I drove straight to the airport. Dylan officially had an hour head start on me. I called ahead and had a private plane waiting on the strip, ready to take off as soon as I boarded. I was off to a tropical paradise of hell. the clue dragons was dylans hint to lure me back to where everything started going south. I was hesitant about going at first, but my daughter was in danger with her father. Dylan was a monster and didn't care who he hurt or what he did to hurt them. Jane was just a baby she was only 5 months old now. he didn't know the first thing about her or how to care for her. the plane landed a few hours later. I got off the plane and headed straight for the boat. the boat was going to be my last journey to my daughter. I was nervous about being on the boat, but again, it was a short ride, and my daughter needed me. I turned my phone back on, and the text and missed calls started pouring in. all my brothers and Alexander were on their way. they had news to tell me when

i woke up in panic again. Jane wasn't in my arms anymore. I sat up looking for her. she was in a crib next to me. Dylan was on the couch at the foot of the bed scrolling through his phone. I breathed a sign of relief. Dylan laughed. "I'm not taking her from you, kar," he said, reassuring me. I just sat there. so many thoughts running through my head. then a loud knock at the door startled us all. Dylan got up to answer the door while rubbed Jane's back to soothe her. "We didn't order room service," Dylan said angerly "Cut the crap Dylan, where is Jane and karina?" I heard kal boom " I haven't seen them." Dylan snapped "Bull sh*t!" Kane yelled."Where's my sister and niece, you heartless monster?" "I'm in the bedroom, you fools," I yelled out. I hurriedly covered my chain with a blanket and peaked out of the room, trying to make eye contact with Dylan. he jerked his head back and looked at me then at the bed. hopefully, he would realize I was just trying to help him get

after a few weeks in the hospital, Kade was released, and we were all allowed to go back home. I was so ready to get out of here and start a new life. I no longer had to run from anyone and could finally be myself again. we landed back in the States, and everyone was excited to be home. after a couple of days back home, Alexander and I decided to move in together. the family home was just too much for Alexander, and we wanted to be able to start our own routines and family life. after dinner with the family and making the announcement, we went back to my family's house and started packing all of mine and Jane's things. we ended up having to get two trucks just to save a trip. my brothers had gone over board when they bought everything for Jane and I when we first moved in. kev kal and Kyle helped us move. Kane stayed back at the family home to look after Kade and Jane so we could get everything done. Alexander's house was a simple 5 bedroom 3 bathroom log cabin set in the middl

after a night of love making Alexander and I woke up and got started on unpacking Jane's room. he handled the furniture building, and I tackled the closet. after about three hours, we finally had everything ready for the princess to come home. "How about we go back to our room?" Alexander asked, wrapping his arms around my waist. "As fun as that sounds, babe. I think we need a break." I teased "I meant to start on unpacking your things, my love," he laughed. "Oh right," I laughed. "Let's get started." we headed off to the closet and began hanging clothes and putting away things. I had more than I thought and began to make piles to keep and get rid of. "What are you doing?" Alexander asked " downsizing." I replied "Why are you downsizing?" Alexander said, looking puzzeled "So you have room too," I said, pointing to a few of his things in the closet "Oh shit. that's not supposed to be in here, " Alexander said, grabbing the garmet bags. "This is just your closet babe y

we laid in bed with Jane watching Princess movies until she fell asleep. after we were sure she was asleep, I went to lay her in her own bed in her new room. "Where are you taking her?" Alexander whispered "To her own bed," I said " Why?" he questioned."It's an Alaskan king bed. Your brothers would have enough room to sleep with us." "I don't want her to get in the habit of sleeping in our bed," I said sternly. "Look, it's my first night with both my girls. Can you please just let me soak it in?" Alexander pouted. "Fine!" I whispered. "Just this one night and one night ONLY." "ok," Alexander smiled, kissing me on the cheek as he took Jane from my arms and laid her on his chest. "she's getting a little too long for this." we laughed. Jane was tiny compared to Alexander. she laid her head on his shoulder and buried her face in the crook of his neck. she was curled into a ball, making her look even smaller. she was turned sideways laying across his chest. even curled up in