ENIDAll through breakfast, my gaze wandered to Mildred's face. She seemed to have it going quite well with Chase. It was rare before Chase's playful side popped up, not even Marcella got that privilege but here Mildred was acting like a kid teased with candy. I quietly studied them. Quietly studied her from the rim of my glass, she looked happy from just talking with Chase, and whatever they had been talking about made her pout with the features of a kid. I did not miss it either, the grin she surreptitiously slid Chase before she wagged up the stairs. They repulsed me. She repulsed me. I thought of ways to send her off to the Omegas quarter without raising brows and tilting the attention of the elders and the entire Pack my way. I could endure her, just a little longer. She had lapses with me. She'd gone against me by leaving the room and had grossly offended me by dropping in on Ophelia and me that way. Ophelia was a perfect distraction from what I had going on in my life la

MILDREDSELF-CONSUMMATION IS DIRTY!Enid moved from me leaving a void in my soul, making me feel empty without his stoic frame against me. I begged myself to recover from this unwelcoming arousal. I had never been this turned on in my entire life. I'd never felt I needed this deep inside of me. My lips quivered, and my teeth sank into my tongue hoping the pain would soothe my flaming body as my eyes helplessly watched Enid. I was unable to mask my needs now I had felt a little bit of him. Now his scent plagued my body. I wanted him more than I ever wanted anything. It was our mate bond. How come he was not feeling the same way? His claps brought my focus to his face. He clapped and snapped his fingers at me, gesturing to the abandoned box on the floor a few spaces away."Get to it. Stop acting weird." I could never do it. It wasn't how I ever planned to get my first orgasm so I remained pinned to the wall watching this outrageous man before. "I'm not doing it." I was plain and

MILDREDSHORTCOMINGSMy cheeks tinged pink each time I thought of how eager I was to please the handsome ruler. Enid didn't want me. His actions said it all, the hate in his eyes, his coldness towards me, and how he never hesitated to hurt me made it plain our worlds ran on parallel lines. I had effortlessly made a fool of myself. I flushed at how much I had desperately wanted to please him. But I understood better. A man of power like Enid was difficult to please especially by someone as inexperienced as me. He had been with more than a handful of experienced girls and that swelled his ego.Why didn't I just get whipped with a silver whip instead of going for the dildo? The pain from the whip would have subsided by now but the pain in my heart from how disgusted he appeared from just watching me use the toy on myself was nothing compared to the whip. And his coldness towards me afterward was another level of pain. I had exposed myself to him in ways I had never done with anyone. D

MILDREDDOUBLE THE PAINI gulped. My feet were wobbly as they were rooted to the spot as he walked towards me. Besides, even if the temptation to whirl around and bolt back downstairs was overwhelming, I had nowhere to hide and I would only make whatever punishment he had in store worse.His heavy footsteps echoed in my ears and made my body shake. When he towered in front of me, my shaking was now visible as I stared up at him with pleading eyes. Enid raised his hand and I flinched, closing my eyes as tight as possible, bracing myself as much as I could for the inevitable pain. Readied for the slap but it didn't come. Instead, his hand lightly and tenderly grazed my cheek. My eyes flickered open as my head slowly and fearfully looked up to see my husband's smirk. "Always lock the door on your way out!"Then he dropped his tender hands from my face, smiling at me. He planted one of his knees on the floor in a manner that suggested he was going to propose to me. Mildred!I mental

MILDREDFREEDOM AT LASTThe silver whip rustled through the air as its tails connected with my back biting painfully into my skin. The stings were unbearable and my body shuddered. I bit down on the gag in my mouth muffling the grunt that was threatening to escape my throat. I made sure not to whimper as the pain overwhelmed me. I did not want to feed Enid the satisfaction of having me cry out. Each stroke was harder than the previous and by the time he set the whip down, my back was burning in great pain, and my hands were shivering in the cuffs. My eyes were blazing with hate as I glared at him, tears were in my eyes but they did not drop and my mouth was filled with the bitter-sweet taste of the pain. "Mildred," he called out, I chose to ignore him. My attention was on what he was going to do to Vanessa. I could handle him. I could handle the pain he caused me but Vanessa the poor girl, he just needed to let her go. I could endure this torture all my life but I couldn't stand t