hard time sleeping throughout the night without experiencing a nightmare. I sigh and glance toward my door. Chloe will be showing up here soon expecting to hear all about my picnic da
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ATTICUS POV"Pack Thurman is truly beautiful, " Karina says sweetly as she looks around at the gorgeous landscape. I nod. My... Our mind is still reeling from the fact that Karina caught onto my internal dilemma with my/our identity. We didn't realize she was so observant. "It is well maintained. The workers here are well divided... I need to ask Logan if his Father wrote any of his methods down.... Kincaid Pack needs someone like Patrick Thurman as their Alpha. Not someone like me. I have no idea what I am doing," I/we say and Karina stops walking. "Stop doing that! Okay, I get it, Rupert made you do some bad things and you hate yourself for them. But you need to accept that those things happened. You did them to ensure your survival... And Adeline's survival. Move forward, damnit. Become the best version of you. Those assholes are all dead. You can read and learn all about what it takes to be a great Alpha. You need to became a great King. That's the best way to get back at all o
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ATTICUS POV The thick wooden door practically groans as we knock once more.Our sensitive ears can hear Logan moving inside, but he isn't answering. Finally as we go to knock again the door swings open. Logan's face instantly goes from annoyed to surprised and then to apologetic. "I'm sorry. I am a little behind schedule. Come in, Atticus. What can I do for you," Logan says as he steps back and runs a hand down his stressed face. "I only need a moment of your time. The W.O.L.F agents I left in charge at Pack Kincaid have sent word that my house is finally finished. Karina and I will be leaving tomorrow," we say and then bite our lip. Hopefully Karina comes with me tomorrow. We haven't spoken with her yet. We decided to inform Logan first. What if Karina isn't ready? We will have to return without out her until she follows. "Oh, that's wonderful. I mean we are sorry to see the two of you go, but I know the pack over there needs you," Logan says as he sits down behind the big
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ATTICUS POV "Wow, this is really nice," Karina says as she takes in the living room of the new Kincaid Packhouse. We have to admit the natural wood floors and leather furniture look wonderful in the large living room. The decorations are welcoming but don't make the space feel cramped. At least half the members could relax in the space at a time which is what we asked for. "Thank you, Future Queen. The pack members worked hard. They created large communal areas and rather moderate living quarters, per King Atticus's instructions. This floor has a thirty by twenty-two living room with a wood fireplace, a large kitchen with an island big enough to seat eight, a large formal dining room that can fit fifty, two small omega bedrooms, and a small bathroom situated between the bedrooms. Upstairs has three good-sized bedrooms, an office, a huge storage closet, and three bathrooms. Each area has been furnished in the same style as this room here. We felt it was warm but blank enough for
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